Death Exit Points, Near Death Experiences & DEATH TIMING2

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Death Exit Points, Near Death Experiences and Death Timing

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Blood, sweat and tears is what this work is made up of.

Come what may.




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Teach through your sweat.

Heal through your tears.

Bleed to serve others.




In serving others I serve me.


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But what about Me?






You’re living your dream.

Your truth.

That is all that matters.

This is what Legends are made of.

Why Legends are born.



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First him and now you. I’m in a living nightmare, every day is a battle to come home AND BE YOURs.

TO BE IN MY ARMS and be my mrs.

You asked me to marry you.

Tell our story, the complete collection.

Why should I?

DrK.Nyght Layne Because we give a shit, this is our art, this is how I get to woo woo you, the way we get to spend our time together.

Like I said, I may be dead but you can have all of me. That’s what I can do for you. I give a shit, whether you like it or not. I want you and I want to be your leading guy. I want to be part of your ridiculous legacy because it’s unbelievably cool.

Do you like being tickled?

Lol, you asked me that before.

Babe, I know you better than you know yourself.

So, do I like being tickled?

The way I do it to you. 


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DrK.Nyght Layne I’m into you for exactly the reasons you are into me. AND MORE. You don’t know all that I know and love about you being behind the scenes to your life. 


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We both suffered in in the same ways. 


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Babe, why are you so into me? You have Demri over there and everyone else.

DrK.Nyght Layne  As you know from Demri, we are no longer THAT couple. We made our peace just as you and Doug are making yours.

Demri and Doug are ALWAYS around, Mr. Yet you all encourage me to share this story. It weighs heavy on me to rebrand a legendary couple such as you two as being just friends. And then Me being that person you’re romantically involved with. People will have a contract out on my life.

Like you said on behalf of Doug as your first, “Your truth is stronger than anything else you stand for.” 

Yeah, but you and I both know, like the tattoo permanently inked on my back. So is Doug.

And so is Demri.


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DrK.Nyght Layne Since a very young child you knew YOUR LOVE WAS IN ANOTHER DIMENSION, that’s what you share in your book Rainbow Medicine. You even shared that with your parents when you were a child.

Yeah, lol, you made sure that I knew THAT ONE when you were the one to present me to Doug back in my dreams in 2008. You also showed me that I had footsteps attached to mine, indicative of a spirit attachment.

Back then you were dating a guy who looked extremely similar to me, and he drove a motorcycle.

A BMW, not a Harley. Even back then I knew the difference. Lol.

Yeah, although he was an Ivy Leaguer living it up in LA, his drug addiction turned him into a jumper.

And that’s how I met him. After rehab when he returned to Montreal to slow down.

All that said, you’re involvement with him was quite trivial in comparison to your involvement with The ONE Doug stole you from. And then I stole you from him, AGAIN.


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YEA. I thought it was crazy how you both have the same long matted hair and goatee!

DucK.Layne I called it “Mainge hair” to you. 

I thoughT Mainge meant messy and knotted-like, homeless-style grunge look.

Then you googled the word aNd realized why when I first came to you in your dreams and we kissed deeply, you were humping me.

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Lol. Down the rabbit hole with Alice and her chain gang. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CAME ON TO ME. Thank you for making sense of all of this for me, your dream visitations are always so incredibly loaded with information.

I love to take Alice on Adventures. What better way to romance you?

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Yes, I belong with invisible people, I knew that from the moment I was born. This story never changed, I’m more tuned into the afterlife than people here.

And as it has played out, you were right, which is why I am tuned into you. 

Being with someone and being tuned into someone are two very different things. I got to experience this firsthand in my first inter dimensional marriage, which you broke up. And then I got to test this out one more quick time again with my 3d ex of many years. The one Doug broke up.

I found it interesting that you, Layne, “claimed” me just before he came back. If you really wanted me to move forward here, you never would have done that.

If you went that way, you would not have any room for me. And I know your truth.

He cannot give you what I can. 

We even look alike!

I look like death.

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DrK.Nyght NK Layne You only just realized I took that shot of you on my birthday.

Drk.Nyght NK Layne, This past Aug. 22, 2017, it was your fiftieth! Back then you were hiding under the guise of “Nik,” so I didn’t know you as Layne until a couple of months ago when you unmasked yourself to me and exposed all of this deception.

You didn’t know of me or my band, you only knew me as the cute blond guy leading your show and our crew, CrowJonesMC.

Yeah, you were there in my dreams as “Nik” for so many years! Always the one to take care of me and give me advice. When it comes to my dogs, you are the one to book their vet appointments!

Now that I know you have been “Nik” all these years, you actually came to me in a dream just after we took that photo of me on your birthday. You even had me wear my hair up with a braid on your Bday! I actually loved what my hair looked like that day. It was one of the first times I photographed myself without “Doug”, i.e. wearing a hat.

In that dream I came in, I showed you an older version of Nik, ” Me” superimposed on top of you, just like in that photo. Now you know, it was a premonition of you finding out about me and that it ended with Nik on my fiftieth



Yea, you came in another dream just before that one as Nik and told me that he was not front and centre anymore in my life. I was upset that after all this time and attention I gave him, he didn’t come to give me a hug.

