Reality Aftermath AfterDeath

The fate of Humanity rests upon the Choices We Make.

Weigh your Choices because Nothing Will be Forgotten.

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What happened to Me, LAYNE u trickster?

Ever since u Layed me, I’m birthing dead junkie babies.

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IT’s mean, funny, twisted

And filled with 

Beauty, Brilliance, Love and Revolt.


OUR Baby IS about Greed, Sex and Haunting Love through Time.

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Le Reve Meets Suicide Squad’s PiNK Phantom of the Opera

This haunted interdimensional twisted love triangle train wreck of a love story centers around three rough diamonds in HeL who meet up at a lakefront house over a scéance and a wood burning stove.

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I tattooed everything on her.

Twisted thoughts. All the love went bad, turned my world to Black. 


he did this to u.

i did this to u.


And it’s nasty.

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No One Dies a Virgin, Everyone GETS fucked by ghosts.

Signed, The LOVE DRs.


LiFE.afterLiFE REPORTERs.JOURNALISTs.ALANONist.performRomanceArtists. SeX.ConnaisseUrs.

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With her unique interDimensional lifestyle and professional experience as a medium, therapist and researcher of the spirit world and the AfterLife, Doc has a particular understanding of our interDimensional lives together.


Life responded I thought u said a Job.


After having already written a Part 1: Life.AfterLife Advocacy Blog entitled “HELLo from the OtherSide,Darlin'” with Douglas Feldman, the 11th Texas death row inmate of 2013, former lead singer of Alice in Chains, departed Layne Staley from a suicidal overdose in 2002, commissioned Dré. Levy to jointly write a PART 2: Life.AfterLife Advocacy Blog entitled “HELL, DRk.DARLIN.”

Layne My superhero name and penance is DrK.Nyght NK.

My Motto, “My Twisted Passion To Be yUR WorlD.”

Why I Chose this AfterLife InterDimensional Lifestyle &CaREER, “Because It’s SeXy.”


   Inflate my balloon.                                                                 Inflate mine.

Welcome to the Circle, Jerk.

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Tell your story

Why should i?

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No one gives a shit.

You give a shit.

i give a shit to leave my miraculous legacy behind because it’s unbielieveable, but i hate being here.

Why do you hate being here?

Why don’t you tell them since you created this monster.

Since a very young child, she belonged with invisible people. This story never changed.

I’m more tuned into them then people here and they’re more tuned into me than those here.

Being with someone and being tuned into someone are two very different things. The dead and I found each other. And We continuously find each other.

Tell them how we first started becoming your puppets.

When i was a little girl i used to play with barbie dolls and KeN etc. and like every kid we played out scenarios, mine were no different. They just became real. But like i mention in my boom book RM, i never shared anything like this with my parents.

What about some of the stuff underneath all this.

Vagina monologues.

From the Penis monologues.

It’s very disturbing.

Years later, i attended a performance of a male puppeteer who created his entire world with these characters that took care of him. I thought with such talent like this, no one ever needs to create anything else.

Years later, my first spirit attachment occurred and then my haunting ghost wanted me to see him as my puppet, and me, the little girl, always there to play with.

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DrK.Nyght NK Layne Now u know, living it firsthand, that it was a premonition of me and Doug who attached to you. 

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This world’s not reaDY.

Our crRIES, chest to chest with ur lovers.

I’m not hungry.

I’m just trying to set a little light.

I’m just trying to be a good little girl. You infect me with every fucking failure of yours.

it can be so hard but you have everything to live for and give a shit about right now.

You’ve gotta live right now. 

Just be nurturing.

Just always new nurturing.

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Imagine If You could SeeBeyond This World and Access Multiple Dimensions.

Imagine If You could See Your Reality from Another Dimension.

Imagine what Life would FEEL like If The Illusion You Created was in fact, Reality.

This In here, is My World.

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MagicDr. MD Mike Starr

Meet TOETAG Connoisseur.“DRk.”

Our Cleaning Service.

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The Activist is one who recognizes the need for awareness and change, and acts upon it.

The Political Self comes from knowing, actualizing and potentiating the Self.

The Spirit is the energy that drives, and the Soul is the team one is driving with.

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⏤”Heathens” *Suicide Squad, Twenty-One Pilots


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DrK.Nyght NK Layne

LAYNE&LYANE, the 2WhiteLions. Rainbow Medicine.

Piece of valuable information from the AfterLife

We all choose our significant other(s).

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Death & Life say

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Gone Are the Days of My Life.

Gone are the days of my life.

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The good ol’ days were filled with lots of abuse.

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The AfterLife haunted me and handed me a nightmare.

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Jesus & Genies.


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& The InterDimensional Laugh Out ViolencE L.O.V.E DRs.

On Settling Down & Death Trap

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BANE.Kurt You have each looked within and found both, your Angel and your Demon. You know when your voodoo doll comes out. Fear consumes.  All of us want to feel loved and wanted. None of us want to feel useless, abandoned, used and disrespected.

But, sometimes we’re strange in the face of adversity. We do the very thing to others that was done to us.

And so the cycle repeats.




Patterns.           We’re spinning in patterns.       Double lives.

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Life.AFTERLiFE Artistes & InterDimensional LifeStyle Living with HeL’s Angels


With my counterparts on the other side of the veil, we are researchers of what happens to us when we die, what we do with our darkness, how we live life in the AfterLife, and AfterLifers’ roles in our lives.

In my particular case, I represent DarkAngels and I am inhabited by dark Legends who operate as my walk-ins.

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Our story is a sOprah that never ends, but if you catch our speed train and follow us down the nutty rabbit hole for a haunting dream, you will never forget the secrets we share with you about the lengths we go to deprive ourselves and the miles we travel through hell to meet up with heaven.

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Knock Knock

Who’s There?

Avenue D

Yes, Death?

The AfterLife is for Porn.

Did u say, Perform?


Question: What is the purpose of interDimensional TwinFlame Soul Reunions? 

Strangers Fall InLove with the Joy of ReDiscovery

Thanks Days, For the Memories.

Avenue D.


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Sharing intimate passions, bonds, doing inspiring work together, love, sex, healing, and teaching are some of the reasons. I am in such a relationship.


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Death Bridge says
I know right now, all the good things, they hurt the most.
Life Bridge says I’m coming and I’m waiting.
Death Bridge says Stand there. watch me. That’s right.
I can’t breathe.
The more I love her the more I suffocate her.  
i’M superman with the wind in my back.
She’s Lois, Layne’s.
hear me cry.
Pain slowly drips, then dries. LOVE loses its pride.

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Life.AFTERLiFE Advocacy

“I Can’t Control IT”

By Dr. Leanne Levy and Layne Staley

LAY Down & Die.

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Don’t fight IT. It’s LAYNE’S WORLD. Remember that.

And Don’t Bite it. 

