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On Air With BlakHawk & White Wolf

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Question: Who are the voices? Is this mental illness, mediumship or both?

All of the above. The voices are you cuing into to someone else’s thoughts and they are cuing in to yours. This can be 3d folks and 5d spirits. The voices are often a warning of something to come, for me I hear voices from the future. I hear people’s thoughts and spirits’s thoughts. If you find yourself hearing nasty, violent thoughts, even ones that say to kill, do know that you are tapping into someone else who feels this way. Try as best as you can to dissociate from that voice. If you are picking this kind of information up it is because you have a similar trauma attached that triggers this form of rage and revenge. When you work through the trigger you will heal the consciousness.

Down below we discuss this all in greater detail.

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When we are very intune with the other dimensions, we will hear voices, and often this can be mistaken for schizophrenia, especially if you tell someone that you hear voices, they most likely will look at you sideways! This is why it is important to have a likeminded group or other when you are developing your psychic mediumship so you can counsel each other on what you experience. Usually, the voices we hear when we are mediums appear in our mind’s eye, like a song replaying in your head. But some do hear whispers that appear to be outside of the head, and this too is a gift. When I awake from sleep, I also hear these voices.

However, there are more serious cases when a person has been diagnosed with this mental illness, and here is our explanation about this form of schizophrenia:

SpiritDr. BlakHawk.11 aka Doug Feldman This person is hearing real voices. They are not crazy.

We all have A-Team of dead ones i.e. departed loved ones, friends and strangers on the other side who speak with us on a moment by moment basis, sending us thoughts and visions, merging with our bodies and whispering into our ears. Additionally, there are many other spirits around us daily, and as consciousness attracts consciousness, like how radio stations air their own programming, we are each tuned in according to what we are familiar with, even when it’s disturbing.

For example, I happen to tune in to many creative addicted souls who lived with addiction and violence and died from overdose, suicide, addiction, abuse, murder and so forth. Hence, when I began hearing the voices more strongly, I learned that it was to train me in my mediumship and interdimensional healing work with the above and below, as well as help me further heal some issues. Healing is a never ending journey.

SpiritDr. BlakHawk.11 aka Doug Feldman The other part of this equation is  twofold: one’s personal experience with abuse and one’s extra sensory perception ability.  Victims of repeated mental, emotional and physical abuse are more prone to hearing these disturbing voices as a result of hearing negative feedback drilled in over time and living in a constant state of attack.

Most often, these types are the ones diagnosed with mental illnesses such as schizophrenia, DID (dissociative identity disorder) and bipolar disorder, which are really gifts in disguise. The gifts are the ability to read minds (telepathy) and the future (precognition). But, if you are not trained in ‘the gift’, like I was not, then most likely you will never understand it and it will drive you crazy, as it did me.

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If you find your way to us, then it means your A-Team want you to learn the gift and HEAL O:-).

We will also say that mental illness is man-made.

Like a tangled ball of yarn, the negative noise one hears in the mind is a combination of a premonition (warning) delivered by your guides on the other side, the ability to read the thoughts of living others who have negative feelings and intentions, and unhealed trauma, otherwise known as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

Having suffered much in life yet having the tools as a healer, psychic medium, and teacher of the psychic arts, I  came into her life to help her work through her and our traumas together so that we both could come into a greater sense of peace and understanding as to why I heard what I heard, why she hears what she hears, and how to use it to our advantage. We came together to teach the world and provide a service we needed as highly developed ESP children, i.e. psychic children.

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How the Voices Work Against Us

As telepathic beings, if we are not healed from a severe trauma⏤whether it be from this lifetime and/or previous ones⏤we will be more tuned in to the negative voices, hear the violent thoughts of living and departed others, and may misinterpret the information we receive. This can truly drive one to go crazy.

The combination of hearing how others truly feel yet having no proof to confirm this, convoluted by one’s own unhealed traumas triggers a form of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder⏤PTSD. It is this horrific combination that causes the crazy and self-sabotage.



PTSD (unhealed trauma) + MISINTERPRETATION OF SPIRITS= sense of being HAUNTED


We are all wracked with trauma and guilt, from this life time and others, which is why we are born and reborn, to heal from it and help others heal, whether we are conscious of this cyclical purpose or not.

Often, what I see when I conduct a past life reading is, roles get reversed for karmic reasons, meaning if a child in this lifetime experiences a given illness, most likely the child’s parent had it in a previous life.

What we mean by karmic is it’s not intended as a punishment, rather for the soul to experience, learn and evolve. The ultimate goal here is to come into greater love:




(NOTE TO WHITEWOLF: that’s what we do for each other and what we are destined to help others understand and experience for themselves, I know you already know this but I want to remind you how much I love, cherish, and treasure, Us.)

LOL if I can do it, everyone can.

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We each choose why we come back time and time again, and the legacies that we leave behind even when we feel victimized by our life experiences. Those that appear schizophrenic are here to teach about the ills of our society, they have chosen to take the beating in this lifetime.