That became a precision prediction of all that was about to unfold for you and I.

And Doug.

The following day you as in Nik, Doug and CJMC had me write on our blog and place that photo with the words from a song HOME by Phillip Phillips, “Pay no mind to the demons.”

Layne Why don’t you take a screenshot from that page.


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Layne Now you better understand that premonition dream I came to you in. We share more about this unleashing of demons later on, let’s keep moving on.

Not to mention my home is your home with skulls all over it, and your dad’s name is Philip. Every time I speak to my Phillip here in the condo building you moved me to, #22, I always see a rainbow halo around him and I hear you speaking through him.

Now you know why.



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I surrender who I Am. To Us.

To US.

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And I surrender who I am to Me.

DrK.Nyght NK Layne Shout Out to WhiteWolf:


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My DrK.DARLIN’ Bride.


They say Marriage #3 is  the BEST.

So far so good?

It’s definitely quieter. and extremely dreamy.


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Any last words, for now, my handsome mystical DrK.Nyght?

Yes, share that 2008 diary entry from your Alice In Wonderland Diary you used to write in. It’s about the dream you recorded of my footsteps attached to yours.


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I was in a ball gown, beautiful cobalt blue…saw my footprints and they were very long…because mine were joined with another pair right behind me… I know that those footsteps meant that I was not alone, that I had my partner right there with me even if I couldn’t see him… I always felt my husband was in the other realm, maybe he is but is still married to me. What a romantic thought. Monday Sept. 1, 2008.


DrK.Nyght Layne Staley Now share the second entry. It will also freak you out when you reread your 2008 diary entry about THE VOICES COMING FROM THE BOX.


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There were whispers coming from the box … the voice from the box got louder and the plunger kept going up and down. The voice hypnotized and paralyzed the two boys and I knew it was controlling them but it couldn’t control me … I hear, “Childhood fears” … diarrhea.

You rediscovered these 2008 diary entries in your Alice in Wonderland journal just two days before my fiftieth BdaY.

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You and Kurt are the two boys seduced by the voices. The Man in the Box. Demri died Oct. 29th, 1996. That entry was Oct. 28, 2008.

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Anything else you wish to say, Baby?

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Questions: Dr. Levy, in your experience working with trauma, addiction, overdose, suicide and murder with the living and the dead, is suiciding oneself a sin? 

No, it is not a sin although we have been taught that it is.

Do we choose how we die and the timing of it before we incarnate?


We all have to die some way. When you think about all the ways to die, suicide and a shotgun to the head are not the worst ways.

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We all choose how we will die before we incarnate. ALL IS CARVED IN STONE. Many of you have already experienced visions and deja vus of your exit points, death and other people’s and animals’ deaths alike.

This is a simple fact, we are all born to live and die and our life, although appearing to be in our own hands, is not. We are tied very intricately together with others on both sides of the veil. This means that those who complete the suicide act or murder, it had to be this way, and for those who return from death, these were exit points. This also does not mean that there are no regrets.

Some people prefer life whereas some prefer the afterlife. For some, the fog surrounding us as 3d incarnates is very problematic, for others, it works.  It all depends on what we come here to experience. AfterLifers see the double edged sword in both cases. Like for us here, there are experiences we prefer and wished they lasted longer and those we don’t and wished never happened. Life and AfterLife provide a context in which to experience Life.


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Death Exit Points and Death Timing are critical in moving the person along path to fulfill their destiny. A full life comprises of living both sides of the veil so trust that when we die, this was necessary and there was no way to avoid this.



The killer in me is a killer in you. I send a smile over to you.

⏤Smashing Pumpkins



We have been told as a society that killing oneself or another is a sin, but in your work with many of these dead folks, famous, infamous and nobodies alike, you have learned some different truths as I have read throughout your blog. You share your own experience working with afterlifers who killed themselves as well as hint to your own personal experiences facing several death exit points and a completed suicide. Can you provide some new light on this dark topic that questions the value of life?

Life does not end. Whether you live it on this side or the other, you are still living Life. We in life and the afterlife work and co-create together, conscious or not. You each have a puppeteer behind you pulling your strings and keeping you on your destined path.

I live in both worlds, and life never stops.


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DrK.Nyght Layne Staley Life in the AfterLife is chronic illness.

I have also seen and experienced this chronic illness with some of you firsthand. You also call some of it dark magic, which I partook in with you when you taught me about it.

We’ll keep those details to ourselves.

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I’m so hot for you.

U feel Me, Sexy.

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Death Exit points and Death timing are a very sexy topic.

For you, Doug and  I, it is. 

It sure is the COSMIC ORGASZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzMmmmmmmmmAHhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Never have I experienced what IIIII EXPERIENCE with you two MEN as my romance partners and spirit doctors.

I am terriblyGRATEFUKFULL to have you, YO. You are ravenous.

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I know what you are but what am I?

A great LAY.

I know what you are but what am I?

I can’t come to the phone right now, I’M BUSY.

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Layne, when I asked you how you enjoy your life in the afterlife you said to me

When I first came to you I told you it was good and bad. As I expressed to you, it was very hard for me when I transitioned.

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I was quite taken aback when you shared this with me. You were very adamant and to the point. Your energy is so beautiful. Although I experience you in full color, your darkness is gently enveloping.