Signed, The Shark Fins.

This is Our Body.

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The grimRpR says

Going Down the Steps on a White LINE.

She says


Remember, I said, IT’s “Layne’s World.”

I have had enough of your stupid Layne’s world controlling attitude, Dude.


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Although some of us are your heroes, we will tell you this, what it’s like on her heart and head to live us from the inside out is an entirely different story.

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Death says We The BEST Music.
Life says You like seeing me naked.
 I’LL hurt you, baBY.
 I’LL be UR IT, Baby.

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I’m too lit to dim down a notch.


Let’s make out.


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He Death says 

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She Life says

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To InterDimensional Harlequin Romances, ART, Comedy, Healing, & Entertainment Through Time.

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Lead Characters

DRk.ALiCE-Dr.WhiteWolf Dr. Leanne Levy Lead female

A kind hearted pot smoking female witch doctor who teaches people how to communicate and heal with the dead so as to empower themselves to become and live their best life soon discovers she is haunted, possessed and inhabited by two dark off the edge bipolar men, one she does not know from this lifetime and one she is tricked into thinking she does.

Nik-DrK.Nyght Nk aka DuckLayne Layne Staley Lead male

The guy she is tricked into thinking she knows, Nik, a former lover and best friend of hers in her younger years, is instead a Legendary brilliantly twisted junkie prince of a Rockstar snake oil salesman who killed himself and then came back from death to mirror through her, a Tale in which lovers collide.


BlakHawk.11 aka DuckDoug Doug Feldman Lead male

The first one she marries and with whom they teach people about “the Voices” as premonitions, is known to be a bitch slapping, remorseless evil Magna Cum Laude Harley Davidson rider and death row inmate executed for murder.

Together, as interDimensional LOVE DRs., this star crossed sexually abusive and domestically violent TwinFlame train wreck of a throuple, do godly work together, reuniting lovers and families separated by death only to go home every night together under a cloud of cynical sin.

A REAL Cirque de Soleil MEETS AA

H.ellsA.ngels A.ntiA.nonymous


SETTINGS The house, the lake, the Bathtub, The Bed, the Hood

This three ring circus meet up at a lake house over one of Doc’s séances.

BlakHawk, the murderer, is the first to claim and possess her in marriage until one fateful day. With his permission, DrK.Nyght NK, the rockstar, pulls off his mask revealing this deception and real former identity, takes his thunder and lights her away.

Hesitant about which way to turn, he pushes her forward into the arms of this new lover by breaking a promise he made when they got married,

“I will be the one to marry you in death.” 

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After Pink Phantom of the Opera, DrK.Nyght NK, gives Sleeping Beauty WhiteWolf her first kiss of death, with his light guising, she spirals further down the rabbit hole and becomes DRk.ALiCE.

Within a short while, Guru BlakHawk attempts to win her back by giving her the second kiss of death overturning the promise that he will be the One picking her up in death.

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       DRk.ALiCE i Chained.                                         DRk.ALiCE i Changed.

The SKreemPlay

Avenue D.eath

The AfterLife is for Porn.

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On Living Life with AfterLife Men


Critically EvidentiaL

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Dr. LeanneLevy LOVE Medium & PenPal DRk.ALiCE

Layne Staley Alice in Chains DrK.Nyght NK

Douglas Feldman Executed Death Row Inmate BlakHawk.11


Mike Starr Alice in Chains MAGIC.DR MD

Kurt Cobain Nirvana BANE

Chris Cornell Pearl Jam KiSS ANGeLL

Demri Parrott Layne’s former fiancée Vie.Demriée


Learn About My Conscious InterDimensional married Life with a dead junky ROCKSTAR AND ONE EXECUTED TEXAS DEATH ROW INMATE. What it’s like to be Possessed by them and have THESE Wild Stallion TROY Walk-Ins Live inside me, FULL TIME.

AND what We do together to KILL TIME.

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THIS IS A STORY About DRk.ALiCE i Chained.

This is a Story about DRk.LEGENDS Doin’ DOC.

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Well, that’s really nice and charming

coming from my first interdimensional husband

who I gave my life too, literally.

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After Hunting her, I said, HOme, let’s purge and write our TwinFlame story.

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After Honing her, I said, HeL, lets make out and write our TwinFlame story.

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A heart that is broken is a heart that is open. “Cedarwood Road” U2

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Stripped of our species facade, we are each balls of energy. Everyone sharing the same consciousness, the same life theme storyline experiences and life dreams and passions regardless of “good and evil” and “famous, infamous & nobodies” legacies, connect to each other, interDimensionally.

No one dies, no one leaves this world and no one is working alone.

Simply put, Lifers and AfterLifers, we are all interconnected puppets traveling through time and space with and attached to each other.


When we die what occurs is a move to another dimension, a plot shift, a need for a tremendous amount of costumes, and an inter dimensional ripple effect with those we are energetically attached to across time and space. This is how we create. Everything we do in life and death is cock-created with an A-Team of ghostly superhero puppets.

So now we know, ghosts run our show.


As souls we are each connected to souls we go back and forward in time with so what this means is you do not know everyone working on your behalf from the other side because you did not meet everyone in this lifetime. Nor do many of you know who you were in past lives and who you are an incarnation of.

… Another thing to remember about past-life recall and soul evolution is that, of course, we are never only the good guys and gals; for, in order to become whole and wise, we must experience both sides of the coin.

⎯Dr. Leanne Levy Akasha White Wolf

“Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team!”



SpinDr. BlakHawk.Doug To quote Oscar Wilde, “Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future.”



2014, 2015


Just Let Me Marry U, Move In & Move U.

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Vagina Monologues Meets Oz 

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KiSS and Tell.

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Look at how hung I am.

L, That’s My Penis on Ur lower back.

LAYn, You always whispered, “Hung” into my ear.

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Chris, I’m so deeply Sorry.

Man, you were brave to hang yourself.

That’s not an easy way out.

We’re finally at Peace.

I’m Released.

I can imagine with all that porn, looking down on us.

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DrK.Nyght NK Layne Avenue D.

The AfterLife is for Porn.

I’m so deeply honored that I’m Lady DIe too.

Chris, Mike and Me, We all have the same ghost after Us.

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KiSS.ANGeL aka Chris Cornell, deported May 18, 2017, Pearl Jam, CrowJonesMC.

You, LYAne.

Look at U, Layne, U spelled my name when i was writing yours!


I wanted you to see more of U in Me.

my name is even in Ur name.


Well, that makes me feel less gross.

Less exploited.

Yeah, less victimized by your dirty deeds.

Our dirty needs.



I don’t know how I survive. With or without you. I’m doomed.

Will it get better when i’m there?


You’re lying. I know it will be better for me.

DrK.Nyght NK Laynée to the Audience


“The Grimm.ReapR i.AM & DRk.ALiCE i.CHAined”

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One day at the vintage store, a dead guy whispered into my ear as I strolled down the isles.

