CHAPTER 1 Conscious in Life and the AfterLife: SPIRIT PSYCHOLOGY 11.11
Question: Dr. Levy, How do you hear Spirits?
I hear spirits many ways, like songs playing in my head. They like to sing to me as a way of telling me something. Then I found out I was haunted by rockstars so hearing music in my head took on an entirely new meaning for me.
AfterLifers talk into my head and I hear them loud and clear. The talk comes in the form of chatter, visions as they love to play charades with me and in the form of touches, sensations, thoughts, vibes, smells, tastes and so forth. I am wired into the AfterLife frequency and some of their Lifers here and my brain is poked accordingly by AfterLifers as a form of interdimensional communication. We have a language together and it encompasses ESP and access to individual and cosmic consciousness.
Question: What is consciousness?
Irrespective of where we reside dimensionally, we are each energy and energy is consciousness, a storyline with a frequency, a vibe. We are each made up of consciousness, i.e. stories and memories.
For example, “so are the days of our lives,” “your voice still echoes in my heart,” “the Joneses,” as in “the grass is greener,” and “You ruined my life” are common InterDimensional (ID) storylines that many of us tap into. Jealousy, betrayal and vengeance is what the dark force is made up of and unfortunately it is this prevailing consciousness we all tap into.
Consciousness is made up of a storyline communicated through energy. Storylines are how energies exchange, they carry a particular frequency hence why we in life and the afterlife are all inter dimensional beings, able to hear each other’s thoughts and feel each other’s emotions. As long as we remain unresolved, noise remains. Globally and interdimensionally, we’re cued into each other’s feces.
Question: What is mental noise?
Mental noise is picking up on the chaos within and around you. Mental noise has a field day when we are struggling with trust issues and decision making. Anger is the basis of all mental noise.
Like at a highway intersection caught in heavy traffic, mental noise consists of one’s own and everyone’s individual consciousness interacting. My thoughts and emotions, yours, AfterLifers, and OtherLifers.
Mental noise is likened to us all, all at once both in the pinball machine and playing the game. See yourself as both the pinball and the gamer, this is what we mean by karma, cause creates affect and effect inspires cause. Every action has a reaction, hence why we are each responsible to ourself and each other. Hence why we are all in this game together. Unfortunately, we are all attached through consciousness.
As third dimensional beings, we each have our own inter dimensional conscious web around us buzzing with energy, this is who we refer to as your A-Team on the other side. Some of these folks love us dearly and speak with us daily sending us thoughts, visions and messages on a moment by moment basis. Then there are those simply in our field of noise.
Is there such a thing as no one having any traumas, without issues? A clean slate so to speak.
Consciousness is not clean it’s made up of memories. Memories form the basis of the past, present and future. We are each attached telepathically, Wired into a mind frame, genetically encoded within us all. Hence, no blank slate.
Some people consider a trauma as a right of passage as that same trauma might floor someone completely.
Trauma goes hand in hand with the paranormal and the gift of hearing and sight. They’re awakenings, downloads.
Death says Don’t lose your mind
Don’t lose your good heart
Just know this time
That you’ll be waking up
In all these better days.
⏤“This is How You Walk On”
Gary Lightbody & Johnny Mcdaid.
Journeying together through the underworld, I gave over my complete trust to a couple of dead men, the process, and our InterDimensional dance so as to learn what I was there to learn from them being inhabited and living with them in between Life and the Afterlife.
I use the term in between because I live in two worlds and walk in three timelines: the past, present and future. Telepathically I hear, empathically I feel and clairvoyantly I see the living and the dead as well as future timelines.
During this time, I also learned that Life in the AfterLife is not considered “life in between lives,” rather part two to one life on earth. Living one full life comprises of living both sides of the veil.
Because I live on both sides, I am often in a double conversation with those on both sides of the veil, whether I am alone, with people or working. I am often receiving future information telepathically and most of the time, I live in a future timeline and it’s very chaotic and difficult to manage. In some ways, I feel I have become a machine with no ability to control IT and shut IT down. Some days feel easier, while others are quite bipolar and schizophrenic and I am clinically neither one.