A real difference than what you are used to. I know, it’s still overwhelming. I’m sorry for all the pain I caused you early on as your walk-in. I know your arm hurt non stop. Just some of what I lived through. Yes, I know, it’s been fifteen years yet I still transfer this energy to you.

We’re working through it with tons of massage, you’re guiding the way. And EVERYDAY WITH YOU GETS EVEN BETTER. I’m doing much better.

Now that I have you like this, and we’re moving beyond all we’ve been through together, I’m doing MUCH better too. You just sneezed TWICE!!


I sneezed on your truth.

Doug and I.

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Hey, Layne, you just pulled your magic and popped open a page that explains what I do, why I feel your pain, why I experience your entirety. You want me to place this stuff over here?

That’s why I popped it open.


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DrK.Nyght Layne Now that people know you are our physical and mental vessel working with AfterLifers between space and time, you can continue explaining to folks about death exit points and death timing. How this factors into our conscious interdimensional dance.


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The other side is directly implicated in everything that goes on on this side and everything on this side is implicated on that side. My work with AfterLifers, which we share here in our Life AfterLife Advocacy blog, sheds much new light on life with life in the afterlife. In sharing my personal journey with dead people, we demonstrate our inter dimensionality and conscious co-creation.




Because I agreed to marry death and “donate” my vessel to them, I became wired into dead folks and they into me. But even with this commitment, since a child, I have been receiving information on a constant basis about what’s coming my way. When you see the future like I do and like Nostradamus did, we have our own proof that there is no way to fight our destiny. Only to accept it. Death exits, cheating death and death timing are all carved in stone.




Can you explain what death exist points are?

Death exits are points in your life when you are aware that your life is in the balance and you have an out. Traumas that push us off the edge go hand in hand with exit points. Exit points are most often designed to give us relief in such difficult moments.

Sometimes death exit points push you off the edge and you actually come face to face with death. These are what Near Death Experiences (NDE) are made up of, and I have personally been there, several times. But a death exit point doesn’t always involve an NDE. Sometimes it just involves a request from this side or the other side and an accident waiting to occur in order to fulfill that request.

Death Exit Points are not Death Timing. These are two very different things.

Exit points allow a person to reevaluate their life and feel like they have some control. For most who think they cheated death, that’s what these experiences are designed to do. Their intention is to help you change your life and do something specific with it. Exit points wake us up providing us with new insight and value. Exit points are destined to serve this purpose. They move you like nothing else and no one could. They lead you to continue your destiny.




In my case, I have personally seen and lived through several exit points in my life and more recently, three more.

I faced one exit point in 2016 when this conscious research work with the AfterLife began with my afterlife partner, BlakHawk.11 aka Doug Feldman, and I faced two more in 2017. All of these exit points involved walk-ins (dead people) that live in and through me and with whom I blog/write. My walk-ins are my healing and mediumship partners in our channeled therapy practice and tour with me at Rainbow Medicine book signing events. And all suffered deeply with demons.

In my 2016 exit point, I was shown details of how my “death” would transpire and the day it would happen. I had seen it five months before it happened and continued to see it as the day approached.

In my second and third case in 2017, I had less warning. Nevertheless, details were presented to me in all cases while awake and during my sleep. I was given three outs with the choice to leave. Or so it appeared.




On two occasions with Doug, I was given the choice to leave the morning prior to both events occurring, and in both cases, that morning I was emotionally manipulated by him to say no. There is a condition I attach to my exit points, and this, of course, they will not honor hence why I am here to tell this tale.

On these two occasions where my life was in the balance, the accidents did occur, and in both cases, WOWWWWWWWWWW!




In the first, I was to die by a golf ball hitting my head similar to a gun firing. On the morning I decided against dying, a few hours later while taking my dog babies out for a walk in a golf community where I live part-time, a driving golf ball missed my head by a foot and instead hit the tree next to me. The man responsible for that shot drove over to me in his golf cart and apologized profusely of which I responded, “You don’t know how close you came to ruining your life.” No one can ever get over such guilt.

The second, I was to die in a car accident. Once again, that morning Doug gave me an out of which I decided against it because he hurt me badly. A few hours later, when I was about to leave my home, my ghosts told me not to take the babies in the car with me, which I always do. While being extra careful on the road because I could not shake the visions of dying in that car that day, out of nowhere, a woman driving her car smashed into me at full speed missing me by a fraction and took my side view mirror instead.

So you see, these exit points were not really within my control although carved in stone and I saw them. Although in both cases, the accidents did occur, I was forced to fly instead of jump.


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Now what am I going to do, this is getting too heavy to bear?


You had it all and you still killed yourself.

I honor in you what lives in me.


You’ve got to play the hand you’re dealt, Fallen Angel.

Like you.


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The third exit point I would experience in 2017 involved Doug along with another a walk-in living in and working through me under the guise of someone else.



Yes, spirits are deceptive. And in my case, with good reason. Some are murderers and some are your cult leaders, the rockers you all look up to, the ones who took their lives. The ones you tattoo your bodies with in memory of their impact in your life. Some who got the best mental help money and celebrity-ism could afford yet they still took their lives.