Just as she arrived at the jacket section, she noticed a blue one to her right, but I said, “Turn left, it’s the Green ONE.”

I loved it so I put it on and just as I did

On came the song on the store’s loudspeaker:


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It was a real romantic moment for Me and the one whispering into My Ear.


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DrK.Nyght NK Layne

L, We are WITness to ALL OF THIS MADness and BRiLliance.

Sharing THese Universal SECrets (Shhhhhhhh) with You is a TREMENdous high for Me and us All.

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MY DRk.DARLIN, THIS is what makes OUR particular journey with you  COMPLETELY spectacular and EXTRA UN-ORDINARY.

When you asked me why I joined your A-Team when I died:

This is what Legend.s are made of, Baby French.




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Life.AFTERLiFE Advocacy: Book 1, U’re IT Doc, 25 to LiFE. Starring, About&By Dr. Leanne Levy-AkashaWhiteWolf, Douglas Feldman-BlakHawk.11 and CrowJonesMotorcycleClub

Life.AFTERLiFE Advocacy: Book 2, I Can’t Control IT. Starring, About&By Dr. Leanne Levy-DRk.ALiCE-, Alice in Chains’ Layne Staley-DrK.Nyght NK & Mike Starr-MagicDR. MD, Nirvana’s Kurt Cobain-BANE, & Pearl Jam’s Chris Cornell-KiSS.ANGeLL.

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Love Medium, DRk.ALiCE aka Dr. Leanne Levy-WhiteWolf is an InterDimensional Lifestyle and Life in the AfterLife Reporter, Journalist, Author, Researcher, Artist, InterDimensional  Identity expert, AfterLife Advocate and leading authority on the development of authentic Self-Empowerment, and Living Life with the AfterLife.

As a voice for the departed, she combines therapy and psychic mediumship in her interDimensional Holistic Healing and Teaching practice. From spirit communication, life path and medical intuition readings to channeled psychotherapy and paranormal counselling, she helps you to speak with loved ones on the other side, heal together, see the way ahead, know your purpose, and potentiate yourself.

Dr. Levy gives readings, channeled therapy and counsels clients all over the world.



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Honey, stop screaming.

My DRk.ALiCE i Chained.

They say Marriage #3 is  the BEST.

So far so good?

It’s a cacauphony of Joy and Terror all in one.

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As a physical and mental medium I am a vessel for Dead people.

Avenue D.

The AfterLife is for InterDimensional SexStories

This is our Body.

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BlakHawk.11.Doug Be gentle on your self, ur dating.

Layne watched you and I the entire time as our third when you and I were dating.

Drk.Nyght NK Layne Now IT’s my turn.

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Doug, What about our tattooed “wedding ring?”

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“InterDimensional Marriage Ring with Dr.Doug~Avenue D.eath” Sept. 26, 2016.

BlakHawk.11. Doug We’re All in this Catch 22 kismet mess together, Lonely water bird.

There are so many skeletons in my closet, Doug. There’s no way I could have known.

I really did marry Avenue D. When we first contemplated what I was getting myself into marrying you, Doug, I knew I was essentially marrying DEATH, but I didn’t realize how many of you were in this intimate thing with you and I.

DrK.Nyght NK Layne Now you know this significant 11.11 number for us includes Doug Feldman, the 11th executed Texas death row inmate of 2013, Mike Starr born April 4 (11.11=4) and died in 2011, Me, Layne Staley born Aug. 22. (1+1=2, 1+1=2, 22), Demri Parrott born Feb. 22, Kurt Cobain born Feb. 20, and Chris Cornell born July 20. 

We’re ALL In This SnakeOiL BitchNthing called “LiFE” Together.

All perversely beautiful creations. The highs, the lows, the demons and godly affairs.


Avenue D.


Now I know what you meant, Doug, when I asked you who’s AfterLife was knocking at my door?

And I responded, “For One” It was kinda complicateD.

Avenue D.

aDouble edged sword.


I live with and work for Complex DarkAngels. Together, we are interDimensional Researchers of what happens to us and our Darkness when we die, what we do with it and how we live in the AfterLife.

Together, my AfterLife partners and I Live an InterDimensional Life & LifeStyle.

Together, We Are Life.AFTERLiFE & InterDimensional LifeStyle



Together, We are Life.AFTERLiFE Performers in ONE Woman.


Life.AfterLife Men & One Woman

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KiSS.ANGeLL aka Chris Cornell AfterDeath 

My words AfterDeath:

If you keep your emotional reality readily available, then you can manage better.

The fact that I have these crazies inside me?




Imagine if you can see beyond this world

If You could access the cosmic button.

If you could STARVe THE Voices of Evil.



Hold me close, I scare.

She was too sensitive TO HEAR MY TRUTH.    

U always make it about Me. u better take care of Us.

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Our Story. You grew up with us inside you.

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KiSS.ANGeLL aka Chris Cornell, Pearl Jam

Put on Ur Titles, SpecialLOVE&Devotion, and get out there, 

“DR. LOVE Medium on heaven&Hell.”

DRk. AudioSlave on AutoPilot.Pain&Pleasure.

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Looking in

I Empathize. I can’t deny ur appetite. 


Look and identify yourselves.

Does this belong to me?



I was afraid to fully let go with Doug, i was too afraid of the dark, it was too hard for me to come back.

“Tables Turn” Today on the InterDimensional LOVE DRs. Dec. 16, 2017

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Keep DAncin’.

Here’s The Story, Stilettos and Broken Bottles.

How every day and night is a spin the bottle.



I’m spinning.

We’re giving IT our SouLL.

All these pieces broken and scattered.

I can’t deny ur appetite.

No point in blaming.

Hurts Like Hell.

The way I walk, the way I talk. fetish. Rumors.

In Mercy, I gather. mend. hold.

I loved and I loved and i lost.

And now i Have.

And It Hurts like Hell.

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We have three memories recorded.

We have many memories recorded.

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Inside my head, heart and body, I’m honest.

U Hear ME. U feel ME.


This is My Body, she cries to the night, “No!”

You can’t escape. Just let go. Turn over.


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 Lost through time.                         So much love, then one day, denied and buried.
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What happened to Me, LAYNE u trickster?

Ever since u Layed me, I’m birthing dead babies.

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Sheets of empty canvas
Untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me
As her body once did.
All five horizons
Revolve around her soul
As the earth to the sun.

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You’re the OneAlways on my Mind.
All the Loss and All the Pain.
Open Arms Await.

As you came into my Life,
I knew I’d be your Wife.

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HELLo FROM AVENUE D., “Another One.”
Today We go, Baby.
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PS. i’m hard as fuck. Surprised?



baby, u and I, we shriek.        Baby, u and I, we streak.