I do however want to state that I love my gift and mediumship ability to give psychic readings working between the veil as a paranormal expert and trauma psychotherapist. For me, there is no greater high. I also enjoy being privy to the secrets that make up the afterlife as well as having access to people’s dirty laundry so as to help both sides resolve conflict, heal and experience greater magic and peace in their lives. Biting the bullet, although not worth killing my life, it is worth being that special Seer, ahead of time with the ability to teach about the mysteries very few people have firsthand knowledge about.
Many mediums and authors, and for good reason, shy away from paranormal darkness in the afterlife for reasons related to spirit attachments and negativity. For some, it’s ugly to see so much pain coursing the self and others, and for some, many are simply too afraid and creeped out to actually enter the dark, live with them and learn about them firsthand. Unless they are forced to.
I was both intrigued and forced.
Although I am no fool for romantic love on this side of the veil, I’m a fool for love, romance, redemption and anyone who has the balls and vagina to stand alone for a cause that matters to me. It just so happened that I found these fools, my partners, in the AfterLife.
And why should mediums want to get involved with such darkness? The consciousness of darkness is not pleasant and we as Soothsayers are extremely sensitive beings so really, getting involved with darkness is a call to sickness.
No one in their right mind should be doing what I was destined to do unless you cannot escape this destiny.
I could not.
It’s one thing to talk to dead people, it’s another to marry them. I do not recommend getting married to an AfterLifer unless you had a relationship together before this person died. The power dynamics can become very problematic as they know everything about you and you know very little about them, only what they want you to know. Since they see the future, all is calculated.
First, I married Death and then Death and I married DrK.Nyght. The reason for this was for them both to anchor themselves here and allow them to have access to what they needed in order to do their life work with and through me. I want to state that I married them both for love, friendship creative brilliance and OUR WORK.
Mediums are correct to stay away and be afraid from such darkness and pain. I have experienced a lot of bad things to my head, heart and body in this line of life work. Ghosts are people and people will be people. Whether on this side or the other, the duality consciousness prevails, which means rarely do personalities change.
Devoted deception is the name of this game we call Life on Earth and Life in the AfterLife. Lies are what spin this world round and round.
In my line of work with afterlife clients, I have witnessed their calming realizations and admissions of guilt and remorse but this still doesn’t mean they can change who they are. Look how hard it is to change yourself?
Their constant chatter, need for attention, jealousies, despicable language, judgments of themselves, each other and me, their sexual needs, abuses and affect, extreme immaturity, you name it, I hear it all and it’s all so hard to live with. You cannot imagine. Just like it is with living people here, dead people are no different.
Multiple Personality Disorder (known as Dissociative Identity Disorder) is based on having real dead people living within you playing roles. Although some of the characters are there to comfort the individual, the entire process of consciously living with a commune inside of one individual can be extremely harmful. Unfortunately, this is what Paranoid Schizophrenics experience.
I address the Paranormal Voices in Chapter 2 and explain how trauma on both sides of the veil factor in to psychosis.
I coined the term Paranormal Schizophrenia so that we can begin a new discourse about what’s really going on when a person hears voices and is diagnosed with Psychosis, Bipolar Disorder and/or Paranoid Schizophrenia.
Because I was born with strong precognitive and empathic abilities and have witnessed most of my premonitions come true, coupled with doing this as a career with immediate feedback confirming the information I share, I know I am operating as a clear channel and messenger.
I have often asked my dead partners, “Why must I hear such negativity? Can you not block out the noise and replace it with kindness and compassionate chatter?”
Initially this was how Death got my attention, claiming to be the one to block out the negative noise. But then it turned out that he was the very one creating it, infecting me with his disease, what he suffered with in life.
I have never been diagnosed with a “mental illness” in fact, I was diagnosed as having no psychosis or mental illness and because of my extensive professional background and practice working with mental illness from the milder to the most severe of cases, I keep myself in check for my personal wellbeing as well as for the work and research. But just because I am not these clinical labels does not mean I don’t experience these dis-eases. As a physical, mental and visual medium and vessel for the departed and living, I experience it all.
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Question: How did you come to working with Darkness in the AfterLife?
I began giving readings in circle groups where I was taking mediumship development classes. Then, shortly after, I opened up my teaching school WhiteWolf Academy. I ran the Academy differently than how other spiritualist schools do, in that our ghosts were the leading teaching faculty channeling their lessons through me. From this perspective, I would design the curricula with my visiting and full time AfterLife faculty leading the way and them pairing our students. We worked as a perfect interdimensional team.