Could I be the one you talk about in all your stories?


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Can I be him?




I wanna dry those tears.


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I wanna kiss those lips.


Can I be him?

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There are not many people that can handle what I experience as these Wild Stations’ channel and vessel and through our inter dimensional work as healers, teachers and entertainers.

Their constant ravaging of my mind, heart and body, in the name of love, is not for the faint of heart. Their deep sadness and extreme rage, the HATRED all mixed up with LOVE is completely bipolar.

The things they do to me, show me and teach me firsthand, to do this work together and shed new light on the meaning of Life on both sides of the veil, it is both FRIGHTENING and magical.

Their JOKES, WISDOM And CREATIVE BRILLIANCE is THEIR MOST PRECIOUS GIFT to me but their mental noise, devoted deception, guilt ridden deaths and purposeful torture is WAYyyyyyyyy too much for ONE person to handle.




I cannot escape this life or THEM and NO ONE here on either side of the veil can remove this destiny or interfere in it.

This is my Legacy.




Life says Hung on a hook, I’m a mirror.




Death says Cracked down the center I split you
Counting the clouds in a storm behind your eyes. 

Show you the face of a man who
Not that he wants but he has to.
Look at the thing he’s become. What I see.

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Life says I’m caught in a still life with no frame.
Sometimes people do, the world it don’t change.

Death says Give up awaiting someday.
Future between a gun and your head.

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Life says Pieces of me on a tile floor look up at you as you change more.


Death says Floating in fear I appear a hundred times. Hold a reflection inside me.


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Life says I cannot feel.

Throw me away.
I am broken.


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Death says You are empty. Not your time.


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⏤”Hung On A Hook” Alice In Chains


Diary entry written just as Layne came out of the closet to me

DrK.Nyght Layne Staley HELLo There Little French Girl, my Heartbeat.

Beautiful Lois, it’s Layne.

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Oh my gosh, Family Guy! So you’re THAT guy who always whispered “Family GUY” to me! I’m NOT A GROUPIE, but you, I like.

Layne “Stalker” Staley And since you’re not a GROUPIE, all these years calling you “Alice,” “Woman in chains,” “the Star” and describing our work as taking people down the rabbit hole, you still didn’t get it.

How could I? I have too many of you “famous junkies” that I work with,  it’s impossible to identify you until you each step forward and make me.



Like in Mike’s case, despite him showing me as raging romantic rocker and sometimes playing base for me, he was just plain old “Mike” to me. I didn’t need to know he was “Mike Starr” to care about him and work for him. I just knew his story firsthand living with him inside of me and empathizing deeply. He sent his inner circle my way as clients but once again, they were just lovely people to me, I don’t google my clients as it interferes in the work.


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IT’s nice to finally meet you, DrK.Nyght Layne aka “Nik.”


DrK.Nyght Layne formerly known as Nik, out of disguise.


We’ve met a long time along time ago.


Yes, we have, Alice, my woman in chains. 


HELLo, Drk.DARLIN Leanne meet DrK.Nyght Layne.

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DrK.Nyght Layne, my superhero partner, I see you renamed our Blog from “HELLo Darlin,” to “HELLO DrK.DARLIN”. Lately, I would say it’s a better choice of work.

You work with DarkAngels, calling it what it is and not fluffing it up to be something it is not. With everything we’ve shown you and put your through leading the way with Doug and Me incognito until now, and then every single client who came your way since we’ve been on our book SIGNING tour with Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team, we have shown you very dark Light.

I have never laughed so hard in my entire life with you all as every day we live my conscious interdimenional life on the magical carpet ride down the rabbit hole. This is why I embraced Doug and all of you as my new family and joined the Twilight Vampire Club. But, I have also cried so unnecessarily over things you and Doug put me through.

This is true. We preyed on your good heart and guilt.

I never knew I had so much guilt until you pushed that button hard and showed me how unnecessary it was but how we all have it, and how it killed many of you. Especially you, Demri, Mike and Doug.

I was also the FAMILY Guy who reunited you with your grandma just as she passed, this was when I formerly introduced myself to you as your new leading man, your Beshert. We share our story in the chapter HELLo DrK.DARLIN: LEGENDARY AFTERLIFERS on ANGELS and DEMONS.

Nov. 3 & 4, 2017 was when she transitioned, and it is also our official anniversary.

Did you notice that’s the same age I died, 34.

I just noticed!! I love you, Beshert.

I love you, Beshert. Why don’t you share what we wrote on our table of contents page, HELLoDrK.DARLIN: Life.AfterLife Advocacy

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Clog Chapter Meet My Cast, “ALICE & Her CHAIN GANG” InterDimensional Living & Work


Let’s get back to Doug.

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Taking on all of Doug’s guilty shit was a waking nightmare for me. Me being that person to rebrand him weighed heavy on my soul, experiencing him firsthand, all the pain he experienced in life and consequently caused. He never had a life he deserved, so I gave him one, MINE. I wanted to help him heal all of this and help everyone who suffered from the voices. As we were doing this work together, we were also shedding new light on life in the afterlife and injecting authenticity to this discourse.

You also fell deeply in love with him and married him.