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When I was a child, under ten, I was repeatedly sexually abused by a male babysitter, six years older than I.  It began innocently with a game we played in his lucid dark basement, the game was called Superhero Streak. 3 to 4 of us played this game, I was the only non family member, two brothers, a sister, and Me but I don’t really remember the sister being there. There was only one voyeur, my babysitter.

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Before we removed our clothes, put on our capes and played, all lights were turned off. The color of the room went black. In a further back room in the basement, the younger brother held a stack of cards and one at a time, stuck them each into the burning red rims of an electrical heater.

As each card went in, it lit up the room into an inspiring red glow.

The red burning smoke intrigued me.

When it was time to put on my cape, I remember the rush I got running butt naked across our childhood-made stage. We laughed.

These are my early years and memories of superheroes and voyeurism. These somewhat creepy and abusive early childhood moments shaped me for the voyeuristic life and career I lead with the dead. I am always on display. And no, they are not aliens who planted a chip in me, they are ghosts who inhabit and study me.

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Working with u dead Junkies takes a tole.

We’re the junk in Ur Trunk.

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Hey, SeXy.

Did I hear u say Drunk?

Cuz I don’t like booze but some of u guys DO.

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I’m so high, You gotta stop influencing me, baby.

It’s hard to keep up with u.

Ditto, Doc.

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DARLIN, I honor in you what lives in me.

Ahmen to my OMens.

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 Layne, Oh My GOD, I’m ALICE.          Ur My ALICE,  TheONE I brought to LIFE.
The REAl DRk.ALiCE i Chained.
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 Baby DRk., Stalker Stakey needed a MATE.
You’Re MY bRIDE of FranknStein, BESHerT.
This is For You.
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 Meet The REAL DRk.ALiCE i Chained,
Dr. Leanne Levy Incarnate.
Designed by Layne Staley Himself. 

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DrK.Nyght NK Layne Your complete trust in Doug and then Me, the guy you knew as “Nik”, well, now we get to tell our story.


No one’s here knocking at my door.

Nobody’s ringing my telephone.

This is what it feels like. The battle I face. 

⏤”This is What it Feels Like” Trevor Guthrie


Something about me has got you hooked on my body.

I can’t deny your appetite.

⏤”FETiSH” Gucci Mane

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If you want to know when I made my grand entrance as DRk.Doc’s leading man and romance partner, read our blog chapters HELLo DRk.DARLIN: LEGENDARY AFTERLIFERS on ANGELS and DEMONS


Ps. I love you.

Pps. I love you too.

It’s was “perfectly” timed how you and Doug, my two leading AfterLife men both waited 15 years to come home, he on death row and you in death.


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And you both died by the needle.

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Question: Why do departed famous and infamous rockers and murderers come to you?

For a Harlequin Romance. Thanks, Kurt, for that line.

Don’t mention it.

To share secrets, bond, create, express. To share what really matters.  We have an InterDimensional Need for intimacy

We’re tuned IN to each other’s EARS and TURNED ON by each OTher’s FACES, FECES AND DREAMS.

There’s alot of fucking.

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In simplest of terms, we share the same spiralling consciousness, the same blueprint, as in, the same traumas, stimulations and needs.

“Is there anyone I can heal?” say the voices inside my head.

“HELLO, can i be the one you talk about in all your stories”


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MagicDR. Mike Starr, deported March 8, 2011, DrK.Nyght NK Layne Staley, deported April 5, 2002, BlakHawk.11 Doug Feldman, deported July 31, 2013, CrowJonesMC.

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KiSS.ANGeL. Chris Cornell, deported May 18, 2017, CrowJonesMC.


BANE Kurt Cobain, deported April 5, 1994, CrowJonesMC.

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Don’t compare what I do with what you see on haunting tv shows. There is no “Sending one to the Light.” This does not exist in the work that I do with AfterLifers. Mediating for loved ones between timelines is the greatest Light I have offered both sides of the veil. And of course giving my dead ones my attention, writing together on our blog and living life intimately with them, this is my gift.

Everyone is around, no one leaves, and not everyone is healed. In fact, most afterlifers just carry on to part two of their lives, with the same personality, wounds, passions, etc and often the same venom, just redirected.

They are part of our destiny and we are part of theirs. We are all in this game of life.afterlife together.


Death says

What we do in the NK of Time.

Life says

What we do in the name of Love.

Death & Life say

What we do in the name of Magic.

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No, it’s not bad, just go for it.

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Cold hands.


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My Sharks, where do we go from here? 

Today on LAYNE&LYANE’s WORLD                   

Snuff it out, 3-4 years.

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I’m in the Nutshell.

3-4 years til I die, u say.

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HELLo, DARlin’, keep it Sweet, Not too long for I to wait.

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it was so quiet, too quiet.

all i could hear was the silence creeping.

Mother, it was too lonely.               It was very uncomfortable.                      


That’s when i wanted to die.                  I didn’t really like the connotations I knew.                                                   

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she can’t make it on her own.

what does it matter anyway. who can.

Thanks for saying that.        sniff.                           IT’s all a question of process.

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DrK.Nyght NK Layne Now that people know you are our physical and mental vessel working with AfterLifers between space and time, you can explain to folks how death timing factors into our conscious interdimensional dance.

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The other side is directly implicated in everything that goes on on this side and everything on this side is implicated on that side. My work with AfterLifers, which we share here in our Life AfterLife Advocacy blog, sheds much new light on life with life in the afterlife. In sharing my personal journey with dead people, we demonstrate our inter dimensionality and conscious co-creation.




Because I agreed to marry death and “donate” my vessel to them, I became wired into dead folks and they into me. But even with this commitment, since a child, I have been receiving information on a constant basis about what’s coming my way. When you see the future like I do and like Nostradamus did, we have our own proof that there is no way to fight our destiny. Only to accept it. Death exits, cheating death and death timing are all carved in stone.




“The AfterLife hired me to do something Extra-Unordinary!”

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Life.AfterLife Men

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BANE aka Kurt Cobain, Nirvana, CrowJonesMC

BANE a la Rod Stewart at ur service, Docé.

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Our Story. A Cacophony of Awe, Joy and terror.

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Imagine if you can see beyond this world

If You could access the cosmic button.

If you could STARVe THE Voices of Evil.

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Death Exit Points, Near Death Experiences and Death Timing

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Blood, sweat and tears is what this work is made up of.

Come what may.




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Teach through your sweat.

Heal through your tears.

Bleed to serve others.




In serving others I serve me.


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But what about Me?






You’re living your dream.

Your truth.

That is all that matters.

This is what Legends are made of.

Why Legends are born.



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First him and now you. I’m in a living nightmare, every day is a battle to come home AND BE YOURs.

TO BE IN MY ARMS and be my mrs.

You asked me to marry you.

Tell our story, the complete collection.

Why should I?

