SHE LIVED WITH DEATH THEY LIVED THROUGH HER.
UR IT, Doc.
It’s so damn hard to do this, what we do. All alone, you know? There’s so much evil out there in the world, I feel like I could drown in it… And I needed to think that there was something else watching too, you know? Some higher power. Some greater good. And that maybe…
Maybe I could be saved.
Houses of the Holy (TV Episode 2007)
I am so sorry for all we have been through together and all your loved ones go through having lost you all.
But I will say, you guys are all together and causing lots of ruckus in my life.
Every public medium ends up having a style and representing a group of departed ones. Some channel the presidents, others the aliens. In my work, I’m The Voice for Departed Legendary Rockstars, Comics, Actors and Show Men who were drawn to the transcendental and made careers out of telling their stories through their Art. Many struggled with addiction and took their lives.
But in addition to representing and writing with my beloved Crew CJMC on our Life.afterLife advocacy blog and for our second self-help with spirit book, “Between the Veil”, I have to say that because of their unresolved dramas left behind with friends and family, their constant chatter, need for attention, hauntings, jealousies, despicable language, judgments of you all, themselves, each other and me, their sexual needs, abuses and affect, extreme immaturity, you name it, I hear it all and it’s all so hard to live with. I don’t blame by inner departed posse for their catty and crafty behavior, because I hear everyone on both sides.
But it’s not my job to call their living pose or email them with this news. If you find yourself on this site, do know they sent you this way.
Some of you wonder why these particular people took their lives?
Each has their own reason, demon and Grim Reaper.
Think about what you each have said to them and about them in life. I know we all say things out of anger and don’t always see the repercussions of our actions and words but do know these gossippy bullying tactics kill.
In being their voice, I do my best to represent their personalities as they represent themselves to me. I don’t know any of them personally in lifer terms but in death and afterlife terms having them living in and around me as roommates, it’s hard not to get to know them and their interests, intimately.
Why am I telling you My story DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE living Between THE VEIL with AfterLifers?
Because no one else other than me can tell my story Jumping with fallen angels.
I’m not a heroine gal nor a rockstar, nor a groupie. Nor do I care to judge any of this. Nor do I need anyone’s coat tails to ride on. We already wrote those words and Clog chapters in addiction, depression and suicide, and death timing. I do however love music and brilliant creative types. I’m a loner hippy artist-intellect who has always been a good witch Medicine woman. I lived through unsurmountable first and second hand trauma and doing this particular writing and therapy work with living ones and these particular legends is not an easy catwalk. Why? Because my dead counterparts are not just visiting artists, they’ve been behind me as sculptors and ancestral family relatives of mine each since their deaths and having to out them because they force me makes me sound delusional.
Layne and Demri both know the amount of stress they placed on me when I discovered them and why Me. They broke up my relationship with Doug and Pete (my living partner), several times over, to give them Me. Doug and Demri address this all later on, in this page.
Question Why Me as the Chosen One to represent Departed Legendary Dead Rockstars who killed themselves, international spies held as POWs, army snipers and concentration camp victims who died in battle and captivity and Executed Death Row inmates, and missing murder victims, just to name a few?
Because I am the only one sane enough with educational, psychological, scientific and spiritual credentials to tell such an insane interdimensional romantic love story across time and space about COMING HOME.
Blah, blah, blah.
Blood, sweat and tears is what this work is made up of.
Come what may.
Teach through your sweat.
Heal through your tears.
Bleed to serve others.
How poetic. In serving others I serve me. I get it, been there, done that my entire life.
But what about Me?
You all haunt me profusely. I do everything for you all and I don’t feel any peace, Brothers’ Grimm Reapers.
I teach through my sweat but I don’t heal through my tears anymore. In fact, there are very few tears left. Maybe that’s a good thing since we cried tremendously together.
A lot of blood though. I do bleed until one day, I bleed out. What’s going on, what are you doing to our body?