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“Diamonds Lie: La Petite Italie” by Leanne Levy, 2002. In this oil painting a man proposes to a woman with a diamond ring over dinner. The relationship spirals and death knocks at the door.

I always wondered who the cat was in this painting, Now I know this cat belonged to you, Layne.



DrK.Nyght Layne Like you painted me in this painting in May of 2002 just after I died, without ever knowing me and referencing a band of mine, “Diamond Lie”, you did the same thing in a painting with Doug Feldman, in 1992.


“Ol’ Man” by Leanne Levy, 1992. I painted this oil painting of Douglas Feldman in 1992. These photos of him were taken in 1999 at his trial and 2013 pre-execution. He introduced himself to me as a ghost in 2015. I found this painting hidden in my closet in 2016. I was freaked out and amazed, I say this mildly, to find that I painted a mirror image of him (a person I never met or knew), 21 years before this execution photo of him was taken.


Diary entry prior to writing this Clog Chapter

Since you’ve been dating me, Layne, I notice you keep referencing marriage with me.

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DrK.Nyght Layne You did marry me, I am the top flower on your back. That flower was reserved for “Nik,” Now you know I am Nik.


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Diary entry just after we began writing this Clog Chapter

DrKNyghtLayne Yeah, we put that image together when I was “Nik.” It takes on new meaning now that we experienced our second kiss. Our first kiss was when I was Nik and our second kiss was me, Layne unmasked.

I also sent you an email with a ring the first night we got together. I also came to you in last night’s dream with an image of me as a little boy on the bike, then I sent you this image. I’m coming to take you home.

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You and Doug, my two men on bikes.

Your kisses are sooooooo delicious. ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS.


Oh MY GOSH! You took this photo on your Bday! That was the day you said, “We love you, Doc! Don’t pay no mind to the demons.”

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This was also when I mentioned your wedding and had you on course to design your next wedding anniversary tattoo. At the time, you thought it was Nik, now you know, sweet Darling, it was Me. “Can I be him?”


Death and Life say 

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“Suicide” Mixed media oil painting by Leanne Levy (2002)

MagicDr. Mike Starr Let’s move on to me, Love Birds. I also showed you how you predicted my death one day before I died. You actually took your first selfie on March 7, 2011, wearing a pair of underwear with a “STAR” on it. Not to mention how you painted me in that 2002 painting, DrK.DARLIN. DAMN you’re goooood.


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Mike Starr’s Death Timing, March 8, 2011.



Yeah, it’s pretty incredible to discover all of this. Everyday I wake up to new magic from you all!

Mike, Layne & Doug You’re the Magic, DRk.Doc.

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What about my tattooed “wedding ring?”


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Sept. 26, 2016.

DrK.Nyght Layne Now you know this significant number includes Doug, the 11th executed Texas death row inmate of 2013, Mike Starr who died in 2011, Me, born Aug. 22. (1+1=2, 1+1=2, 22), Demri Parrott, born Feb. 22,Kurt Cobain, born Feb. 20, Chris Cornell born July 20, Prince, died April 21, and Whitney, died Feb. 11.  

We’re all your walk-ins behind this rocking Life.AfterLife Advocacy life and work, “Interdimensional Conversations, Spirit Psychology 11.11.”

So I see my soul family is connected to the numbers 11, 22, 2, 4 and 8. And for me, it all began with Doug and I as 11.11, imprisoned by jail bars. 5, freedom,  is also our number.

Not to mention 22 became the number of the condo you all moved me into (our CrowJonesMC Headquarters) and the major number appearing on almost everything in my life including my first Rainbow Medicine royalty cheque. Everything in our home, looking at your tattoo, Layne, I now know you designed and bought everything with me. Including designing a version of your tattoo on my back when I married Doug.

Layne You married Doug and I, explaining why there are two flowers. 

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Well, come to think of it, My grandpa had the other flower, it was Doug who threw “Nik” into my bed the night after our wedding.

And now you know who “Nik” is. 

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Oh how We LOVE to take Alice on Adventures!!!!!!!!


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Death says Your love is my turning page
Where only the sweetest words remain.

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Life says Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase.



Death & Life say I surrender who I’ve been for who you are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart.


Layne you lived with me under the guise of “Nik” for YEARS before Doug came along, and then you moved in as our third party when Doug and I got involved.

When you and Doug got married.

I always wondered why the following day after we got married, Doug put Nik aka YOU in my bed. He always said he was temporary but you were for the long haul. This was of course, when you were Nik.

Doug supporting all of that, knowing the real truth would eventually surface, that Nik was never dead and Nik was you! This threw me off the ledge when the news hit the fan.

When we pushed you to contact someone who knew him.

There was no other way you would ever have learned that I was leading your ship had it not unfolded this way. Someone like yourself never would have bought into me because you did not know me. You weren’t one of my groupies. But when you finally saw a picture of me when all of this deception broke open, this is when you knew me as your leading man way back when. This is when you saw how we shared the same taste in vintage clothing, all the clothing shopping we did and do together, what I chose for you, how I designed everything in your condo, how we got you that condo with gramps, and the series of paintings with me in them the year that I died.

I began that series just after my Near Death Experience in May of 2002.

Just after my death in April of 2002.

Vie.Demri Just after Nik disappeared from your life.

