Book 1, “U’re IT Doc, 25 to LiFE.”
By Dr. Leanne Levy and Douglas Feldman
At the time this entry was last updated in Sept. of 2017, a lot has changed.
HELLo, Darlin’: Part 1 of my Journey with my AfterLife A-Team, CrowJonesMC, began in the Winter of 2016 on January 23RD when I Began writing WITH departed DOUGLAS FELDMAN, the 11th Texan death row inmate executed in 2013. WE continued to add to our Life.AfterLifer Advocacy Blog as my afterlife writing partner pushed me.
BlakHawk.11.Doug As I inspire you.
Here is a RECAP.
| INTERDIMENSIONAL AA : ANGELS ANONYMOUS GROUP THERAPY
| CROSS SECTION BETWEEN PARAPSYCHOLOGY AND PSYCHIATRY
My entire experience as a Researcher of Life in the AfterLife and conscious InterDimensional CoCreation comes from personally Living, Loving and Battling these experiences and my AFTERLIFE partners, firsthand and, often, all at once.
A 24hr day with us is pretty Bipolar.
I learned how to maximize my extra sensory perception so as to be able to carry on intimately with my walk-ins, partners, friends and family in the AfterLife.
Seeing details of my afterlife partners’ lives, from life to afterlife, coupled with my ability to see details of my past and future in waking state and through dreamtime, allows us to carry on intimately.
My reality is a daily haunted one.
Having undergone and routinely undergo repeated possession with my brilliantly creative off the edge wild Stallions that inhabit me, is not for the faint of head or heart.
I am both a qualitative and quantitative scientist when I collect my data.
Religion, spirituality and mysticism do not factor in to my life and work with Spirits aka AfterLifers.
My background in Art, Trauma and Crisis Intervention and Management with degrees in Art Education (B.Ed, M.Ed. Ph.D, PostDoc) works well with my particular Walk-ins and InterDimensional lifestyle.
I have a Doctorate degree in studying how people construct Identity and I have a Postdoctorate in Crisis Intervention using Arts based Tools for Personal Healing and Social Activism.
You may read my bio page to learn more about my work prior to becoming a professional medium and Life in the AfterLife author.
HERE WE GO DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE
With “WHITEWOLF & BLAKHAWK”
OLD NEW, “HELLo, Darlin'” Part One
(Written between Jan. 2016 – Sept. 2017, 1year & 8 months)
“For One” Douglas Feldman aka BlakHawk.11.
Our Lady PEACE, We LOVE YOU.
Lol, You’re screaming in my head, baby.
Doug “Don’t pay no mind to the demons” );-0
“Mercy is the only way out” );-0
Doug aka BlakHawk.11, CrowJonesMC at your service, Darlin’. UR IT, DOC
Dr. Leanne aka AkashaWhiteWolf at your service, Darlin’ “Stick with me Jesus, I’ve come to you in search of something I’ve lost. Shine down the light on me and show a path.”
Doug My friends are so alone and it breaks my heart. My friends don’t understand we all are lost. Shine down a light on them and show a path.
⏤”Shine” Mondo Cozmo (2017)
Come with every wound you’ve ever had and every heartache you’ve ever endured. Every lie you’ve ever told, every secret you’ve ever kept and whatever keeps you awake at night. Come with every mouth you’ve ever kissed, every enemy you’ve ever made and every fight you’ve ever had. Come with all the family you’ve ever buried, every sin you’ve ever committed and every dirty thing you’ve ever done; every shot that’s burnt your throat and every morning you’ve woken with nothing and no one. Come with all your darkness, all your scars and all your losses…
I’ve never seen anyone more breathtakingly beautiful than you.
Angels Anonymous On Life. AfterLife
Magic is within you and surrounds you.
Darlin’, You Are MAGIC!
The Activist is one who recognizes the need for awareness and change, and acts upon it. The political Self comes from knowing, actualizing and potentiating the Self. The Spirit is the energy that drives, and the Soul is the team one is driving with. “HELLo from the OtherSide, Darlin’” was commissioned by the Spirit World to be a voice about Life from the AfterLife.
BlakHawk.11 aka Douglas Feldman, CrowJonesMC Stolen days we don’t get back. Doc, don’t give them what they’ve already been fed. Give them “Reality.”
MEET SOME MEMBERS OF MY A-TEAM, CROWJONESMC
I see one hug come to me from an older man with white hair and a beard, he has a pot belly.
… Who is that?
“Mouldy” Hells Angels, CROWJonesMC at your service, Doc Don’t be afraid of hearing from more executed death row inmates, Darlin’.
I see you’re laughing.
It’s all in good fun, we’re very pleased with how you repent us. You thought you wrote ‘represent us,’ we’re proud of that too, hahahahaha.