DrK.Nyght Layne Because we give a shit, this is our art, this is how I get to woo woo you, the way we get to spend our time together.

Like I said, I may be dead but you can have all of me. That’s what I can do for you. I give a shit, whether you like it or not. I want you and I want to be your leading guy. I want to be part of your ridiculous legacy because it’s unbelievably cool.

Do you like being tickled?

Lol, you asked me that before.

Babe, I know you better than you know yourself.

So, do I like being tickled?

The way I do it to you. 


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DrK.Nyght Layne I’m into you for exactly the reasons you are into me. AND MORE. You don’t know all that I know and love about you being behind the scenes to your life. 


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We both suffered in in the same ways. 


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Babe, why are you so into me? You have Demri over there and everyone else.

DrK.Nyght Layne  As you know from Demri, we are no longer THAT couple. We made our peace just as you and Doug are making yours.

Demri and Doug are ALWAYS around, Mr. yet you all encourage me to share this story. It weighs heavy on me to rebrand a legendary couple such as you two as being just friends. And then Me being that person you’re romantically involved with. People will have a contract out on my life.

Like you said on behalf of Doug as your first, “Your truth is stronger than anything else you stand for.” 

Yeah, but you and I both know, like the tattoo permanently inked on my back. So is Doug.

And so is Demri.


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DrK.Nyght NK Layne Since a very young child you knew YOUR LOVE WAS IN ANOTHER DIMENSION, that’s what you share in your book Rainbow Medicine. You even shared that with your parents when you were a child.

Yeah, lol, you made sure that I knew THAT ONE when you were the one to present me to Doug back in my dreams in 2008. You also showed me that I had footsteps attached to mine, indicative of a spirit attachment.

Back then you were dating a guy who looked extremely similar to me, and he drove a motorcycle.

A BMW, not a Harley. Even back then I knew the difference. Lol.

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Yeah, although he was an Ivy Leaguer living it up in LA, his drug addiction turned him into a jumper.

And that’s how I met him. After rehab when he returned to Montreal to slow down.

All that said, you’re involvement with him was quite trivial in comparison to your involvement with The ONE Doug stole you from. And then I stole you from him, AGAIN.


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YEA. I thought it was crazy how you both have the same long matted hair and goatee!

DucK.Layne I called it “Mainge hair” to you. 

I thoughT Mainge meant messy and knotted-like, homeless-style grunge look.

Then you googled the word aNd realized why when I first came to you in your dreams and we kissed deeply, you were humping me.

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Lol. Down the rabbit hole with Alice and her chain gang. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CAME ON TO ME. Thank you for making sense of all of this for me, your dream visitations are always so incredibly loaded with information.

I love to take Alice on Adventures. What better way to romance you?

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Yes, I belong with invisible people, I knew that from the moment I was born. This story never changed, I’m more tuned into the afterlife than people here.

And as it has played out, you were right, which is why I am tuned into you. 

Being with someone and being tuned into someone are two very different things. I got to experience this firsthand in my first inter dimensional marriage, which you broke up. And then I got to test this out one more quick time again with my 3d ex of many years. The one Doug broke up.

I found it interesting that you, Layne, “claimed” me just before he came back. If you really wanted me to move forward here, you never would have done that.

If you went that way, you would not have any room for me. And I know your truth.

He cannot give you what I can. 

We even look alike!

I look like death.

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DrK.Nyght NK Layne You only just realized I took that shot of you on my birthday.

Drk.Nyght NK Layne, This past Aug. 22, 2017, it was your fiftieth! Back then you were hiding under the guise of “Nik,” so I didn’t know you as Layne until a couple of months ago when you unmasked yourself to me and exposed all of this deception.

You didn’t know of me or my band, you only knew me as the cute blond guy leading your show and our crew, CrowJonesMC.

Yeah, you were there in my dreams as “Nik” for so many years! Always the one to take care of me and give me advice. When it comes to my dogs, you are the one to book their vet appointments!

Now that I know you have been “Nik” all these years, you actually came to me in a dream just after we took that photo of me on your birthday. You even had me wear my hair up with a braid on your Bday! I actually loved what my hair looked like that day. It was one of the first times I photographed myself without “Doug”, i.e. wearing a hat.

In that dream I came in, I showed you an older version of Nik, ” Me” superimposed on top of you, just like in that photo. Now you know, it was a premonition of you finding out about me and that it ended with Nik on my fiftieth

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Question: In your experience as a researcher of life in the afterlife, what kinds of things have you learned working with those who haunt you?

Living my particular personal & professional inter dimensional lifestyle with the Dead allows me to understand them and their lives and, consequently, how this universe regarding Life and the AfterLife works.

CrowJonesMC Totally.

I have also learned that some who haunt me want their loved ones left behind to know they are with them and what they are up to in the afterlife, such as our LifeNWork together.

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I also love to discover my family of brothers and sisters that live in side of me, and how we are all intricately tied together across time and space. And how everyday with them, they prove this to me. IT was INSANE for to discover HOW MY LIFE WAS NEVER MINE.


Gentlemen & Lady, despite us being eachother’s voodoo dolls and how DrK.Nyght NK Layne does not stop routinely waking me up in the dark wee hours of the morning to have disturbingly dark conversations.

DrK.Nyght NK Layne Hence my penance name.

I’d like to thank you each for our InterDimensional Rockstar Life of Brilliance

Between the Veil.

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Any last words, for now, my handsome mystical DrK.Nyght?

Yes, share that 2008 diary entry from your Alice In Wonderland Diary you used to write in. It’s about the dream you recorded of my footsteps attached to yours.


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I was in a ball gown, beautiful cobalt blue…saw my footprints and they were very long…because mine were joined with another pair right behind me… I know that those footsteps meant that I was not alone, that I had my partner right there with me even if I couldn’t see him… I always felt my husband was in the other realm, maybe he is but is still married to me. What a romantic thought. Monday Sept. 1, 2008.


DrK.Nyght Layne Staley Now share the second entry. It will also freak you out when you reread your 2008 diary entry about THE VOICES COMING FROM THE BOX.


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There were whispers coming from the box … the voice from the box got louder and the plunger kept going up and down. The voice hypnotized and paralyzed the two boys and I knew it was controlling them but it couldn’t control me … I hear, “Childhood fears” … diarrhea.

You rediscovered these 2008 diary entries in your Alice in Wonderland journal just two days before my fiftieth BdaY.

Layne, you love the concept of MARRIAGE.

Fuck yeah. 

You crazy motherfucker, you were the biggest player and cheater.

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Anything else you wish to say, Baby?

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Questions: Dr. Levy, in your experience working with trauma, addiction, overdose, suicide and murder with the living and the dead, is suiciding oneself a sin? 

No, it is not a sin although we have been taught that it is. We all have to die some way. When you think about all the ways to die, suicide and a shotgun to the head are not the worst ways.