There is no Me in this equation anymore.
There is only an Us with a U-turn back to U.
As your mental, emotional, physical and visual medium and life afterlife journalist, I signed my life away in good faith yet you all infect me with your dis-eases, shame, failures and jokes. All the bullying you each have experienced is magnified beyond belief now that you’re on the other side. I cannot believe what I experience with you. And so many of you are selfish and jealous. BUT YOU DO EACH HAVE GREAT SENSES OF HUMOUR.
Folks, u should know all ghosts are very active “in the community.” There is no heaven or hell on the other side and no one is barred from any other they don’t want to hang out with. It’s a bit like high school and an underground poker club, at least for this famous rockstar gang. Take comfort in that, at least.
I know exactly how you each feel about all that has been felt, said and written.
WHO “WE” ARE, INTERDIMENSIONAL VOICES AT PLAY
HELLo from the OtherSide, Darlin’.
Stolen days we don’t get back.
Doc, don’t give them what they’ve already been fed.
Give them “Reality.”
We see your tears, DRk.ALiCE, we know it’s hard, we get it.
You’re crying? I feel you cry through me, I’m crying.
Your story touches us all, each at a level, recalling our own love lives.
You’ve got us all learning here in outer space.
We are your Angels Anonymous group therapy partners.
Our AA is InterDimensional.
Write about it.
Our lives are stories, waiting to be told
In search of silver linings, we discovered gold
And judgement taught us that our hearts were wrong
But they’re the ones that we’ll look down upon.
⏤“Sinners” Lauren Aquilina (2013)
I know, it’s been hard and I’m so sorry for us all. We’ve lived, died and then lived again, with and through you, horrific nightmares as well as some of the best times of our lives. We finally arrived at this place in Time where after all of our hard work toiling, we have a book that records our InterDimensional Memoirs. It’s so sad for some of us closely tied to you in love but One day soon, we’ll meet up again and be tickled pink by our InterDimensional Legacy and the impact it’s had on time and space.
Live from the MOON, UR IT, DOC!
Layne, CrowJonesMC, The A-TEAM
CJMC, I feed and feel your frustration as my own.
As collaborative Life.AfterLife artist partners advocating on behalf of WHY SHIT HAPPENS, how you all grouped together to do this blog work with me since January 23, 2016 and have been visiting me in dreams since and for years, preparing me for this journey that would unfold 15 years after DrK.Nyght aka departed Layne Staley lead vocalist from Alice in Chains and I would cross paths in death, is absolutely incredible. It’s why myth and mythology exist. It’s why books like bibles are written. It’s why Archetypes, our Superheors, are born. It’s one big reason why we incarnate.
Now that I am awakened, I am literally fucked by ghosts. Albeit famous ones.
You’re living your nightmare.
DrK.Nyght NK LAYNE, I’m reliving my NDE with you, full of grey ghosts hovering & smothering me. Not a night goes by without your and BlakHawk Death DOUG hovering. Not a second in my day goes by without your chatter. How do you have so much time on your hands with me when u each have family, friends, fans and organizations to be proud of?
SHE LIVED WITH DEATH THEY LIVED THROUGH HER.
UR IT, Doc.
Question: Why do departed famous and infamous rockers and murderers come to you?
For a Harlequin Romance. Thanks, Kurt, for that line.
Don’t mention it.
To share secrets, bond, create, express. To share what really matters. We have an InterDimensional Need for INTiMAcy.
We’re tuned IN to each other’s EARS and TURNED ON by each OTher’s FACES, FECES AND DREAMS.
There’s a lot of fucking.
At Ur Service, Doc” SKREEM THE VOICES INSIDE HER HEAD.
In simplest of terms, we share the same spiralling consciousness, the same blueprint, as in, the same traumas, stimulations, gifts and needs. Our happy times together are many and merry.