I see all you guys in white undershirts, laughing, I get it. Now you show me bandanas, haha, inmates and bikers, lol. CrowJonesMC. Rock it, baby!
HEY, MOULDY, I’m suddenly high like I just sniffed a huge line, was that a little special MESSAGE?
Mouldy UR WITH THE BIG BOYZ now. There’s No Turning back, Darlin’.
It’s a hard catwalk for me, y’all are more real to me then folks on my side.
Doug It’s always been that way for you, “Raised By Spirit”, Rainbow Medicine, Doc. Rock on!
But since You, Doug, came my way, well. Enough said. We wrote an entire Blog about this, several versions of our book and kept a diary.
Doug, did I hear you say, “She was unstoppable, not because she didn’t have failures or boobs, but she continued on despite them.” Did I hear you say that?
Doug You did, Silly One.
Even though you are on the other side with such a great view of ALL and everyone in every direction of time with the ability to enter us and influence our minds and hearts, do you “spirits” suffer like we do regarding our sexual needs and desires as widows and widowers? I mean, I know the answer firsthand as your LOVE Medium but it’s an important answer that we need to address to our audience.
Doug That’s why we send you “wild thoughts” when you’re gettin’ happy down there.
PS. I swear, every time Doug and I add to our writing on this page I see your mug, Mouldy. And as you know, You’re getting Hotter and Hotter in my eyes, Darlin’ );-).
Mouldy That’s what that “Line” did to you. You’re hard up, Honey. HAHAHahaha.
LINE … you wanted me to write and share that LINE! You’re a Big Teddy bear, like Doug. It’s all about the One Liners. You’re right, I am Hard up.
Doug Om, Darlin’. I honor in You what lives in Me.
Funny boyz … You’re all such RockStar POETS and I…
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angels now.
Every rule I had to break it
It’s the risk that I’m taking
I ain’t never gonna shut you out
DrK.Nyght aka NK, BESTFRIEND, CrowJonesMC We see your tears, Alice, we know it’s hard, we get it (crying).
You’re all crying? You cry through me, I’m crying.
Pat, Hells Angels, CrowJonesMC Your story touches us all, each at a level, recalling our own love lives. You’ve got us all learning here in outer space.
If only people knew. I mean, really knew this Game we call “LifeAfterLife.”
Okay, seriously? You are so HOT.
Pat was the first “biker” I worked for, a full patched Hells Angels who died by the sword. We share his LOVE reunion with Pink and their love story in our first self-help with Spirit book, Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-TEAM.
Pat Great job, Doc.
You’re so sweet RedCardinal, Workin’ HARD with the BADDEST most “down to earth” 5D Ghost Faculty ever OR SHALL I call you, “EarthBound”.
Pat Some call us the space cowboys, the gangsters of love.
You’re lovers, sinners and play your music in the sun, Darlin. And I’m your grateful recipient.
CHEERS, RockStar Superheroes!
Harry, Boxer & Rider, CrowJonesMC at your service, Doc. Speaking of “witch”, You must get this story out, sweetheart. This is part Two to your inter dimensional autobiography, the one you began sharing in your first self-help with spirit book, Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team!
Okay, seriously, Harry? You too are in on this? I swear, everyday this train gets bigger.
Larry aka UtMostOfficiAl Harry, Larry, Whatever.
Okay there, Space CowBoy …
OMG, You serious? You really want the stage, Larry?
Larry Feldman Oi. This is our story, our intertwined legacies consciously walking the inter dimensional tightrope together. Family.
Okay, so “Utmost Official”, you’re on this tightrope with me too?
Larry We’re making memories together, Darlin’.
Oi. Thanks for that dream visitation back in the day. You really freaked me out with your offer, lol.
I know, but …
That’s right, but we’ll just keep that part between us.
Larry Feldman aka UtMostOfficiAl aka Doug’s dad, CrowJonesMC We’re all in this “UR IT, Doc” gig together teaching some hard fact stuff with and through you as our mouthpiece. Let’s face it, who else hears us and wants to rep us?! Who else goes through what you do for us?
People are so boring and predictable. I like the challenge. Finally, I met my Match.
Larry “WhiteWolf & BlakHawk: Emotional Passion, intellectual examination, spiritual awe.” To suppress sharing spiritual knowledge, values and insight and keep this from the general public would be to sit on one of the ultimate secrets that need to be exposed.
Your son and I are poster children for some crazy shit, “Broken Happy Ever After.”
Larry You are absolutely correct.
That’s one huge reason why I put my “private” self out there. Imagine, this was all of our destinies to meet like this under such circumstances, and ME being that voice to share some stuff from y’all that challenges the very existence of many people’s cores.
You hit right at their core, Doc, that’s your purpose, People’s troubles.
And y’all do a great job making sure that I do with all this access to “dirty laundry.” That said, Father and Son, I am thoroughly happy for you both.