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We all choose how we will die before we incarnate. ALL IS CARVED IN STONE. Many of you have already experienced visions and deja vus of your exit points, death and other people’s and animals’ deaths alike.

This is a simple fact, we are all born to live and die and our life, although appearing to be in our own hands, is not. We are tied very intricately together with others on both sides of the veil. This means that those who complete the suicide act or murder, it had to be this way, and for those who return from death, these were exit points. This also does not mean that there are no regrets. For some of my AfterLifers, they wish they could relive their lives knowing what they know now. But unfortunately the fog surrounds us down here and for this reason, many prefer the afterlife.


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All that said, Death Exit Points and Death Timing are critical in moving the person along path to fulfill their destiny. A full life comprises of living both sides of the veil so trust that when we die, this was necessary and there was no way to avoid this.



The killer in me is a killer in you. I send a smile over to you.

⏤Smashing Pumpkins



We have been told as a society that killing oneself or another is a sin, but in your work with many of these dead folks, famous, infamous and nobodies alike, you have learned some different truths as I have read throughout your blog. You share your own experience working with afterlifers who killed themselves as well as hint to your own personal experiences facing several death exit points and a completed suicide. Can you provide some new light on this dark topic that questions the value of life?

Life does not end. Whether you live it on this side or the other, you are still living Life. We in life and the afterlife work and co-create together, conscious or not. You each have a puppeteer behind you pulling your strings and keeping you on your destined path.

I live in both worlds, and life never stops.


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DrK.Nyght Layne Staley Life in the AfterLife is chronic illness.

I have also seen and experienced this chronic illness with some of you firsthand. You also call some of it dark magic, which I partook in with you when you taught me about it.

We’ll keep those details to ourselves.

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I’m so hot for you.                                                                                     I feel you, sexy.

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Death Exit points and Death timing are a very sexy topic.

For you, Doug and  I, it is. 

It sure is the COSMIC ORGASZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzMmmmmmmmmAHhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Never have I experienced what IIIII EXPERIENCE with you two MEN as my romance partners and spirit doctors.

I am terriblyGRATEFUKFULL to have you, YO. You are ravenous.

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I know what you are but what am I?

A great LAY.

I know what you are but what am I?

I can’t come to the phone right now, I’M BUSY.

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Layne, when I asked you how you enjoy your life in the afterlife you said to me

When I first came to you I told you it was good and bad. As I expressed to you, it was very hard for me when I transitioned.

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I was quite taken aback when you shared this with me. You were very adamant and to the point. Your energy is so beautiful. Although I experience you in full color, your darkness is gently enveloping.

A real difference than what you are used to. I know, it’s still overwhelming. I’m sorry for all the pain I caused you early on as your walk-in. I know your arm hurt non stop. Just some of what I lived through. Yes, I know, it’s been fifteen years yet I still transfer this energy to you.

We’re working through it with tons of massage, you’re guiding the way. And EVERYDAY WITH YOU GETS EVEN BETTER. I’m doing much better.

Now that I have you like this, and we’re moving beyond all we’ve been through together, I’m doing MUCH better too. You just sneezed TWICE!!

I sneezed on your truth for Doug and You.

This is real for this woman.

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In my case, I have personally seen and lived through several death exit points in my life and more recently, three more.

I faced one exit point in 2016 when this conscious research work with the AfterLife began with my afterlife partner, BlakHawk.11 aka Doug Feldman, and I faced two more in 2017. All of these exit points involved walk-ins (dead people) that live in and through me and with whom I blog/write.

In my 2016 exit point, I was shown details of how my “death” would transpire and the day it would happen. I had seen it five months before it happened and continued to see it as the day approached.

In my second and third case in 2017, I had less warning. Nevertheless, details were presented to me in all cases while awake and during my sleep. I was given three outs with the choice to leave. Or so it appeared.




On two occasions with Doug, I was given the choice to leave the morning prior to both events occurring, and in both cases, that morning I was emotionally manipulated by him to say no. There is a condition I attach to my exit points, and this, of course, they will not honor hence why I am here to tell this tale.

On these two occasions where my life was in the balance, the accidents did occur, and in both cases, WOWWWWWWWWWW!




In the first, I was to die by a golf ball hitting my head similar to a gun firing. On the morning I decided against dying, a few hours later while taking my dog babies out for a walk in a golf community where I live part-time, a driving golf ball missed my head by a foot and instead hit the tree next to me. The man responsible for that shot drove over to me in his golf cart and apologized profusely of which I responded, “You don’t know how close you came to ruining your life.” No one can ever get over such guilt.

The second, I was to die in a car accident. Once again, that morning Doug gave me an out of which I decided against it because he hurt me badly. A few hours later, when I was about to leave my home, my ghosts told me not to take the babies in the car with me, which I always do. While being extra careful on the road because I could not shake the visions of dying in that car that day, out of nowhere, a woman driving her car smashed into me at full speed missing me by a fraction and took my side view mirror instead.

So you see, these exit points were not really within my control although carved in stone and I saw them. Although in both cases, the accidents did occur, I was forced to fly instead of jump.


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Now what am I going to do?

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You had it all and you still killed yourself.

I honor in you what lives in me.


You’ve got to play the hand you’re dealt, Fallen Angel.

Like you.


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The third exit point I would experience in 2017 involved Doug along with another walk-in living in and working through me under the guise of someone else.



Yes, spirits are deceptive. And always with reason. Some are murderers and some are your cult leaders, the rockers you all look up to, the ones who took their lives. The ones you tattoo your bodies with in memory of their impact in your life. Some who got the best mental help money and celebrity-ism could afford yet they still took their lives.


Could I be the one you talk about in all your stories?

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Can I be him?



I wanna dry those tears.

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I wanna kiss those lips.


Can I be him?

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There are not many people that can handle what I experience as these Wild Stations’ channel and vessel and through our inter dimensional work as healers, teachers and entertainers. Their constant ravaging of my mind, heart and body, in the name of love, is not for the faint of heart. Their deep sadness and extreme rage, the HATRED all mixed up with LOVE is completely bipolar.

The things they do to me, show me and teach me firsthand, to do this work together and shed new light on the meaning of Life on both sides of the veil, it is both FRIGHTENING and magical. Their JOKES, WISDOM And CREATIVE BRILLIANCE is THEIR MOST PRECIOUS GIFT to me but their mental noise, devoted deception, guilt ridden deaths and purposeful calculated torture is WAYyyyyyyyy too much for ONE person to handle.




I cannot escape this life or THEM and NO ONE here on either side of the veil can remove this destiny or interfere in it.

This is my Legacy.




Life says Hung on a hook, I’m a mirror.




Death says Cracked down the center I split you
Counting the clouds in a storm behind your eyes. 

