The Skinny On This Is MY Body
Question: What is a possession in paranormal terms?
A possession is a stage when one or a few spirits-AfterLifers- inhabit the vessel of a 3D person, merge minds, and become the driver of this person. Meaning, the spirit or spirits who walked into this body influence the person’s mind, thinking, emotions and emotional and physiological responses by intentionally triggering the vessel into reaction and action.
Question: What is a Walk-in?
A walk-in is the entire experience of having a spirit walk-in to your body and habits, and inhabit your entire vessel with you. This means that your habits change to mirror the other(s), same with tastes, physical appearance and emotional and psychological states.
For this blog as a Channel for AfterLifers, I came to recognize my “famous” walk-ins’ when I gave readings or when I take selfies and recognize their sense of style, humor and influence on me from the photos they take of me through my selfies. How they “dress and style me” before the photos and how we created our visual comic book-style dialogue together for this blog was incredible evidence. The famous ones would literally email me photos of them AFTER the photos of me were taken.
There can be several walk-ins living in one person at one time.
During a period of time, in my case, there were between 3 and 10 spirits living in me at once operating as a strong force in my life and they are all people I never met in this lifetime but who lived in my lifetime. THEY ARE OFTEN AFTERLIFE CLIENTS who come and go, and then there are those who I cannot get rid of. I say this because some are very jealous and mean and sabotage my life for attention.
Although walk-ins operate you and those in your world influencing everyone into play, often they remain in the background until it is their time to surface. Here is a little list of some of my famous walk-ins who are now referred to anonymously.
walk-in 1 I waited 23 years. (death: April 5, 1994)
walk-in 2 I waited 15 years. ( death: April 5, 2002)
walk in 3 I waited a year and a half. (death: July 31, 2013)
walk-in 4 I waited 21 years. (death: October 29, 1996)
Walk-in 5 I waited 6 years. (death: March 8, 2011)
Walk-in 6 I waited 5 months. (death: May 18, 2017)
Walk-in 7 I waited a year and a half. (death: April 21, 2016)
Question: What is the difference between a walk-in and a possession?
Walk-ins can stay with you for a lifetime, a few years or a short amount of time. Possessions are simply the sickness that surfaces in this relationship. It is a stage in the healing process for both entities. It is also a stage the couple go through when one wants to leave or a crisis occurs between them. Possession comes from possessive natures, dead people who need love, a voice, a listening ear and attention. Often they feel betrayed and need some kind of vengeance for closure and they will use you for this.
My walk-ins use several females to get my attention. and personally, I find it cruel and disrespectful to all parties involved.
Most walk-ins become identifiable during a trauma, meaning the person is undergoing a crisis at the time that this awareness of having another inhabit your body becomes conscious. Walk-ins can occur at any age.
Your walk-in can put you through several detoxes (possessions), depending on the traumas you are working through together.
Possessions deal with PTSD and spirits intentionally causing heartache and confusion. But since AfterLifers live in a future timeline, the possession will cause the 3d person to experience prophetic visions and voices. If a person undergoing possession seeks mental help, psychiatrists and psychologists will not understand how to heal you other than through meds and psychotherapy.
Exorcisms do not work because spirits are very tricky and will not always show up for some conflict resolution sceances and instead send another ghost impersonating them or completely denying their reality. Another reason most don’t work is because if a departed family member or friend has a beef with a living one, no mediator will be able to stop that connection.
Since there is no telephone line between Lifers and AfterLifers, speaking with and being inhabited by invisible ghosts can be a terribly emotionally manipulating mindfuck. But once you get through it, you may feel purged and cleansed. And then you may go through it again. And again, and again.
Question: What is the purpose of a possession?
The purpose of any possession is to heal from trauma and grow. The very word possession refers to one’s attachment to people, memories, trauma and so forth, “Possessive of possessions,” “Possessive of minds, what people think,” “Possessive of hearts”, It’s that simple. It’s NATURE.
But possession is also a very mean and nasty debilitating sick process and not all possessions will have happy endings. Many kill people. Such possessions, these AfterLifer people, are caused by grim Reapers.