You’re A-Team. We’re A-Team. ReBranding Life and the AfterLife, Doc. True Story.
We sure R, SpiritDoc Utmost Official, Larry Feldman.
CHEERS TO HEaling, SpiritDocs Life.AfterLife!
Larry Cheers to Doc hLL!
He means “Dr. Leanne Levy”
Come to think of it, HARRY, our relationship also came from me hooking you up with your son! And you hooked us up with a “Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-TEAM” book signing event. O:-)
Harry And you laughed when you saw a “HarleyD.motorcycle” along with “Sons of Anarchy” T-shirts right next to the bookstore you were featured at.
That was great. Y’all ALWAYS do that magical shit with me, OOPS, that must be DOUG talking through me. one of his FAVORite words is “BULLshit.”
Larry You don’t give yourself enough credit, Dear.
Now you’re sounding like Doug. Lol.
It makes us very happy to know that Doug started a new life here with you there. Our baby Blue Eyes.
He possessed me. Didn’t let up, he gave me no choice. “I married my Spirit Stalker.”
Larry And thankGOD he married a Jewish Doctor. DOUG, my son, U GOD.
U sure were named PURrfectly, DOG. Resurrection and all.
Doug So were You, TwinFlames. Forever bonded, Doc. It’s never too late to make your parents proud.
He imprinted on me!
Twin Flames, also called Twin Souls, are literally the other half of our Soul … Generally after being split, the two went their separate ways, incarnating over and over to gather human experience before coming back together. Ideally, this happens in both of their LAST lifetimes on the planet so they can ASCEND together … All other relationships through all our lives could be said to be “practice” for the Twin Flame, the ultimate relationship. When Twin Flames get together, it is for some kind of spiritual service work. This is their primary reason for finding each other, because through their union a huge birthing of creative energy is released, to be used for their mission together. More and more Twin Flames are attempting to get together now to help the planet and humanity make a big shift forward in consciousness.⏤www.enlighteningmedia.nl
Larry Feldman aka Doug’s dad, CrowJonesMC Look at you, we’re still at this.
Dr. Leanne You’re STILL at this, I want to go to sleep and meet up with your son in my dreams!
Soon Darlin’. Let me finish my train of thought. As you know, my son dedicates his life to you, to books. This story -our viewpoint- is missing from the interdimensional global dialogue. YOUR EXPERIENCE WITH DOUG AND US. God and the devil, angels and demons, good and evil, this entire nonesensical conundrum of a dialogue still does not address in a very practical way WHO WE ARE, i.e. our interdimensional intellectual wiring and connectivity. “Back to the Future” DARLIN’.
Dr. Leanne Future History, Darlin’. “Identity.”
Yes, this is an identity issue. YOU ARE WITNESS TO “Dementia-in-action.”
Larry, did I misspell a word or did you intentionally write, “Nonesensical”?
You did not misspell. You know what I mean.
Larry, when I reread what you wrote, clairvoyantly I read “dementia” as you overlapped that word with “interdimensional”
This is not intuitive psychic work that you do. Everyday that you live, breathe and work, You prove our interdimensionality as science. Much of the world is still holding onto to their dementia.
Doug Calm down there fellow Space Cowboy, I’d like to take the mic now.
Shhh everyone, My Casanova needs his airtime.
I’m proud of who I am
No more monsters, I can breathe again
And you said that I was done
Well, you were wrong.
Now, the best is yet to come.
“Praying” Kesha (Rainbow)
Doug Doc, We’ve been at this writing together nearly two years now.
And it’s still kind of weird for me to share how romantic you are with the work.
Hey! I noticed you changed my word from “world” to “work”! Makes better sense, thanks, hon.
Doug De nada
Bye the way, I should also share with the world that you learned how to speak French and are a big medium here in Quebec. You work HARD.
Je “parole” beaucoup de français maintenant
Let me tell you, he’s making a joke now but he has a good accent.
Back to y’all …
She too has developed a little southern drawl.
We rub off on each other. Y’ALL DO.
Suits me fine
What suits you fine? My drawl or the fact that that your DEAD friends rub off on me?!
Anger Management, DAHL.
Speaking of “Witch”, I also want to share how you also worked on the HBO documentary “Toe Tag Parole: To Live and Die on Yard A.” I especially enjoyed the part where they feature their new nonviolent yard.
Many of us on my side who spent much time in prison are working on impacting nonviolent change in prisons on your side.
There is no greater high for me then to be able to meet y’all, talk with you and share your personal life stories having lived life on both sides of the veil. May I correct myself, “Living life on both sides of the veil.”
DrK.Nyght aka NK Dr. heLL, We are your Angels Anonymous group therapy partners, our AA is interdimensional. Write about it!