Show you the face of a man who
Not that he wants but he has to.
Look at the thing he’s become. What I see.

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Life says I’m caught in a still life with no frame.
Sometimes people do, the world it don’t change.

Death says Give up awaiting someday.
Future between a gun and your head.

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Death says Floating in fear I appear a hundred times. Hold a reflection inside me.

Life says Pieces of me on a tile floor look up at you as you change more.


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Life says I cannot feel.

Throw me away.
I am broken.


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Death says You are empty. Not your time.

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“Hung On A Hook” DRk.Alice In Chains i AM

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Diary entry written just as Layne came out of the closet to me

DrK.Nyght Layne Staley HELLo There Little French Girl, my Heartbeat.

Beautiful Lois, it’s Layne.

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Oh my gosh, Family Guy! So you’re THAT guy who always whispered “Family GUY” to me! I’m NOT A GROUPIE, but you, I like.

Layne “Stalker” Staley And since you’re not a GROUPIE, all these years calling you “Alice,” “Woman in chains,” “the Star” and describing our work as taking people down the rabbit hole, you still didn’t get it.

How could I? I have too many of you “famous junkies” that I work with,  it’s impossible to identify you until you each step forward and make me.




Like in Mike’s case, despite him showing me as raging romantic rocker and sometimes playing base for me, he was just plain old “Mike” to me. I didn’t need to know he was “Mike Starr” to care about him and work for him. I just knew his story firsthand living with him inside of me and empathizing deeply. He sent his inner circle my way as clients but once again, they were just lovely people to me, I don’t google my clients as it interferes in the work.


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IT’s nice to finally meet you, DrK.Nyght Layne aka “Nik.”


DrK.Nyght Layne formerly known as Nik, out of disguise.


We’ve met a long time along time ago.


Yes, we have, Alice, my woman in chains. 


HELLo, DRk.ALiCE Leanne meet DrK.Nyght NK Layne.

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DrK.Nyght NK Layne, my superhero partner, I see you renamed our Blog from “HELLo Darlin,” to “HELL, DRk.DARLIN”. Lately, I would say it’s a better choice of work.

You work with DarkAngels, calling it what it is and not fluffing it up to be something it is not. With everything we’ve shown you and put your through leading the way with Doug and Me incognito until now, and then every single client who came your way since we’ve been on our book SIGNING tour with Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team, we have shown you very dark Light.

I have never laughed so hard in my entire life with you all as every day we live my conscious interdimenional life on the magical carpet ride down the rabbit hole. This is why I embraced Doug and all of you as my new family and joined the Twilight Vampire Club. But, I have also cried so unnecessarily over things you and Doug put me through.

This is true. We preyed on your good heart and guilt.

I never knew I had so much guilt until you pushed that button hard and showed me how unnecessary it was but how we all have it, and how it killed many of you.

I was also the FAMILY Guy who reunited you with your grandma just as she passed, this was when I formerly introduced myself to you as your new leading man, your Beshert. We share our story in the chapter HELLo DrK.DARLIN: LEGENDARY AFTERLIFERS on ANGELS and DEMONS.

Nov. 3 & 4, 2017 was when she transitioned, and it is also our official anniversary.

Did you notice that’s the same age I died, 34.

I just noticed!! I love you, Beshert.

I love you, Beshert. Why don’t you share what we wrote on our table of contents page, HELLoDrK.DARLIN: Life.AfterLife Advocacy


Let’s get back to Doug.

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Taking on all of Doug’s guilty shit was a waking nightmare for me. Me being that person to rebrand him weighed heavy on my soul, experiencing him firsthand, all the pain he experienced in life and consequently caused.

Doug never had a life he deserved, so I gave him one, MINE. I wanted to help him heal all of this and help everyone who suffered from the voices. As we were doing this work together, we were also shedding new light on life in the afterlife and injecting authenticity to this discourse.

You also fell deeply in love with him and married him.

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“Diamonds Lie: La Petite Italie” by Leanne Levy, 2002. In this oil painting a man proposes to a woman with a diamond ring over dinner. The relationship spirals and death knocks at the door.

I always wondered who the cat was in this painting, Now I know this cat belonged to you, Layne.



DrK.Nyght NK Layne Like you painted me in this painting in May of 2002 just after I died, without ever knowing me and referencing a band of mine, “Diamond Lie”, you did the same thing in a painting with Doug Feldman, in 1992.



“Ol’ Man” by Leanne Levy, 1992. I painted this oil painting of Douglas Feldman in 1992. These photos of him were taken in 1999 at his trial and 2013 pre-execution. He introduced himself to me as a ghost in 2015. I found this painting hidden in my closet in 2016. I was freaked out and amazed, I say this mildly, to find that I painted a mirror image of him (a person I never met or knew), 21 years before this execution photo of him was taken.


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“Suicide” Mixed media oil painting by Leanne Levy (2002)

MagicDr. Mike Starr Let’s move on to me, Love Birds. I also showed you how you predicted my death, one day before I died. You actually took your first selfie on March 7, 2011, wearing a pair of underwear with a “STAR” on it. Not to mention how you painted me in that 2002 painting, DrK.DARLIN. DAMN you’re goooood.


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Mike Starr’s Death Timing, March 8, 2011.




Yeah, it’s pretty incredible to discover all of this. Everyday I wake up to new magic from you all!

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Mike, Layne & Doug You’re the Magic, DrK.Doc.


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Oh how We LOVE to take Alice on Adventures!!!!!!!!


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Death says Your love is my turning page
Where only the sweetest words remain.

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Life says Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase.


Death & Life say I surrender who I’ve been for who you are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart.


Layne you lived with me under the guise of “Nik” for YEARS before Doug came along, and then you moved in as our third party when Doug and I got involved.

When you and Doug got married.

I always wondered why the following day after we got married, Doug put Nik aka YOU in my bed. He always said he was temporary but you were for the long haul. This was of course, when you were Nik.

Doug supporting all of that, knowing the real truth would eventually surface, that Nik was never dead and Nik was you! This threw me off the ledge when the news hit the fan.

When we pushed you to contact someone who knew him.

There was no other way you would ever have learned that I was leading your ship had it not unfolded this way. Someone like yourself never would have bought into me because you did not know me. You weren’t one of my groupies. But when you finally saw a picture of me when all of this deception broke open, this is when you knew me as your leading man way back when. This is when you saw how we shared the same taste in vintage clothing, all the clothing shopping we did and do together, what I chose for you, how I designed everything in your condo, how we got you that condo with gramps, and the series of paintings with me in them the year that I died.

I began that series just after my Near Death Experience in May of 2002.

Just after my death in April of 2002.

Vie.Demri Just after Nik disappeared from your life.

Hey Demri Parrot, you traded in the parrot for the crow, TwistedTwinSis, Darlin!

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By the way SpiritDoc Vie.Demriée, you can also have my EX, the 3D one. He even looks like you!