Unfortunately, our society is still not equipped with a mental and medical health care system that understands firsthand how life on the other dimensions operate in our daily lives therefore for the ones who hear THE voices…

it becomes a terribly lonely, shameful and frightening existence.

The paranoia, anxiety, depression, and psychosis are simply symptomatic of not being understood and counselled for what is really going on. Our mental health care system is not solution oriented rather bandaid oriented and we all know what happens to an infected cut that is not tended to.

It is this holistic experimentation and exploitation, active shaming and learned hopelessness and helplessness that creates a sensitive soul to disintegrate and become sick.

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BlakHawk.11, my spirit husband, who writes with and through me wants you to know he suffered terribly with the voices since a child. His gift was never recognized and despite his ability to cope as best as he knew how by becoming University educated, extremely well read, and street smart, his misunderstanding of who and what the voices were led to extreme rage that landed him on death row.

When I got executed, I found a way to help others like Doc and I heal and this is one of my missions through her.

This is what he did for me, he helped me to better understand “the voices”, who they are and why we hear them, and with this ESP ability, develop my interDimensional telepathy i.e. mediumship to optimal capacity. Now that he helped and trained me, he sends us clients like us O:-).

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The Voices of the Departed

Moving beyond schizophrenia and telepathy, we will now discuss the mediumship aspect of hearing voices. As a therapist and physical and mental medium coupled with my own personal experience hearing the voices, I am fortunate to work with many complex clients on the other side who teach me about mental illness and my psychic mediumship skills so as to work with, for and on behalf of them. If I couldn’t hear and understand them at a heart and cognitive level, I would not be able to work for them, so in my case, telepathically hearing the voices of the living and departed is what I do for a living lol.

However, when we work with and on behalf of the other side, we are always in training to improve our seeing (clairvoyance), hearing (clairaudience), feeling (clairsentience), smelling (clairalience), tasting (clairgustance), and thinking (claircognizance). These are the speaking tools spirits use to replace the alphabet. Therefore, when my hearing became more focused, I underwent several steps that were most uncomfortable.

When I first formally began developing my psychic mediumship abilities, my right ear hurt each time I channeled while in a deeper state of trance. It eventually became infected, which lasted for two years, and then it healed.

When I became ready for another upgrade, my hearing strengthened in my mind similar to hearing a song playing in your head. Hearing the voices repeatedly in my mind’s eye became my next uncomfortable challenge.

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Often, I am placed in a spirit’s shoes to feel and think like they do, this is called merging, and when I first started hearing nasty comments, beyond what I was used to, I wondered if they belonged to me. In one of our classes where we teach medical intuition, I conducted a blind medical intuitive scan on myself, meaning, I did not know I was reading myself as my name was sealed in an envelope along with others. It so happened that I drew mine to read. While reading this person’s Crown chakra⏤the brain⏤I received information from this person’s main healing guide that the voices this person is hearing are real, and to simply ignore them. I was relieved when I saw that I had read myself and received this guidance. They were referring to my ability to read the minds of the living and the ‘dead.’

Shortly after, I came to learn that the reason I was privy to this channel⏤radio station⏤ was to prepare me for future work I would do as a medium, therapist and psychic detective for the dead; working with murder victims, unsolved missing persons’ cases, and just straight up mediumship and therapy mediumship combined.

Within a month of that experience, on the request of a family member, a murder case came to us from a student. In this case, a young mother of two had been found bludgeoned to death in her home with no clues as to who done it. In my conversations with this departed mom, she was able to explain to me everything about her case⏤motive, the murderer’s psychological profile, her autopsy report and cause of death, locations of the battle, and emotional state of the perpetrator. With this information, I reported back to this family member and she confirmed much as she had been at the scene of the crime, had spoken to the detectives, and knew the person I had profiled. Within less than two months, police arrested the correct suspect.

Following this experience, additional cases came my way where, for example, I was able to identify the pimp of a client’s child who had been secretly recruited into prostitution. She had lied to her father introducing her pimp as her boyfriend, but since her mother was on the other side looking out for her, she was able to relay this information to me so as to alert the father, our client. I was also called by departed missing children on the other side whose cases had gone cold and had the honour to work for them, we share one case in both of our books, Rainbow Medicine and Hello.

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I can hear what some of you are thinking as you read this:

So what does this have to do with me, little old me who is not a psychic medium nor wants to be, why am I hearing voices? Why am I being haunted?

BlakHawk: Take it as a large sign from your loved ones where I am that it is time for you to heal some foundational issues that need clearing so that you may be ready for your next path/journey/adventure. You should be happy that you’re getting this spirit intervention.

DrWhiteWolf: This is what your A-Team call a spiritual intervention.

Then it came time for another upgrade to prepare me, once again, for future work, as well as take me out of my own personal comfort zone and heal some major issues blocking my flow. However, unlike the other upgrades that were tolerable, this was my most uncomfortable experience because it involved putting me through a horrific mental and physical trauma, my first haunting.