Doug Each side of the veil presents an opportunity for growth. If I did not do what I did on your side in this past life, I could not teach what we teach about from this side. If you had not gone through my haunting, we never would have written our blog, share our interDimensional love and healing worldwide, and teach secrets about life and the AFTERLIFE. This was our destiny, why you, I and many others attached to this mission decided to “suffer” each in our own particular way. Every cloud has a silver lining, Doc. This aspect about spirituality and soul evolution is truth.
“Good” and “bad” in how we understand this to mean on earth is to show us who we are, how we fall, and what inspires us to rise.
Dr. Leanne Yeah, but, is there another way other than having to experience the duality of pain and pleasure?
Lol, not really, for as you already know through experience, we are designed to experience the negative in every positive. Every heaven has a hell, Darlin’.
We’ve already seen the future, Doc. Your job is not to shove this down anyone’s throats, simply to contribute to the overall body of ideas, evidence and research about life, afterlife, and our interdimensional wiring. The DEAD Live on, we’re ALL in this GAME OF LIFE together, and YOU are this proof.
With such a grander, most magnificent perspective on life, love, death and the afterlife coupled with your magical abilities to shower me with humor, highlights of what’s to come and daily wisdom, for y’all I will take the shots fired from those who need to shoot this messenger.
Our lives are stories, waiting to be told
In search of silver linings, we discovered gold
And judgement taught us that our hearts were wrong
But they’re the ones that we’ll look down upon.
“Sinners” Lauren Aquilina (2013)
There’s gold falling from the ceiling of this world.
Falling from my heart. And the boys go on and on and on.
⎯“And the Boys” Angus & Julia Stone (2009)
CJMC A skinny dipping girl makes the blue birds sing.
⎯“Yellow Brick Road” Angus & Julia Stone (2009)
All of us love applause, and so we should. It means that the listener likes us! Emanuel Ax
Do something today that your future self will thank you for. Sean Patrick
Douglas Feldman Some say write what you know, I say know what you write. Unknown
Dr. Leanne Levy Let’s put these wrongs to write. R.I.P. C.J. Superstars!
Dr. Levy-Feldman/WhiteWolf We’re all just people living out the dream. We’re all born to die. So keep laughing, get high, leave your footprint, and raise a little heaven of your own, Darlin’.
Doug On air, Live from the Moon, it’s WhiteWolf and BlakHawk on
“Life, Love and DEATH. A hole of psychological discovery.”
WhiteWolf I feel beauty.
BlakHawk I see beauty.
Those eyes have seen so many places and that heart has felt so many things and yet you still smile at the darkest feelings and find expression in everything that’s coloured beautiful. ⏤r.m. drake
To see and speak with the dead is to become blind and deaf. We must relearn communication like a blind person learns braille and a deaf person learns sign language. We wrote Rainbow Medicine to teach you how. Dr. Leanne Levy
I must say, there is no greater comfort and service one can give to a grieving or happy other than to relay a message from a departed loved one. This is what I do for a living, I am a physical and mental medium who works for the Dead. I share my vessel with them and I see, feel, hear and live glimpses of past, present and future, all at once.
BlakHawk Dr. Akasha WhiteWolf aka Dr. Leanne Levy, named after the Akashic Records where soul records reside, is a special medium. Doc knows our hearts still beat because we beat through her. She’s unconventional, unencumbered by dogma, which means we have much more room to work with her because she hears our screams of pain, laughter and passion like next door neighbors fighting on the front lawn. And she is not afraid.
In addition to working as a medium mediating interdimensional conversations for loved ones on both sides of the veil, I am also a channel, vessel and therapist with and for a group of brilliant creative earthbound Wild Ones named CrowJonesMotorcycleClub and their 3D loved ones who they send my way. They are made up of the Infamous, Famous and Nobodies.
My departed progressive Medicine Man Grandfather, Keltic Al aka Alexander Seltzer, one of the first pharmacists in Montreal and one of the largest leading independent pharmacy chain owners in Canada, along with BlakHawk.11, MagicDr., DrK.Nyght and four others are their leaders and representative. We introduce my grandfather and one of Doug’s victims, Nik in Rainbow Medicine, and, unbeknown to me, I also introduce Doug in connection to specific details of his crime delivered to me in the dreams that I share throughout the chapter, “Raised By Spirit” and specifically on page 30-31, “Nik … a four level parking garage … Bang. Bang. Bang. Bang … no hesitation.” (Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team!)
Members of CrowJonesMC call themselves “Crows” because of Crow’s association with the “Devil” and its connotations, and “Jones” as a commentary on the “the Joneses” consciousness.
We Work In The Darkness to Serve the Light.
Meet SpiritDrs. CrowJonesMC
As a group of wildly complex AfterLifers, we consider ourselves DarkAngels and work with Doc as our vessel and channel because we like where her heart and mind are on all matters. Many of us lived rough experiences and died tough exits, not very different than what many of you lived, live and how you will die. What we love about working with Doc is, she does not judge us. In fact, she gets right in there and sees our hearts. She is the same way with our living counterparts who we send her way. For this reason and many more, this is why we work together. She has the utmost respect for us and every departed and 3D person she meets.