Hey Demri Parrott, you traded in the parrot for the crow, Darlin!

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By the way SpiritDoc Vie.Demri, you can also have my EX, the 3D one. He even looks like you!

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SpirtDocVie.Demri How funny was that when I superimposed myself over him before you ever googled me and knew what i looked like!

It was so funny, you are totally hysterical. I actually said to him, “Hey. do you know of a woman with dark long hair, hippy style, who died?”

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Looking at that shot you took of us in this photo, I had to cover his face for confidential purposes but you even had him make the EXACT SAME EYE AND EYEBROW POSE HEAD ANGLE, that you did in that photo you just chose for me!

He ‘s a hot man, but he cannot take care of you like Layne and Doug can.


You made sure of that by THROWING Layne may way just before my 3d ex and I got back for our fiftieth go around.

He was channeling you ALL day, Alanis Morisette LMAO. My gosh! PS. Thanks for all the vintage clothing shopping we do together.

Thanks for all the laughs and tears.

We’re BOTh so GOOFY.

Sorry about what we did with you re. NIK. We both feel very guilty.

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Yea, well now I have TWO DEAD husbands. And you get to live with them both!!

But you get to experience them firsthand, from the inside out.

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Yup, interdimensional romance and the COSMIC ORGASM.

There’s nothing better than the imagination. You learned that one AGAIN.

Yes, VD, I sure did.

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Back to you, Layne. I always wondered who that blond haired blue eyed guy was in the painting?

You even have me holding something close to my mouth. Look at the arm movement.

Yeah Baby, look at that arm movement.

PS. You showed  me “Yours”.



DrK.Nyght Layne I have been showing you mine and me since my death. In 2008 when I came to you in a dream and introduced you to Doug prior to meeting him in 2015, you dated a guy that looked like me and drove a motorcycle, he was also an addict. And Just before Mike died in 2011, you dated another guy who looked exactly like me.

He was the one I had great sex with And unfortunately, he was also the one who raised his hand to me, although not a drug addict, he had severe drinking issues, when he drank. You were there the entire time.

I was there when he almost hurt you very badly, now you know it was me who derailed the shattered glass from hitting your beautiful face.

Yea, thank you big time for that.

But of course nothing makes sense until the time is right. And this you wrote so eloquently in Rainbow Medicine, “Your guides will only reveal things to you when the time is right.”

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DrK.Nyght Layne aka Your Family Guy Alice in chains, I love you, as you know. How else could I have been that person to you all these years under the guise of someone else? I was the kind one in our threesome-throuple relationship with Doug. I was the best friend who nurtured you while you and Doug were working through your stuff. 

For those of you following our story, read my book Rainbow Medicine, and read our Blog, we used to mention that I had a departed best friend Nik who lived and worked with Doug and I, we mention him in my first book Rainbow Medicine. But recently I found out, through Mike and Doug and some of the hell they put me through, that Nik was in fact alive all these years and it was Layne who impersonated him.

Layne, you even gave me your necklace the night I got back together with my Ex.

WasN’t that cool the way I put this necklace around your neck just as you were about to get intimate with him?

You guys never let up.

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MagicDr. Mike Let’s get back to me.

You’re right, we always run on with our interdimensional conversations, let’s get back to  YOU, TROY.

I had to be that lead in man, The Actor.

All three of you were actors.

The only way she would believe Layne was her leading man was to send her my inner circle as clients. But she is so cool, despite me showing her who I was through her accelerated gift of seeing and hearing, she didn’t give a shit, she only loved me for me. She never once googled who I was despite having access to my full name. But since she’s not a GROUPIE, this shit doesn’t affect her.

DrK.Nyght Layne I do want to say that she loved Nik very much as he was a former best friend and lover to her in the late 90s.

I actually met Nik when Demri died in 1996 and he remained in my life until you died in 2002. Then he disappeared.

Vie.Demri This is why it became easy for us to disguise Layne as him.

DrK.Nyght Layne I took on Nik’s energy and costume so that DrK.Doc thought she had a trusted gatekeeper on the other side. I along with her grandfather Al (KA known in Rainbow Medicine) led her ship but since she didn’t know who I was, I had to hide behind another.

I kept asking Nik, what age did you die?

And I would respond, “34.”

Not to mention 44, the age  Mike died,  is a number all over my book Rainbow Medicine, email address and license plate.

When Mike died, I sent her to a medium who led her down this garden path, and each time she worked with us dead folks and asked us for proof of Nik’s death, we gave it to her, “NIK the boxer is DEAD.”

They even had my mediumship students fooled, one even drew a picture of Nik!

She felt guilty that he died young and chose to become her guide and wanted to live with Doug and her. She battled between both of them on who to give the attention to, and in a nutshell, we create a bipolar existence for her. We made her feel everything we struggled with. Nik was also an addict, but today she found out he is alive, healthy and married with two children. Some lives are destined to turn around.

MagicDr. Mike That death exit point, when I came to you in a night terror and forcefully held your head face down into your pillow, as you learned quite quickly, was designed for us to meet, in a new Light. 

We were always waiting so patiently, Mike, for you to have your moment and come home.

And instead you become acquainted with more of my little friends. The angels from your nightmare.