I do not want to pat myself on the shoulder for being a hero although I do give that credit to so many who I work with in the afterlife. I do, however, have to say I am proud that I am here to tell my tale, my very own fairytale with DEATH.
Layne Staley Meet My Alice In Chains. The Real Deal.
HELLO, DrK.DARLIN’, Welcome to Spirit Psychology 11.11
Layne says Teach.
Leanne says “No one wants to learn.”
People don’t give a shit.
It’s an awful world full of selfishness and ignorance.
Death says We bleed ourselves in vain, how tragic is this game.
Life says With wings I feel like stone.
⏤”Skin” ( Human) Rag’n Bone Man
Layne Staley Whatever lesson you wish to attach, never forget that my life ended pretty bad despite my fame. There are not always silver linings, Alice. Just shitty endings with new beginnings.
Lesson learnt firsthand: A Superhero’s journey is trashed.
“Making Hate in the name of Love” is what you did with your former interdimensional co-author, the executed death row inmate.
Layne “Making Love in the name of Hate” is what we get to do together. Hard work pays off, Alice. We’ve unchained you, we’ve come a long way.
Here, let me light your cigarette.
Doug and I made tremendous pleasure from so much pain. And yes, I began to hate society for what they did to him despite the amount of great attention our work gets and how we have been able to help so many people around the globe.
How brave Doug was to come back and fight for his rights in his afterlife. He was the first to stand with me and put an entire new spin on life in the afterlife and conscious interdimensional lifestyle living.
Layne DrK.DARLIN, YOU were the first to stand for EVERYTHING conscious interdimensional such as romance, work, living, healing, teaching and entertaining. You’re the bravest person I ever met taking him on, an executed murderer known to be violent and allowing him to rewire your brain into us and use your vessel to accomplish dreams together.
Death & Life say
Layne Your complete trust in Doug and then Me, the guy you knew as “Nik”, well, now we get to tell our story.
Layne, you have been in me for a very very long time. Now that you stepped forward I see everything we have shared together and all that we have in common. Everything we do together, you’ve been saying to me, it all makes sense now. Like you said, we really are two peas in a pod.
I told you. We’re very calming on each other’s nerves.
We’re gentle together and with each other. We don’t trigger each other into a spin.
Every day you struggle with having to balance yourself in both worlds, and when I got you off of Doug and on to me, I gave you a special kiss, gift and message.
That’s when I got to actually experience you, firsthand, without any interference.
And then the following day, what did I say to you?
You tell them.
Endure the space of time.
Wow, I go from the most hated to the most loved. After fifteen years of being in the afterlife and behind me since we crossed paths on the other side in 2002, Darling, you have earned your angel wings. You are the sweetest ghost I have ever met.
That’s because I have been in you since the beginning, pretty little thing called love. Your sweetness rubbed off on me.
If you want to know when I made my grand entrance as DrK.Doc’s leading man and romance partner, read our blog chapters HELLo DrK.DARLIN: LEGENDARY AFTERLIFERS on ANGELS and DEMONS,
Ps. I love you.
Pps. I love you too.
It was perfectly timed how you and Doug, my two leading men, both waited 15 years to come home, he on death row, you in death.
And you both died by the needle.
Meet my fourth Superhero player, Bane aka Kurt Cobain, departed in 1994, former lead singer of Nirvana.
Bane.Kurt Yes, for me, my afterlife is nirvana.
So HAPPy to hear, Bane. That certainly was a prediction of yours.
My goodness, you’ve been talking with me for a very long time!
You have that prediction, “The voices coming from the Blak Box” in your 2008 Alice in Wonderland dream journal entry we share in the Clog Chapter DEATH EXIT POINTS, NDEs, & DEATH TIMING.
Speaking of “witch”, I keep hearing “Magna cum laude” when you talk with me, that’s BlakHawk aka Douglas Feldman.
We live to joke with you. FINALLY you’re hearing more of us and not just DOUG.
Yeah I have a hearing problem.