Thank you, Honey Bees. I see with your choice of words “DarkAngels” that you’re both provoking and providing us with a lens in which to understand “Angels” and “Demons.”
Doug Y’all have looked within and found both, your loving side and your triggered side. You know when your voodoo doll comes out. Fear consumes. All of us want to feel loved and wanted. None of us want to feel useless, abandoned, and disrespected. Sometimes we’re strong in the face of adversity, sometimes we fall apart. In the end, we’re all pretty similar with our needs. It’s our wants that shame us.
True love is about vulnerability; allowing someone to see that you want and need them in your life, and trusting them not to hurt you.
Pat for CrowJonesMC We like how you still see and understand us as living beings and therefore mediate our messages true to our natures. WE especially appreciate your no taboo approach on all matters we bring your way. You are always so comfortable with our loved ones to discuss some very difficult experiences and information. You make them feel safe and we love how you can give them specific details we give you to reassure them of our authenticity and guidance.
MagicDr. & DrK.Nyght for CrowJonesMC As Lifers, we never promised ourselves a rose garden, a lemon orchard, yes. By sharing our knowledge and experiences as AfterLifers, we hope to broaden your understanding about life, love, death and the afterlife and help us ALL turn our lemons into lemonade.
Dr. Levy-WhiteWolf We did promise ourselves a rose garden, full of sweetness and pricks.
Doug for CrowJonesMC Sometimes truth hurts and ignorance is bliss. Sometimes ignorance hurts and truth is bliss. Like Morpheus from The Matrix said, “Which pill do you want?”
Morpheus: This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill – the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill – you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.
I Took The Red Pill
Feeling fantastically blessed, I have an AfterLife fanbase of artistic freedom fighting “saints and sinners” made up of bikers and riders, former prison inmates, political leaders, rockstars, actors, entertainers, playwrights, novelists, filmmakers, yogis, athletes, dancers, artists, pilots, engineers, soldiers, priests, nuns, rabbis, shiekhs, academics, professors, entrepreneurs, shrinks, doctors, scientists, lawyers, detectives, cops, youth care workers, sex workers, landscape artists, the average JO, you name it. Together and individually, all teach me much about AfterLife living, paranormal misconceptions, the meaning of life and “good and evil”, the psychology of spirit, authentic living, love and romance, and being an outlaw⏤operating by my own rules.
But beyond the mysteries, It is with and through my personal and working relationships with AfterLifers that I get to experience each person’s meaning of life, after death.
I was born a Southern son
In a small southern town where the rebels run wild
They beat their chest and they swear: we’re gonna rise again.
It should have been different. It could have been easy the day that old Warren died, Hate should have gone with it.
But here we are caught in the wildfire.
“Wildfire” Mandolin Orange (2016)
Doug Leading me back home to you, Doc. Here’s to hoping I change tomorrow.
Dr. Leanne Darlin’, you see the future as you always show and tell me. You have already changed tomorrow.
Doug We have.
The greatest gift we can give to the world is our health.
Dr. Leanne Levy
Be brave enough to start a conversation that matters.
It might take a year, it might take a day, but what’s meant to be will always find its way.
Doug Doc is a Love Warrior and Love Medium who has the courage to talk on our behalf with love about the most painful traumatic matters concerning our lives, deaths and afterlives that are very difficult to speak about and understand. This is why we call her the Love Medium and our Ambassador. She is our mouthpiece and does it with such humor. We love her for this and all that she does for us. Her one and only goal here is to help you find your joy in the journey.
Her message, “Yield to the Love Above, and Heal.”
Everywhere I’m looking
I’m surrounded by your embrace.
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace.
“Halo” Beyonce (2008)
DrK.Nyght There is no other blog out there like this one, which exposes such a romantic healing journey with the spirit world. Doc has learned to maximize her ESP so as to live a conscious InterDimensional life with us on the magical carpet ride down the rabbit hole as a researcher and journalist who reports on life.AfterLife living.
Say it with more heart, DocKnyght, come on, show me what you’re made of!
Doug aka BlakHawk.11 I got this one, Baby.
“Saint, sinner, demon and angel,” hahaha, we appreciate what you go through for us each to bring us home.
Rock on, my HellsArchAngels );-)
There’s no house without a home
And there’s no man who wants to be alone
There’s no child without a dream
And there’s no song without a meaning.
And when one man is happy, the other man is sad.