We held our spirit development and message giving circles in my home twice a week for 4 hours an evening and conducted interDimensional AA (Angels Anonymous) group therapy workshops on the weekends. We drew a cozy crowd of adults young and older, spanning 5 generations, all struggling with addiction, depression, love matters and career, and all were highly gifted with seeing abilities.
Most of our 3d clients consisted of a group of women and our 5d faculty and AA members were a group of men, and we all suffered with broken hearts. Between our dead teachers and therapy clients, Me and our living students, we managed to integrate an interdimensional teaching and healing support group while learning the language of spirit.
We used to refer to our regular three to four times a week interdimensional classes with Lifers and AfterLifers as family dinner party reunions full of soul food. Together, we developed our seeing and mediumship abilities, learned how to become medical intuitives so as to diagnose and heal some of our conditions, and we also worked on many interesting detective cases involving and solving unsolved murders. I share much of these experiences in my book Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team!
During this time in the Summer and Fall of my 2015 classes, I came to meet many ghosts, but every ghost each had a connection to a student in our class.
Then, one day, a ghost came through to me for a student and when she could not relate to the visitor and googled who he was, she sent him my way.
This is When It Got Dark for Me.
There’s asking for forgiveness, there’s asking for permission, and there’s saying “fuck it,” and doing what you may.
To keep the details short, Death, this man who approached me, was a murderer executed on death row. After much heartache he put me through haunting me and pleading with me to write with him and contact his family to tell them of his wherewithal in the AfterLife, I gave in. Together, we wrote an online Blog to share our interdimensional story of how we met and teach about some of the paranormal gifts he suffered with in life. And I fell deeply in love with him.
Throughout this time, I discovered an oil painting I made of him 21 years before meeting him as a ghost. While he was alive here, I had no idea who this man was. I only met him in death when he came my way.
In our interdimensional research, we both agreed to become case studies and test subjects. I allowed him and DrK.Nyght, another male ghost who I also painted in an oil painting portrait 15 years prior to meeting him in death, to live in me so as to up my extra sensory perception by allowing them to rewire my brain and teach me the interdimensional ESP language.
But as more clients came my way coupled with a Rainbow Medicine 2016-2017 book signing tour, I got haunted by many more ghosts.
During this difficult sleepless nightmarish time I wondered why I was reliving so many painful hours of sexual abuse, seeing people I had never met, hearing names, feeling suicidal and feeding their heartaches as my own. It was a fighting and frightening time for me and I had no living person to help me through.
This too is how it began when Death first haunted me and broke me in and then DrK.Nyght. I discuss our story throughout this book.
During my first Rainbow Medicine book signing event, when I began reading the clients who showed up, this is when I learned that all of the paranormal emotional and physical traumas I had been undergoing, were in in fact their life stories. Living their traumas as my own is called secondhand trauma.
My life was filled with a constant cloud of ghosts scheduled to have interdimensional sessions with me. Like back noise in a restaurant, they were constantly intentionally and unintentionally merging their consciousness with mine, telling me bits and pieces of their stories while waiting in line for their sessions.
My AfterLife partners quickly taught me to understand our gig as a travelling Broadway circus show, me as the Vagina Monologues, speaking on behalf of the Invisible Monologues. I realized that all the telepathic and empathic noise I was hearing and feeling was in fact the dead telepathically telling me their gruesome stories. Their chatter was their way of preparing me for who I would be reading at these events. They were rehearsing their lines with me.
As a person who loves to give messages from the other side whether paid or not, It became very clear to me that ghosts hang around me waiting in line for me to bring them home. Since they know the future, they know exactly when these meetings with their living loved ones will take place and for this reason, ghosts do not let up if it is destined that I am the one to bring them home and help them and their family out.
I also came to learn that my hauntings became more severe the closer I came to certain reading sessions, whether I had them booked or not.
Would you let up if you knew you were that close to reuniting with a loved one who needed contact from you if it meant torturing a stranger? There are many ethical dilemmas AfterLifers face, and living their selfish greedy horrors firsthand, I can tell you this, the more guilt and un-resolve you hold, the louder and more problematic you will be to Lifers in your AfterLife. But that’s what makes this world go round. I guess.