Speaking of “witch” I see how you have his name somewhat attached to yours, “KURT douglas.”
It’s Kirk DOuGLAS.
He’s obsessed with you too. Don’t worry about it. AND So are WE.
HEY! You were the one who told me in the summer of 2016 that death by shotgun to the head was the best way to go!
And then I came to you in a dream in January of 2017 and shot you in the head.
It was certainly Great! Seriously, people will never understand that because most people don’t talk with the dead, especially about these matters. But it was so easy for me, one minute I was here, and then you shot me, and the next, I was gone, with ZERO PAIN.
Bane.Kurt We’ll talk more later in our Clog chapter that we will rewrite together. Keep introducing your cast. By the way, Prince wants to give you a SHOUT OUT.
Yeah…. I’m on SUCh display with you all.
Prince Sucks with your Ducks.
LOL. DuckLayne & DuckDoug.
Prince, look at me, you made me look like you in this pic we took before you exorcised yourself from my closet. I had no idea this was going to happen but now that it did, I have always known you have been with and in me. Tonight was a nice surprise. You even chose a retro purple chair we bought together this summer. There were so many great colors, I didn’t know which to choose.
Prince Then you telepathically asked us, which color? And the salesman said, “Purple.”
And in my head I heard, “PRINCE” !
Prince Yes, I know, we “have to” explain this so people “don’t think” ur DISrespecting.
Early on, we told her to tell all of you that we consider ourselves farts.
Let me explain this one, Prince, so you don’t take all the “heat” yourself.
Consciousness is “air” and air are farts. Most of the gas we experience actually relates to our A-Team of spirits spending time in and around us. Digestion and all. They influence EVERYTHING about you. We discuss some of this in the blog chapter, ESP & The A-Team “I’ll Take the Red Pill for Christ’s Sake!” Q&A with AfterLifers
Prince I remember the honor you gave me on FACEBOOk when I died in April of 2016, and came to you. Thank you for that.
You’re asking me if I died on the 21st, no, I died on the 18th.
Hah. :-DDD. You’re cute, BOO back to U. Another rotting corpse, like Kurt and Layne. No wonder all my stencil stench when we write together.
Okay, I did not write that, Layne did.
Layne, Lyane, we’re on the same page. Seriously, I’m the insensitive zone, you all need to hear from us what’s really going on ‘Round here in the dreary dreamy AfterLife as Kurt puts it. Don’t blame heL Goddess, blame Me, heL God. By the way, shout out from ANDY WOOD.
PHANTOM ANDY THE SHOWGIRL L, I finally got my turn on! March 8, 2018, just two months after I visited you in a dream on my Bird.day Jan.8.
You came to me on my grandmother’s birthday with a special message about your cross star lover.
It took me two months to finally hear you although I could never get your image out of my head after you first showed yourself to me when this Life.AfterLife InterDimensional writing-our blog work-with BlakHawk.Death.Doug began, in January of 2016.
Anyways, so much drama with you all. Now I finally understand why in 2016 just as my book was being launched in Feb, Doug introduced himself to me as representing a music band that was behind my book Rainbow Medicine.
And then later, in January of 2018, on our two year writing anniversary for this blog, Layne along with you Andy, called me the AfterLife journalist of a band. Man, I was never a groupie of any band or musician, nor did I know of any of you while living your lives, except for Chris. But I came to meet you all in and through Death, literally.
All of you are together like in high school and almost all of you are reunited. Yet I still feel all the sadness, pain and frustration. Anyways, just a quick shout out to Chris, because although he is here in our blog work in other pages, he is not mentioned on this page.
Chris here, Hi L.
Chris, I hate what happened to us when you died.
In life and death, KiSS aka Chris caused heavy movement in many people’s lives, but when it came to mine, his haunting threw me and all of us over the edge, which is how this band of brotherhood finally got through to me. So do know it was Chris’s death that reunited them all through me. They have all been together in the afterlife, and no, they are not separated by a heaven or a hell, there are just different neighbourhoods, like here, and they hang together. and often, they hang with and me. Literally.