Characteristic of possession is detoxing. The body becomes sick in order to expel toxic thinking and feeling patterns and heal from trauma. Everything holds a frequency so in order to heal something the frequency must change, hence why the body of someone undergoing a possession reacts in violent ways such as diarrhea, vomiting, weight loss, fevers, chills, cold and hot sweats, nightmares, interrupted sleep patterns etc.
But often possessions are about the will of a spirit or group of spirits overriding the living 3d human’s will and intentions for their own needs.
Question: Is it bad spirits who possess and walk-in to people or can good spirits also do this?
All kinds of personalities can become walk-ins.
Because of its violent domestic abusive nature, like in relationships, an AfterLifer might try to convince you this take over walk-in experience is divine intervention for healing. Sometimes the spirit is there to drive you crazy like they were in life and take you home. Sometimes to also be your home and you theirs, until you return home. If an unknown spirit comes on to you and is very kind and is claiming to be helping you but you find yourself helping him or her and you’re suffering, then this is characteristic of a possession.
If you find yourself doing things for this spirit that you would NEVER do before and the will inside is so great, do know this AfterLifer and others are running your vessel and being.
On the lighter side, The light force you both share in may also be explored, nursed and NOURISHED.
In order to come into greater authenticity, truth and light, we must explore, engage with and shed darkness.
Some walk-ins create the individual to become more dark while others create more light. My walk-ins dove me into horrific Darkness and I have yet to see the Light from these experiences other than learning some disturbing secrets about what happens to us when we die, how afterlifers interfere and drive our lives, and how darkness in the living, in our human race, will never end.
I don’t consider these teachings silver linings.
But when possession first happened to me and then for the second time, I approached my possessions as divine intervention, friendship and meeting the greatest loves and minds of my life.
For me they were romantic and work based, like a couple who work together.
So when I began to have problems with my first wak-in, one fun way I envisioned the process of possession was like a couple who moved in together and then went for couples therapy.
Some couples get along better than others. Some are more friction based on resistance, others more harmonious. Both can be ridden with possession consciousness. Mine were.
In general, we tend to be possessive in nature, anyone undergoing a possession is forced to examine their life approach-attitude and family dysfunction. Undergoing such an experience may feel like a curse and a punishment. In terms of curses, well, deals are made prior to entering your life and as we move along our paths new curses can be put into play.
All relationships are difficult hence the high divorce rate, domestic violence, infidelity and so forth. All these issues can play out in your possessions with your walk-in(s).
Possessions with walk-ins most often deal with passion, intimacy, rage, guilt, shame, revenge, creativity and work matters. In my case, like me, my walk-ins are artists, philosophers and performers in their own right. And they were all into Soul questions and made art, music and wrote poetry about such matters. And many were suicidal and did kill themselves.
With my first walk-in, a man ten years my senior, we shared the same childhood upbringing and similar career paths, and with my second walk-in, we shared a Near death experience, and similar childhood needs and upbringing. In fact, with both walk-ins we kind of all needed and lacked the same things, but in different ways.
Visually my first walk-in looks like my biological brother, and my second walk-in, we could pass for brother and sister.
Some walk-in relationships are more harmonious while others more friction based and in my case, my body became extremely sick and thin when both took over.
My first walk-in was a murderer executed on death row and was denied basic human care enduring solitude for 15 years until he died. His intimacy needs and child abuse history married well with mine, but his anger and vengeful needs destroyed me.
My second walk-in was a heroine junkie musician with a dark mind and lived a commercially successful legendary life. His tumultuous love life past marrying my hippy chick naive loyal loving heart created such a reaction that my body went into junkie thin mode, my stomach began to develop ulcers and I could barely eat. I took on his physical state and some of his illness, just as I did with my first walk-in. Both suffered with self-imposed isolation.
Every walk-in will work through yours and their history together and depending the dominant consciousness at play, this will create the physical manifestations in you and your state of holistic being. Like the expression goes, “You are what you eat” you will take on your walk-ins sicknesses.
Question: How did your walk-in walk into you?
When my second walk-in walked into me it was during sleep time. He came to me in my dreams kissed me deeply and told me of my grandma’s passing, “The Kiss of Death.” He gave me a time on the clock. Then a few moments later, he woke me up and told me to go to the kitchen. I saw the exact time on the clock.