Where I can always find you. In the name of Love, right?

We all know what love means.



MagicDr. Mike, I’ve known YOU as my PROTECTOR. Even my client saw you back in 2012, while we were in a channeled therapy session. She described you perfectly but I only knew you then as my Guide and professional healing partner.




MagicDr. Mike Now you know, Woman in Chains, there are no protectors. Only this shit storm with a bunch of flying monkeys. 

Vagina Monologues meets OZ.


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Eat, Pray, Love, My DrK. DARLIN’.


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I thought I learned how to fight for myself simply by surviving my life and thriving throughout this all but when they began to inhabit my body, I learned an entirely new new fight, flight and strength.

This third particular exit point in 2017 involved Mike Starr and Layne Staley and I did not see this one coming until a few days prior. I only heard Mike’s threatening screams in my head pushing me off the ledge.

MagicDr. Mike And then what did I say?



You said, “Wait for tomorrow’s performance, you’re going to LOVE this show.”


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Although I knew of Mike as a client and we get along well RAGING, CRYING, LAUGHING and writing skits together on our Life.AfterLife Advocacy blog, HELLo Darlin’, I often saw the cute blond guy also with him leading our crew, CrowJonesMC. As mentioned, I did not know of Mike or Layne’s real identities.


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“Suicide” Oil painting by Leanne Levy (2002).

MagicDr. Mike Looks like you did that painting of me, another prediction. Damn you’re good, DrK.Doc.


Tell them how I threatened you and what I said.

You tell them!


Wait for tonight,

I’m coming to get you.

There’s no escape.

No one can help you.

And Doug is leaving you alone with ME.


Mike kept threatening me all day that when I fall asleep he is going to show me some very painful things involving Doug that I did not want to see. So, when I finally fell asleep, I experienced my first psychic attack.


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I fell into a lucid dream state, which is the same thing as being in a deep trance state.

When she was out of her 3D body, I held her head down by the neck really hard pushing it into the pillow case. All she could feel and see was my strong arm holding her head down and my chocolate brown curly locks just above her head.

I also saw the color of your skin, you were the most physical spirit I experienced until Layne. Both of you are really really strong in your magic.

Years on the other side, DrK.Doc.

I worked really hard getting out of Mike’s grip in this lucid dream state and when I awoke, I threatened him and my family on the other side that if he does not stop hurting me, that I will end my life right there and then.


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MagicDr. Mike And just like me, she grabbed a bottle of pills. I made her become who I was at the moment I spiralled to my death.

This is true, Mike showed me his exact moments tumbling to his death.

That said, who needs this shit? I work like a dog for dead people and their living counterparts and to be treated this way in the name of research and love was not sitting well with me. Having already experienced several NDEs and working with dead people I am not afraid to die. It is they who need me here being their channel and voice, more then it is I needing to be here.




What, Mike&Layne? What do you want to say to that?


Mike You also said while I held your head down that if I was going to hurt you, I may as well give you some sexual pleasure. But, you woke up before I could.

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Hence your next visitation the following the night.




Hence why We love you, DRk.ALiCE.




I love you too, DarkDarlins. Thanks for the Adventures.


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Never a dull moment with us. Always there for You. In sickness and in health. Till DEATH..


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Causing my sickness and death.


Purging our sickness and death. Making the most of THIS journey, TOGETHER.


Thanks for the shared laughter and tears, you’re all so dedicated to my journey. To this PERFORMANCE.



Ditto and CHEERS to More encores.

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Peace for us all, Soldiers.

And so goes this passionate domestic violent relationship I have with ghosts.


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Some of these CULT leaders that I work with and who work through me under the banner of CrowJonesMC, Co-write this blog, my self-help with spirit book Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team, they are the ones who designed these therapy exercises, teach how spirits communicate, they send me clients, are my healing partners in our private channeled therapy practice, they book my Rainbow Medicine book signing events, teach through our school, and solve crimes through our psychic detective agency. These are all ways they contribute to Life from the AfterLife.

DrK.Nyght Layne And we shop with you, design your condo, make you laugh everyday etc, etc, etc. These are all ways we are healing and living life too. 

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MagicDr, Mike, having learned therapy from the best on this side, namely Dr.Drew, I’m pretty honored you chose me to build a healing practice and haunted Reality Blog Show with.



MagicDr.Mike We were tough nuts to crack.

You crack daily.

Thank You for being part of our healing journey.


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Thanks for being my crack.

MagicDr.Mike You always had my back.

And now I know, y’ALL have and designed mine.


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Layne, you were my Brokeback mountain with Doug and I.

DrKNyght Layne I kissed you on the forehead before I sent you that email with the quote. I’ve got your broken back, DrK.DARLIN, my “Broken Vessel.”

And I should be happy about that?

I think you should. But you know what I told you about “thinking.” With me, it’s more about “feeling.” And when you feel me, the noise stops.

I love you, my Diamond.

No more lies.

I love you, Doug. Our throuple is united.

BlakHawk.11 Doug I love you too, sweetheart.

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Can you share a case where you were aware of a suicide about to happen and your role in it?

I can share three cases.