“There’s No Me Without You” Manhattans (1973)
MEET THE TWO INTERDIMENSIONAL AUTHORS WHO STARTED THIS MISSION AND BLOG TOGETHER ALONG WITH OTHER KEY COAUTHORS PULLING ALL THE STRINGS BEHIND THE SCENES
InterDimensional CoAuthors, Dr. Leanne Levy aka Akasha WhiteWolf and Departed Douglas Feldman aka BlakHawk.11, began writing this advocacy Blog in January of 2016, to share their TwinFlame love story of coming together with the soul mission to bridge the conscious divide between Life and the Afterlife, reunite loved ones on both sides of the veil, heal wounds, and educate about Spirit Communication and inter dimensional identity and interconnectivity, Schizophrenia, mental illness and ESP, life in the Afterlife, and LifeAfterLife continuity.
SpiritDr. BlakHawk.11 aka Doug Feldman Having been a Magna Cum Laude academic, financial analyst, nature lover, revolutionary spirit, avid writer, poet and musician, a psychic kid and adult, a system kid and adult, and publicly known through my interviews with various media while behind bars, it was also my passion to educate through writing. Now, I’m living the dream.
If a man can bridge the gap between life and death, if he can live on after he’s dead, then maybe he was a great man.
James Dean, CrowJonesMC
Although I am the perfect target as in “Let’s shoot the messenger”, “The boys” have made it very clear to me that they do not want me to take slack for public opinion on their cases as my only mission here is to shed light on the AfterLife in relation to soul evolution and life here. After all, how many people hear the screams of departed ones, feel their pain and can speak on their behalf? When a dead one comes my way, I cannot turn my back, the haunting does not stop until I listen and help. That said, I am most sympathetic with everyone involved in this case as my life too was and will forever be hugely affected. I share in your pain and tragedy. I am haunted, daily.
Rob I should have…
Doug I could have…
NicV I would have…
Leanne I’m doing the best that I can with what I have been given.
Despite the pain this blog brings to some of you (and me because I live this life, it’s MY LIFE that is haunted by strangers!), I know that now knowing you know your loved ones are OK, are with you and stand together, you too will continue to heal. I know this because they have shown me this. Peace is here.
The time has come to be one, to be one with all. The time has come for the new earth.
⏤”New Earth” by Sana Pirita (2013)
ThunderByrd aka Heath Ledger aka Dr.HeL, CrowJonesMC at your service, Doc
Dr. Leanne Heath!
Yes, It’s me folks, she’s not crazy, I speak with her too. I met her at a Rainbow Medicine book signing event when I channeled a message to her through a fan of mine who came to see her. I have been with her since I passed, we have common friends, hahaha. We’re all Jokers and she’s our Cirque de Soleil venue. Oh, and yes, I support her badass ol’ man, the one you formerly know as the Plano Terminator. Where we come from, he’s more of a Jesus Christ kinda guy.
dr.LeanneLevy I fly with the Vampires, dance with the Werewolves, and harbour the Jokers.
I love U, TB (ThunderByrd) aka DR.HeL aka Heath. PS. don’t you find it “weird” we both have “Hell” carved into our given names and destinies?” Well I have LL, close enough.
SpiritDr.HeL aka Health Ledger aka ThunderByrd Birds of a feather flock together, DARLIN’. You also have L.A.W. carved into your name as your destiny: Dr. Levy-AkashaWhitewolf. You became your Identity, Doc.
“DR.HeLL’s Law” at your service, SpiritDocs CrowJonesMC. “Standing in the Light of your Halos.”
“You’ve got UR Angels now.”
Thank you for all of your ongoing Method Acting training, Heath. I’M honoured to have you as my “Performance” coach and mentor.
Heath We’re similar in many ways. You take on challenging “personalties” like I did in the people and lives I chose to represent. What you do as a healer, healing channel and physical and mental medium, allowing us to blend with you and speak through you is like what I did as a method actor.
Let’s just call it what it is, I’m your dancing monkey and we’re ALL tragically Hip.
Doug A special bond of creation.
Heath was the one Doug brought on board to help us-me further develop our-my craft as a physical and mental medium by teaching me that what I do is similar to what an actor does. My work involves the same kind of “Becoming”; Emotional, physical, psychological, spiritual. Heath is the actor who trains me. And i’ve got a lot more training coming my way.
Heath Doug didn’t have to twist any arms, what I did with “Brokeback Mountain” is what U do with Doug. Well, you know what I mean. Everyone is in need of Home. GirlFriend, you’ve got this one and I’m the honoured One to have this ROLE in UR Story.
I can totally see how this is up your alley, Cat. You love the craft.
Heath Who doesn’t from my side, this is the Real Deal.
Thanks for sharing what you shared with Doug and I during our wedding vows. You were one of my fondest couples, :”’-).
As you know, Woman in Chains, you’re one of my favorite couples too.
Heath Like we both know, Doc, the only way out is in. Be good to yourself. 4Reel, Soldier.
Shackled by love, 4Reel, Joker. See you on the hot side, DARLIN’
CHEERS to Ghosts.