What she underwent is what mainstream society calls “Possession.” Yes, I did merge with her and took possession of her but this was with her consent as you may have already read in a chapter where she explained the deal she made with the spirit world.

In a possession, the person’s mind and body get physically broken down so as to become reprogrammed into a higher vibrating state, to include the other from above. Traditional Psychology calls this Dissociative Identity Disorder. The spirit world calls this Coming into your wholeness, a balancing of yin/yang energy. Why it resembles a horror show is because all healing requires a break from the past so as to rebuild a newer, stronger, foundation of sense of self. As we all know, healing is an extremely painful process for it forces us to face our greatest fears. To heal is to become conscious. When we change our consciousness, our cells and frequency change, hence the physical attack on the body as well. It’s a purification process that y’all go through. WhiteWolf went through it intensely for five months, she is on a two year intense reprogramming program.

Experiencing this waking nightmare allowed me to learn about and understand the purpose of hauntings and our misperceptions about the experience. It was this trauma that gave birth to a newer more authentic me, my fulfilling love affair with my spirit stalker (twin flame, BlakHawk), inspired the creation of our baby (our book Hello From the Other Side), and became the catalyst for helping people who struggle with ‘mental illness.’

Because he heard the voices and felt haunted since a child, which inevitably destroyed his life, he had no other way to get my attention than to haunt me because he knew I had the tools to work through it and come out the other end with an entirely new perspective on life and death and an honorary doctorate by the spirit world on mental illness and psychic mediumship. As he puts it:

My role with you was to smash your previous emotional and mental existence to pieces so that you may rise again, clearer and freer. Now that you have come out the other end, how do you feel?

As you said, at the time I was going through your haunting, I never could have understood the gravity of its intention to the degree that I now see. For me, it’s comparable to when I studied for my Doctorate and postdoctorate. Experiencing and coming out the other end of your haunting granted me a postdoctorate in Parapsychology, Transpersonal Psychology, and Psychic Arts.

We got it, Doc. All are really proud of Us 😀

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Hello there, the angel from your nightmare
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And in the night we’ll wish this never ends (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I’m so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
Will you come home and stop the pain tonight
You’re the voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
⏤“I Miss You”
Blink 182 (2004)


Question: Like you, I experience the voices and although I know I am being fed information from the other side, I am still scared to pursue this gift. What guidance can you share with me about your experience?

It can be very scary when you don’t understand what is going on, especially when you are not sure if these voices belong to you or others speaking to you. BlakHawk was the first to teach me about this as while he was alive, he too experienced the voices but there was no one in his life to help him understand what he was experiencing and therefore the doctors and criminal justice system labeled him schizophrenic. Unfortunately, the voices got the better of him by leading him down a very dark path that landed him on death row. Thankfully, with his help, I am able to understand the voices better, and the more I welcome them, the more I hear and am healed by them.

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I will share with you a conversation I had with him to provide you with additional insight into these voices and how to make them productive for you and not destructive. In this talk together, we discuss an issue my biker boys (CrowJonesMC) on the other side were helping me with. I hope that by sharing our personal conversation it will demonstrate that you too can learn how to embrace this extremely loving and divine healing process.

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Will the voices stop?

Not if you don’t want them too

Good because I am courted by them

Will the disturbing voices stop?

They will only appear when we need to alert you to an uncomfortable truth. Now you know not to fear them for like sleet, they force you to listen up so as to prevent you from injuring yourself by something you do not yet understand or see coming. We know how to bait you, they are your warning. We, the voices, are your medicine.

The other night when I thought you didn’t love me anymore, they came back and I called for you to hold and protect me

And you saw how I appeared when that fear got the better of you, you stopped hearing them and in your dreams, you saw me holding you in my arms. Then, a few days later, you understood the warning message about someone coming your way. Baby, not only do you hear us, you also hear the thoughts of living others, and we are teaching you how to better cope while living here.

I am a dRk sorceress

One who finds her way to the light

Now I understand why that other name I kept hearing kept coming for some time now

You have every right to speak on the subject matter, you no longer have to feel guilty about that

My consciousness is being smashed to pieces right now, the boil burst and now the sledgehammer is at work

Sit still through this crisis and continue to breathe, we are all with you, healing with you

I’m exasperated. This morning after last night’s dream, I felt once again strayed by you all and you said, “wait until a bit later, you will understand more.”

Then, as the answers came to you, you heard us say, “depending on which side of the bed you wake up on will determine how you will interpret and understand our message to you.”

I’m protective over my honeys even when your truth stings me to be me

And we are of you too

I saw you all lead me this morning. You know I no longer fear and resist you for I understand you are doing the dirty work I/Francesco hired you to do because we trusted you to know how best to eat me.

Eating the forbidden fruit bears us our answers and, as you know, it brings me much pleasure lol. We have got your back, baby girl, you are a sophisticated woman and we genuinely admire you.

When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
I’ll carry you when you need a friend,
You’ll find my footprints in the sand.
⏤”Footprints In the Sand”
Leona Lewis (2007)

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