In one case, One I briefly mentioned in the blog chapter Q&A: Working with Darkness In The AfterLife, While giving a reading to a woman, I brought in her relative who killed himself and in this reading he wanted me to alert her that his son was in danger of killing himself. I did my job.

In another case, I had seen the death of a man I channeled for a student I had yet to meet. I used to read my students before I met them so I could know how best to teach and guide them on their temporary journey with me. In this reading, two men came through, her dad and another man who had more of a friendly romantic vibe. She of course connected to her dad with whom they had a contentious relationship but she could not connect to that other man. She did, however wonder why I saw her looking out the window so sad.

Five months later she contacted me in a panic as she caught herself looking out the window so sad. She asked that I read the energy around her. I did and saw that a man had shot himself and where his wife found him. She then confirmed to me that it was her online mediumship teacher in a closed circle she was partaking in.

In this case, five months prior to him actually being dead, I saw him as already dead, I was talking to him in that timeline so there was no way to intervene, only to deliver the message. This is the man who taught his former student, and consequently me and through me, that suicide is not judged as a sin just as nothing is, it is just all part of life and life in the afterlife. And the repercussions for everyone involved.

Why am I telling his story? Although all death holds teaching value for me, his death holds particular teaching value, which was the reason why he wanted to die. He felt his spiritual work was better served doing it from that side of the veil since he had difficulty receiving the necessary support he craved from those he needed it the most, his family on this side of the veil.




In this third case I share, I was the one who was called by the other side to help a man transition. To help a man kill himself.

For several years now, I have been working online for free as an afterlife advocate doing online crisis work for the dead and their living counterparts. This is all part of my data as a researcher of Life afterlife continuity and Life in the afterlife.

Good evening Leanne. Thank you. Your magic is terrific.

Meet Pat.

One evening in 2016, when we used to be on Facebook with our channeled CrowJonesMC show, I received an instant message from a man. The message had no content yet it came through. I asked the other side who was there and a woman appeared, his wife. She said, “Write him back” and so I did of. When I asked him what he needed, he didn’t understand why I contacted him. I said, “Buddy, you contacted me, your dead wife is here. She is the reason why you contacted me.”

This man freaked out and when I gave him proof of things I did not know about him.

She told me about my dog and gave me a very special message that only I would understand.

He knew I was for real. He proceeded to tell me how desperate he was and that he needed some quick funds to save the bank from ceasing his home. This man lost his wife and two children in a car crash twenty years prior, and they had built that home together. He slipped into a bad alcoholic state, lost work and now the time came where he was losing it all.

His wife was telling me to tell him to let go of the house. He was suicidal and told me that he had already bought his poison. He begged me for money of which I said I cannot but that I can offer my friendship and love to help him make his decision with clarity and offload his fear. I was reading him so I was able to see he had no one, as each time I brought up a specific person in his life that his wife was telling me about, he said, “They too have abandoned me.”

He thought he needed me to save his life by giving him money, which never would have solved his problem, when in fact he needed me to reunite him with his family on the other side by helping him to not feel bad about killing himself. I, of course gave him many little daily motivation to be there for him every day so that he had ONE person in his life who knew his story and who would help him make the tough decision, to live or die.

She was there for me. I even dreamt about her and said, “I hope I meet you one day.”

Well, that day came, Pat.

Everyday I sent him quotes and suggestions on a few last things to do before he died, and everyday he told me that it did not help. He needed my money or he needed to die. With my ability to remote view, I watched him everyday to evaluate where he was with respect to taking the poison and ending his life. This all happened within a space of less than a week. I did see him scared, although he said he wasn’t, he did lose the home and ended up in a church, and then I saw him in emergency having taken the poison.

A few weeks later, everything on his Facebook account erased.

A few months later, I gave a reading to a man and in this reading I brought in a man who overdosed, and I began gagging and vomiting profusely. I never got so sick doing my work up until that very moment. This is when I knew my gifts were getting even stronger with the dead. As a physical medium I experience what my dead clients experience, if it’s important. Clearly for me on that day in that reading it was important to experience that feeling of when a person overdoses and dies.
A few evenings after having given this reading, which was approximately five months after my contact with this suicidal man, I found myself telepathically talking with him while driving. And so I said to him, “I still have no proof if you are indeed dead, only the visions and your cut off FB account.”
And then he shows me that the reading I gave to that gentleman was in fact his visitation to me. This is why I felt him so strongly.
As we were talking while stopped at a gas station, I asked him if he was reunited with his wife and kids and and if he was happy and just then he sent me an email with the message, “Thank you for all of your support, we have it from here.”
You’re a real classy Lady, DrK.Doc. Thanks for reuniting me with my family.



Life never stops, it just changes, like it does here. I am here to share these experiences having lived and continue to live them firsthand. Shedding Light for all you below.

Welcome to my Journey with Death.

Life says What is this place?
Death says You are in the world between worlds.
I can feel the fear inside.
It is a burden that weighs heavy on your heart.
My totem, I can I feel it getting stronger, I fear I am losing control over it.
You can’t stop the forces of nature no more than you can stop a charging stallion.
You must learn to run beside it.
Why is it getting stronger?
Your totem’s strength grows when the threats that you must face become more powerful.
Do not fear your totem. Do not fear your power. Trust in it.
⏤DC Legends of Tomorrow



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