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SpirtDocVie.Demriée How funny was that when I as a ghost superimposed myself over him before you ever googled me and knew what i looked like!

It was so funny, you are totally hysterical. I actually said to him, “Hey. do you know of a woman with dark long hair, hippy style, who died?”

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Looking at that shot you took of us in this photo, I had to cover his face for confidential purposes but you even had him make the EXACT SAME EYE AND EYEBROW POSE HEAD ANGLE, that you did in that photo you just chose for me!

He ‘s a hot man, but he cannot take care of you like Layne and Doug can.


You made sure of that by THROWING Layne may way just before my 3d ex and I got back for our fiftieth go around.

He was channeling you ALL day, Alanis Morisette LMAO. My gosh! PS. Thanks for all the vintage clothing shopping we do together.

Thanks for all the laughs and tears.

We’re BOTh so GOOFY.

Sorry about what we did with you re. NIK. We both feel very guilty.

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Yea, well now I have TWO DEAD husbands. And you get to live with them both!!

But you get to experience them firsthand, from the inside out.

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Yup, interdimensional romance and the COSMIC ORGASM.

There’s nothing better than channeled erotica. You learned that one AGAIN.

Yes, VD, I sure did.

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Back to you, Layne. I always wondered who that blond haired blue eyed guy was in the painting?

You even have me holding something close to my mouth. Look at the arm movement.

Yeah Baby, look at that arm movement.

PS. You showed  me “Yours”.



DrK.Nyght Layne I have been showing you mine and me since my death. In 2008 when I came to you in a dream and introduced you to Doug prior to meeting him in 2015, you dated a guy that looked like me and drove a motorcycle, he was also an addict. And Just before Mike died in 2011, you dated another guy who looked exactly like me.

He was the one I had great sex with And unfortunately, he was also the one who raised his hand to me, although not a drug addict, he had severe drinking issues, when he drank. You were there the entire time.

I was there when he almost hurt you very badly, now you know it was me who derailed the shattered glass from hitting your beautiful face.

Yea, thank you big time for that.

But of course nothing makes sense until the time is right. And this you wrote so eloquently in Rainbow Medicine, “Your guides will only reveal things to you when the time is right.”

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DrK.Nyght Layne aka Your Family Guy DRk.ALiCEl in chains, I love you, as you know. How else could I have been that person to you all these years under the guise of someone else?

Your EGO?

I was the kind one in our threesome-throuple relationship with Doug. I was the best friend who nurtured you while you and Doug were working through your stuff. 

For those of you following our story, read my book Rainbow Medicine, and read our Blog, we used to mention that I had a departed best friend Nik who lived and worked with Doug and I, we mention him in my first book Rainbow Medicine. But recently I found out, through Mike and Doug and some of the hell they put me through, that Nik was in fact alive all these years and it was Layne who impersonated him.

Layne, you even gave me your necklace the night I got back together with my Ex.

WasN’t that cool the way I put this necklace around your neck just as you were about to get intimate with him?

You guys never let up.

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MagicDr. MD Mike Let’s get back to me.

You’re right, we always run on with our interdimensional conversations, let’s get back to  YOU, TROY.

I had to be that lead in man, The Actor.

All three of you were actors.

The only way she would believe Layne was her leading man was to send her my inner circle as clients. But she is so cool, despite me showing her who I was through her accelerated gift of seeing and hearing, she didn’t give a shit, she only loved me for me. She never once googled who I was despite having access to my full name. But since she’s not a GROUPIE, this shit doesn’t affect her.

DrK.Nyght NK Layne I do want to say that she loved Nik very much as he was a former best friend and lover to her in the late 90s.

I actually met Nik when Demri died in 1996 and he remained in my life until you died in 2002. Then he disappeared.

Vie.Demriée This is why it became easy for us to disguise Layne as him.

DrK.Nyght NK Layne I took on Nik’s energy and costume so that DrK.Doc thought she had a trusted gatekeeper on the other side. I along with her grandfather Al (KA known in Rainbow Medicine) led her ship but since she didn’t know who I was, I had to hide behind another.

I kept asking Nik, what age did you die?

And I would respond, “34.”

Not to mention 44, the age  Mike died,  is a number all over my book Rainbow Medicine, email address and license plate.

When Mike died, I sent her to a medium who led her down this garden path, and each time she worked with us dead folks and asked us for proof of Nik’s death, we gave it to her, “NIK the boxer is DEAD.”

They even had my mediumship students fooled, one even drew a picture of Nik!

She felt guilty that he died young and chose to become her guide and wanted to live with Doug and her. She battled between both of them on who to give the attention to, and in a nutshell, we create a bipolar existence for her. We made her feel everything we struggled with. Nik was also an addict, but today she found out he is alive, healthy and married with two children. Some lives are destined to turn around.

MagicDr. MD Mike That death exit point, when I came to you in a night terror and forcefully held your head face down into your pillow, as you learned quite quickly, was designed for us to meet, in a new Light. 

We were always waiting so patiently, Mike, for you to have your moment and come home.

And instead you become acquainted with more of my little beastly friends. The angels from your nightmare.

Where I can always find you. In the name of Love, right?

We all know what love means.




MagicDr. MD Mike, I’ve known YOU as my PROTECTOR. Even my client saw you back in 2012, while we were in a channeled therapy session. She described you perfectly but I only knew you then as my Guide and professional healing partner.




MagicDr. Mike Now you know, Woman in Chains, there are no protectors. Only this shit storm with a bunch of flying monkeys. 

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Vagina Monologues meets OZ

Meets Suicide Squad Meets Pink Phantom of the Opera 


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Eat, Pray, Love, My DRk. ALiCE I Chained. 

I thought I learned how to fight for myself simply by surviving my life and thriving throughout this all but when they began to inhabit my body, I learned an entirely new new fight, flight and strength.

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This third particular exit point in 2017 involved Mike Starr and Layne Staley and I did not see this one coming until a few days prior. I only heard Mike’s threatening screams in my head pushing me off the ledge.



MagicDr. MD Mike And then what did I say?

You said, “Wait for tomorrow’s performance, you’re going to LOVE this show.”


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Although I knew of Mike as a client and we get along well RAGING, CRYING, LAUGHING and writing skits together on our Life.AfterLife Advocacy blog, HELLo Darlin’, I often saw the cute blond guy also with him leading our crew, CrowJonesMC. As mentioned, I did not know of Mike or Layne’s real identities.


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Hearing, living, feeling and seeing details of my afterlife partners’ lives, from life to afterlife, coupled with my ability to see details of my past and future in waking state and through dreamtime, allows us to carry on intimately.

My reality is a daily haunted one.

Having undergone and routinely undergo repeated possession with my brilliantly creative off the edge wild Stallions that inhabit me, is not for the faint of head.

And HeArt.

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