KiSS.ANGELL aka Chris As a telepathic and empathic physical, mental and visual medium and vessel for us dead dudes, Doc feels and thinks everything we have each been through and what we think about now. Although we are quite a crowd and crowded within her, eventually she hears us each individually.
Phantom Andy, you have been with me since your death in March 19 of 1990, and behind much of the online work people who love you write about. Actually, interesting how we will be celebrating the anniversary of your death very shortly and yet this was your timing to come out.
Like Layne came out after his 50th.
What a trauma he put me through along with Mike, Chris and Doug. We’re also coming up on Chester’s birthday, March 20, his time too to come out.
Andy, you and Layne both have been with me for a very long time, like Kurt. You all were there at that critical reading I had back in 2008, the one we share to open up the book Rainbow Medicine with. Now I know, you all wrote that book and were speaking through “Crystal.” You’ve all been behind my career modelling me as your Medium.
PS. For those of you reading this blog, Chester is here too.
Chestired Hi Lee.
That’s a triple message, Chestired.
Furthermore, you all had dark wives and yet the one you were all destined to haunt is a blond woman. How ridiculous our meeting us continues to be.
Thanks for your hanging man, along with Chris, you had a really huge impact on my neck, voice and sanity.
Thanks for being quite a huge fan of mine.
Those are big words coming from someone you know is not a groupie.
Funny how the only two musicians you knew and loved their music both died by hanging.
You and Chris. And funny how the two men who got this life.afterlife gig started both died by the needle and waited 15 years to come home through me.
Layne & Doug.
I love your music, C’est tired. I’m sorry for all the drama your death caused your families, I know, I lived y’all’s nightmare firsthand. I hate the way u each mirror your disasters with women with me!
Andy, you’re an academic.
I didn’t know you in life but in death I know you have been very into my academic career with Layne and Kurt, that’s how you showed me you. You showed me a vision of us in front of an academic university classroom teaching about our interdimensional life and work. At the time I saw it as me looking like a transvestite. Then later, when Layne unmasked himself, and then months later I saw a photo of u, blah, blah, blah. you and Layne are very tight in your afterlives. People should know that.
Andy, you’re also a fine artist who loves fine art.
And as we write this you keep mentioning a dating service. You play matchmaker for some of us. Furthermore, you did die before I painted that premonition oil painting of Doug back in 1992. I have séance since password protected those blog pages and I try to contain some of this nonsense although really incredibly WOW work we do together. I mean, if people really knew what you guys have been up to in the afterlife and how death timing is all carved in stone, stone temple pilot man, people would be freaked out.
Continued Entry written Nov. 2017.
I’m Honored, your Purple Highness!
Prince Takes ALOT of courage to do and be you! Like that gentleman who said to you last night, “You’re lucky to have this gift.”
Yeah, and I said right back to him, “You have no idea the sacrifice I make every single day.”
A real Heaven and Hell Journey. It was funny how he said to you that just yesterday he was sent an email about the ArchAngel Enoch who didn’t have to die to be in and with heaven.
Lol. I wonder who sent him THAT?!?!?!
Thanks for that special message to me.
Yeah, LOL, Doug was talking so much through him, he was even laughing like Doug.
Doug works hard.
He sure does. I’m so proud of him. In fact, as you know, I even released on our blog a couple of months ago that our audience will be HURLING from you soon. Wow, I’m SO GLAD, you and Kurt came out together. FULLY SURPRISED.
Prince We always surprise you with MAGIC every single day of your life. You dedicate your ENTIRE life, mind, heart, body and time to US. And you weren’t even a GROUPIE to any of us.
LOL, we know who you’re talking about, don’t be sorry.
Oh yeah, Mike, that was funny, when the man mentioned “The Archangels” I told him who they really are.