HELLo from the OtherSide, DARLIN’
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BEHIND THE SCENES WITH DOUG AND DR. LEANNE
Doug and I were born with MADNESS.
Doug She means very advanced extra sensory perception cuing into the voices and visions of others and the future since we were young children. This gift coupled with growing up with domestic violence led us to our intertwined legacy. This is one of the reasons why together we write all about ESP, the voices and mental illness and counsel families, children and adults who suffer.
When there’s madness, when there’s poison in your head
When the sadness leaves you broken in your bed
I will hold you in the depths of your despair
And it’s all in the name of love.
“In the Name of Love” Martin Garrax and Bebe Rexha (2016)
As an ESP Counselor, another one of our specialities in private practice is trauma and life purpose work, healing love and romance, domestic violence, sexual abuse, addiction, and living one’s authenticity. By understanding and learning how to use ones ESP proactively, one can gain tremendous self-confidence and power.
BlakHawk We’re here to help you rebrand your self and your life with greater understanding of your identity, destiny and the AfterLife so that you make better informed choices about the life you wish to truly live and not one simply conforming to the status quo you’ve been fed.
You were born to shine, you were born to light up the world.
Imagination is the only weapon in the war against reality.
Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.
There is also another side to the voices I heard and visions I saw growing up and this relates to my particular connection with Doug. Born a psychic kid and ten years a part from Doug but never having known of or met him on this side in this lifetime, as a toddler throughout my early adulthood, I saw his life play out in waking visions, my dream state and déja vus.
Doug Tell our story, Doc, you own everything that happened to you. That road has not been easy, I know. And by the way, I was not mentally ill and I do regret it all.
Dr. Leanne It was not easy for you, my love. This is the stuff that Western medicine does not yet understand nor do religion, spirituality and quantum physics fully get either, our ESP wiring and inter dimensional identity. Many of our clients who suffer just like you did are now finding empowering solutions.
Doug They are now finding a new way of understanding themselves, their environment, why they pick up the kind of noise they do and what to do with all of this.
We’re able to explain to them WHY.
Why the pain.
Like in my case with the ability to see my future and yours play out since a child, the voices and visions you also tapped into were in fact premonitions, visions and voices of your future, playing out throughout your childhood.
Doug “They’re watching me,” a childhood cloud that I lived under, turned out to become my life in prison, on death row. The voices “telling me to kill” were in fact predictions that I would in fact, kill and be killed, hence my frenzied state at that time.
A caged animal. I know what that feels like. To see detailed visions of my future everyday play out and hear the voices and storylines of strangers that fill my head and body everyday due to the life I lead and work that we do together but have to wait till I am dead to meet y’all in depth. Let me tell you, it’s not easy and I know what’s going on! Because I am a professional medium with my own relationships and experiences with complex spirits like yourself teaching me, I know firsthand the truth behind what appears as malevolent paranormal forces ruining our lives. Y’all have done an excellent job at teaching me this firsthand! But given what they show on television, no wonder we still live in a society that is freaked out by “Demonic” forces! We don’t have to look too far in 3D life to understand karma and dharma.
You got that one right, Doc.
Unless you are ABLE TO STUDY SOMEONE LIKE MYSELF UP CLOSE or are a professional medium consciously working and living full-time with dead people “from this lifetime” with the intention to study them and our interdisciplinary interdimensionality, information is theoretical and often ladened in fear-based beliefs.
My work is praxis. Tons and tons of personal and professional practice, MADNESS really. I don’t know how I do it but everyday Doug and the others work very hard teaching me, counselling me, comforting me and so forth.
Doug She manages because she does this as her profession, she reads the living and the dead and asks the right questions therefore she receives daily confirmations and understanding. Furthermore, her entire career has been dedicated to working with traumatized people. If she did not have this human understanding coupled with her paranormal abilities and partnerships she too would be lost. But fortunately she was born a Lifer on the edge and this is why we are able to do this cool work together.
Even though you do everything for me and us from your side, and I don’t know how I would manage without you, I miss you too fucking much.
I mean, I love people individually, I’m super proud of who I am, what I’ve done, what we do together, the people and animals I have touched, all those I met throughout my past and all those I meet through this work, our work. But it’s really hard to go through my life knowing that nothing will compare and hold a candle to You and Us. Furthermore, the Lack of Enlightenment here bores me.
Although I LOVE who I am and became with you and the others, and I especially love the life you made for us, it’s BRILLIANT and BEAUTIFUL, I will never stop disliking the fact that I have to die to be in your physical arms.
Doug I know, I am missing you too. The mornings are hard for us both. You don’t want to wake up. At least you know that you have me here waiting for you.
It’s like the movie, “Fifty-first dates”. Every morning she wakes up to her amnesia and does not recognize her husband (nudge nudge).