And I told her to snap a photo.
The following morning her mother told her this news.
Living my lifestyle with walk-ins requires that I telepathically hear the dead and the living.
This was when I learned that as a life in the afterlife researcher I was given the opportunity to experience firsthand death timing and what happens to us just before we die and some opportunities presented to us at this moment and what we choose to do with them. In this case, I was there for my grandma’s transition, privy to learn the secrets of many things including her death timing.
My gram was already on the other side before they pronounced her dead, which is why she came to talk with me around eight oclock the night before. She was so loud it was hard to miss! She was able to cross back and forth through the veil one time before she officially passed. This is very valuable information.
My uncle who was with her was able to validate the information I received. He said she was in a coma around 8ish pm. then at some point she woke up jumped into her wheel chair spun around a bit then was placed back into her bed. Her time of death was recorded at 1:35am.
She came to her granddaughter on Nov. 3, 2017 and then she officially passed Nov. 4.
Thanks Gram xoxoxoxo
My first walk-in haunted me during a channeling session I was having for students, he participated in all of our classes and stalked me for a year and a half before he fiercely haunted me for 6 months. Then, while I slept, he walked into me. He also came in many prophetic dreams beginning ten years prior, when he was still alive. But when he died, and forced me to pay attention to him, he used my dream time to plant seeds of consciousness and conduct therapy sessions with me.
Possessions can be very difficult and tricky to understand because of its violent and often abusive nature.
I am a skeptic of much so when I first underwent it myself, merging with my first walk-in, a murderer, I became very protective of him and as a result submissive to his wishes. He was a very violent guy hence the violence I began to experience having him marry my consciousness. The dead clients he brought my way increased the violence I experienced because many happened to be war soldiers, p.o.w.s, and nazi concentration camp victims.
What is the difference between a spirit player and a walk-in?
I consider a spirit player, a player who organizes everyone. A player is someone who sticks close buy and plays in your game of life as well as others, and at times, uses your vessel.
A walk-in is more intimate than a player, it’s a marriage of mind, emotion, body, essence, lifestyle etc. You both become one and often wonder who is who. They speak to your heart, and hold it.
But this walk-in is often also a player for someone else, and this can become extremely disturbing because you are forced to be telepathically and empathically connected to strangers you rather not be. Why should any of us be forced to feel the pain and sexual perversions of others if it is not in our interest?
This can be a very cruel process, especially when you are aware it is happening to you. In my case, living this life, my body and mind got highjacked and I was forced to experience what I refer to as sexual abuse and sexual slavery that others living and dead were experiencing or fantasizing about.
For me, I have to say, it’s a disgusting feeling to have to experience second hand trauma as a result of a ghost’s intention to harm you.
Why would a spirit walk-in to a vessel?
For many reasons, it all depends on what you are undergoing in your life and what you are doing in life. In my case, my walk-ins groomed me for this lifestyle living and working with the dead as a healer, teacher, channel and medium. My walk-ins worked with me, personally and professionally, and they involved friendship, romance, healing and entertainment.
In my case, both of my walk-ins were indirectly killed by the women they loved. Addiction, violence, paranormal trauma and mental illness caused bad things to happen in their lives and consequently, caused their deaths. As their walk-in, I had to relive them and their painful betrayal rage experiences and sexual frustrations, fantasies and abuses, firsthand.
This is when I learned that ascension on the other side is not all it’s cracked up to be.
Walk-ins are also there to provide you with a sense of home, as well as, bring you home. Those who are lonely and loner types are more prone to walk-ins.
My walk-ins are very destructive.
The Angel of Death is another way to describe them. The death may happen in a few years, but they are there to in some way, cause it and/or hold your hand throughout your suffering.
Some also stay to keep the person alive until their time. This is their excuse for torturing the individual and family or people involved.
Question: How to heal from a possession and walk-in, even when they won’t leave?
You will need to work through the psychosocial issues, the themes you are living and see how they have played out in your ancestry and life. During my possessions, I was forced to live out horrific experiences of some of my departed and living family, that seemed to be presenting themselves in my relationships with my walk-ins.
I have also experienced the same thing happening in some of my clients’ lives living horrific hauntings.