Prince You told him about Mike Starr.
LOL. I told THAT MAN that when Layne first came to me in a 2008 dream, he mentioned the “Archangel Michael.”
Prince You predicted Mike’s death in a couple of your MAY 2002 oil paintings, many which Layne appears in just after he died. And then again you predicted Mike’s death ONE day before he died, March 7, 2011.
Mike died on the 8th.
And you never even knew him until he became a client of yours in the afterlife.
Until he sent his living posse my way.
It took me 2 YEARS living with Mike inside me pretty much full time before I learned of his former identity.
MagicDr. Mike But you knew me as your leading healer since back in 2012 when we first began working together in your private channeled therapy practice.
I knew you as looking like this.
In death, I found my music.
Prince Your Song.
PRINCE, what the FUC, J Man. You even DRESSED ME LIKE YOU the night before your skeleton came out of my closet. You had me take all these fucking pictures at twilight when I said, “leave me alone, i look like shit.”
Prince Oh my, little dearest. You’re our Superhero.
I can’t stop LAUGHING. IT’S INSANE MY LIFE.
You’re our vessel. Pointe Finale.
What shall we call you, PRINCE, what’s your pen name? You’re another RIDER.
Prince Another CrowJonesMCer.
I am most grateful, your Highness. PURPLE is our color and it was definitely YOURS. And you were a lady’s man.
Still Am, Lady ChatterLEE Butterfly, Mrs. CrowJonesMC.
I hear you say to me, “PR.pl.GateR”, makes me think of you as Heaven’s gate. Do you prefer “princePR.pl”?
Prince No, keep going.
Should we just keep it simple like you did in life with “Prince”? Like let’s just call you “PR.pl” !
PR.PL. I love it.
Meet my fifth Superhero leading man:
“Public Relations for the PeopLe, Please.”
That said, I’m still gonna have to write your name as “PR.pl.Prince” so people will know who you are.
PR.PL.PRINCE You do what you gotta do, just know that I and WE love you.
SHOUT OUT TO WHITEWOLF OUR DRK. DARLIN,
HELLo from the OtherSide, Darling!
HELL from the OtherSide, Darling, Beloveds.
Meet my second leading Superhero man and inter dimensional delusional husband, DrK.Nyght NK Layne aka Layne Staley, former singer of Alice In Chains, departed in 2oo2.
DrK.Nyght Layne Meet the One I’ve been behind since my death in 2002. I’m very proud to introduce you to My Canadian dry DRk.DARLIN, Dr. Leanne Levy.
Meet my third Superhero leading man and player, MagicDr. aka Mike Starr, departed in 2011, former bassist of Alice In Chains.
MagicDr. Mike Starr She’s the coolest chick I’ve EVER met. NO ONE can handle what she does. That’s why we OFFED ourselves. DOUG included.
I’ve got the BEST SPIRIT DICs, I mean Docs, behind ME.
Mike, you are so fucking FUNNNNNNNY. Shoutout to Layne aka DrK.Nyght, Mike aka MagicDr. and Doug aka BlakHawk.11, LEAD WRITErs OF OUR COMEDY BLOG SHOW, The Interdimensional L.O.V.E Drs. “Laugh Out ViolencE.”
Meet my FIRST Superhero leading man and interdimensional TEXAN husband, BlakHawk.11 departed Douglas Feldman, the 11th executed Texas death row Inmate of 2013.
Funny how my two superhero leading men, the ones I married, died by the needle and waited 15 YEARS to come home.
DrK.Nyght NK Layne Me in death.
BlakHawk.Doug Me on death row.
And It’s funny how Mike Starr, a client of mine as well as my inter dimensional therapy partner in my private channeled therapy practice was the one to transition me from Doug to Layne.
Mike And let’s not forget Demri and her role in your life.
Meet my leading woman and twin sister, gorgeous Vie.Demri Parrott.