For my clients, these reading sessions are therapeutic, and for me, they are exorcisms. By the time any spirit is exorcised from my body in a reading session, it happens at the session when the contact is made, the conversation is had, answers to the “Whys” were given, and the pieces of the puzzle begin to form. This is when everyone on both sides of the veil begin to calm down. This is also when my haunting sometimes subsides.
I also have my own life with ghosts with our own issues, so what I have learned is this, my personal issues with my afterlife partners will become magnified if we have clients who share in the same painful storylines. Ghosts have told me, they particularly wait for my calamities that mirror theirs so they can ride on my coat tales. In fact, most of the time it is their calamities that create mine.
In the past I have asked my dead clients, “Why do you send your family my way when you see what a mess we are in right now?” And the answer goes, “We have the same mess, hence why you feel your mess so strongly. Give the reading.”
Then, once I give the reading, I get closure as do the clients. And then it starts up again, whether I am working for a client or on my own with my A-Team.
Life says What About Us?
Death says Cruel to be Kind.
The cruelty began when the work got too big, which meant too many ghosts and lifers were telepathically and empathically infecting me with their storylines thus perverting and preventing me from any peace in my personal and professional life.
The departed and the living layer on top of one another like a stack of potato chips in a can, ordered according to their similar storylines and names. This means that when I think I may be with one, there are others around daily, nightly and annually sharing the same names, wounds and values as well as contradicting them.
Whether living or dead, their personalities and telepathic abilities to link with me are strong. For this reason I often experience secondhand trauma.
I would say, because I have the privilege to learn of and know people living and dead from the inside out, I experience them each at a much more toxic level.
All that said, I could never be alone with just one ghost without knowing I was attached to and being watched by several. This created a bipolar existence for me. I became very dizzy and when I asked them to stop, they never let up.
Being gang raped from the hovering voyeuristic ghosts is a constant awareness and was a premonition I experienced during one near death experience i faced in 2002. I explain what happened in Chapter 9 We All Have to Die. Because my circle was widening beyond my control, whether I wanted this or not, I could not stop the noise of those coming on to my path. My job was to bring spirits home and their job was to push me to learn this work, do this work, write about this work, leave this work behind, and then die.
I never looked at myself as a Mother Theresa although I have been called that by many humans and ghosts over many years. It pains me deeply to say and write anything negative about my life with Dead people so I hide some facts yet ride this line with integrity staying true to my truth.
In short, although heartwarming each with their own story and cause, the Dead are also cold and calculating because they have knowledge of the future. They have a script already written in hand. They know their place, role, job and timing of all. It’s a goddamn broadway show of soldiers, just like us here except that most of you are unaware of this Matrix and those of you who are aware have no way of proving its existence as our closet.
There is no freedom to veer off course, simply to follow a prophetic script and winding path.
This doesn’t mean AfterLifers don’t feel pain and suffer, they do, it’s horribly torturous for every departed person and family to watch their loved ones suffer and not be able to change a course. As a medium, I mediate many messages of remorse and support, identifying the miracles their departed loved ones bestow on them during their times in need.
Forget about the fact that wherever I go, ghosts follow, the chain gang also live in me and breath dragon fire through me.
Walking a tightrope between space and time is my world and it’s all happening on the inside.
Imagine if you could see beyond this world and access multiple dimensions and timelines. Imagine if you could see your reality from another dimension. Imagine what life would feel like for You if the delusion you understand to be your reality is, in fact, Reality.
“Between the Veil, Parapsychology and Psychiatry: InterDimensional Voices, Paranormal Trauma & Dark AfterLifers” was written through me, and commissioned by dark AfterLifers who haunted and possessed me until I realized who they were and where they live … in “Me.”
No, we are not alone in the Universe. Life never stops it just changes. I am here to share these experiences having lived and continue to live them firsthand.
I pat myself on the shoulder for being a Superhero because I am proud that I am here to tell my tale, my very own Once Upon a Time with DEATH.
Shedding light for all of us here. Welcome to my journey with death.
In love, may you seek to find the silver linings in your own tragedies and triumphs.
My friends are so alone and it breaks my heart
My friends don’t understand we all are lost.
DRk.ALiCE, Shine down a light on them and show a path.
⏤“Shine” Mondo Cozmo
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