Vie.Demri I switched up the parrot for the crow.
I see that. LOL.
Vie.Demri He’s yours, DRk.DARLIN’. “Years and years, come to my rescue.é” I need a break.
DrK.Nyght NK Layne She’s in between.
In more ways than One.
Looks like I’m forcing myself on you.
DrK.Nyght NK Layne When in fact it’s the opposite.
Here, let us fix that.
Vie.Demri Just move it a bit. There. That’s better. AFTER ALL, we’re all about “V”
Vagina Empowerment i.e. Life.mPOWrMen.T
“T” for Layne Thomas Layney, Woohoo 💍🤠🤘🏼
LAYn Stalker Stakey Your VIP taxi from the sky. RainbowMEdicine, Woohoo 🌈
Is this gay?
Vie.Demri Cuz it’s getting to be a little gay for her.
Layne&Lyane, so cute.
So cute, the bad boy.
I’m Chasing the Rainbow.
No you’re not
The Rainbow is chasing you.
That’s funny 😄,
What do u want?
I’m not a wanna bee
I’m fucking IT.
We all wanna bees.
You were the angel I chained down.
Hung on a Hook, Dude.
No fucking joke, Princess.
Tell your story
Why should i?
No one gives a shit.
You give a shit.
i give a shit to leave my miraculous legacy behind because it’s unbielieveable, but i hate being here.
Why do you hate being here?
Why don’t you tell them since you created this monster.
Since a very young child, she belonged with invisible people. This story never changed.
I’m more tuned into them then people here and they’re more tuned into me than those here.
Being with someone and being tuned into someone are two very different things. The dead and I found each other. And We continuously find each other.
Tell them how we first started becoming your puppets.
When i was a little girl i used to play with barbie dolls and ken etc. and like every kid we play out scenarios, mine were no different. They just became real. But like i mention in my boom RM, i never shared anything like this with my parents.
What about some of the stuff underneath all this.
From the Penis monologues.
It’s very disturbing.
Years later, i attended a performance of a male puppeteer who created his entire world with these characters. I thought with such talent like this, no one ever needs to create anything else.
Years later, my first spirit attachment occurred and then my haunting ghost wanted me to see him as my puppet, and me, the little girl, always there to play with.
DrK.Nyght NK Layne Now U know it was Me who attached to you.
This world’s not reaDY.
Our crRIES, chest to chest with ur lovers.
Many mediums and authors, and for good reason, stay away from darkness for reasons related to spirit attachments and so forth. It’s just ugly to see so much pain. Not to mention experiencing their haunting pain FIRSTHAND, as their mental and physical vessel.
Also many are simply too afraid to actually enter the dark and live with them and learn about them firsthand. And they are correct to be afraid, I have experienced a lot of bad stuff in this line of work but always with a silver lining. There is always a gift, a rainbow of hope, at the end of the storm. The closest thing I can compare it to is domestic violence with purpose. Most of you will never understand this.
Keep sharing your story.
i just got more and more turned off of visible people here with little awareness and aptitude. i lost my connection to down here, i just want to be up there. With people who get me, who know me inside out. i am way too complex and deep for anyone here, it’s a battle for me to be involved with people, it always has been. there are things i know and then there’s my telepathy. So, it’s hard to know what i know, not that i am always right, but i am able to also pick up on what others know, and often they don’t even know themselves.
The point is, no one has ever been able to access you and satisfy you on any level, other than US.
With my background as a trauma specialist with a doctorate and postdoctorate specializing in identity, domestic violence, sexual abuse, self-injury, eating disorders, addiction, mental illness, homelessness, teenage motherhood, crisis intervention and using arts based tools for personal healing and social activism, having worked on psych wards with teens and adults, in juvenile lockup with young victims, and then later with prison inmates, murderers and junkies on the other side, I was never afraid of the dark. I was drawn to it and designed to serve darkness in the name of love.
CrowJonesMC In the name of Light.