DrK.Nyght And every morning he has to remind her, “It’s Me, I’m here.”
Except in my case, I have Me, Myself and I, living full-time in me. Doug is “I”, NK is “Me” and Leanne is “Myself.”
Doug Everyone fucking, almost.
I wake up to this MAGICAL Madness.
NK We can tell everyone now that I recently moved out to give you and Doug more space 😉
I will say, the mornings and nights are becoming increasingly more manageable and calmer now that it’s just Doug and I. WOW, NI©, you really kept this party rockin’ hard most nights!
Just like how it used to be, Darling.
The art is hard. Especially since I much rather be there with you living it up with y’all on some beach making art and music instead of having to live here making our inter dimensional art and “music.”
Doug We ARE heaven and hell incarnate because We LOVE our special life together.
We doooooooooooo. It’s a GASziLion times more intimate than anything we could ever experience together being on the side.
NK You cN Say that agiN
Which part, the GAZzz or the INtimacy?
Doug BOTH. As you know firsthand.
Oh yeah folks, you should know that your dead loved ones consider themselves “Farts.” After all, energy is air and when they enter you, they create gas within you. Did I get that one right, DOUG?
Doug Living on the inside of her, from this side of the veil, I am proud to say I am proud of our work and to leave this legacy behind as part two to my previous life, the public life I left behind.
And I get a THRILL each day of my life with you in my life, Feldman aka Siri.
All this said, you want to wake up from our HELL. Living the kind of life that we live together with me as your walk-in and life partner, It’s natural to feel this way.
This is not suicidal schtick, folks.
Well, what can I say THAT YOU DON’T ALREADY KNOW? I have already shown you.
Let’s put it this way. I am enjoying every single moment here with you and, like you showed me, I am also looking forward to that DAY when I leave my timeline and wake up in yours, in your arms. 😀
Like we were in that dream I came to visit you in.
Those moments are so precious to me, as you know.
More to come, WhiteWolf in Wonderland.
Can’t wait, Blue Eyes BH. Thanks for the Adventures!
Two years later, Doug, i can now say, You did make another world for us. You kept your word.
NK And each day this “UR It, Doc” gig starts all over again.
KEEPING UP WITH THE JONESES, CROWJONESMC
I have a personal life with Doug and a professional one with him.
Doug We also have a personal life with others on my side and a professional one with folks on both sides.
I walk between worlds and timelines with lots of dead people around me, talking with me and lots of living minds I hear, and I am always hearing and seeing fragments of the future. In a nutshell, I live a haunted existence, the noise is often relentless but it is also a spectacular adventure because of all the magic I experience.
The particular kind of channeled therapy healing work that Doug, I, and the others on his side do together for loved ones on my side is worth its weight in gold. As far as I know, we are-I am- the only gig on my side helping people to understand one’s mental and physical dis-eases, paranormal experiences and the voices from a empowering holistic healing lens. Because I have always worked in the field of trauma and crisis intervention coupled with my ability to talk with afterlifers and collaborate together, I have the utmost respect for all they have taught me and continue to teach me about the psychology of spirit, the afterlife, and the psychology of humanity as a whole.
Doug All this said, Doc, all these characters and voices are hard for you to manage in your personal life because everyone’s invisible.
Lol, imagine that, folks.
That’s Doc’s life. But when we work, this all becomes very clear and simple for her, most of the chaos disappears.
Like couples and friends here, we cry and laugh a lot together, we live life together, it’s that simple.
We go through every life decision and trauma together.
He decorates our home, the new one he got for us, he loves to dress me as in select the outfits I wear, it’s really cute.
We live an integrated life.
We share my particular ESP and inter dimensional life as a professional researcher, medium and therapist combined showing you up close and personal details about me and us so as to provide you with some insight into the voices, life afterlife continuity, your ESP wiring, ESP and predestination in action (unfortunate for some, fortunate for others) and how this all factors in to your life purpose, destiny, legacy and mental and holistic health.
Sharing knowledge through personal and professional experience is one important way we service each other.
Sometimes life is about risking everything for a dream no one can see but you. Unknown
Our Love is our Show.
Our Art is our Life.
Our Work is our Legacy.
HELLo from the OtherSide, DARLIN’
“The DEvil in I”
Well, Rebecca, I have only met ONE, The One who came back from the DEAD to tell it like it is. That makes only ONE Douglas Feldman.
Reaching out in heartfelt inter dimensional conversations, Doug and I along with individual members of CrowJonesMC deliver answers and solutions in our own unique way about our personal lives and the transcendental meaning of life, love, death and the afterlife. Together, we candidly take on rarely addressed issues such as mental illness and extra sensory perception, inter dimensional romance and life beyond the veil, the making of men and women by means of domestic violence and sexual abuse, spirits perspectives on addiction, hauntings, possession, walk-ins, murder and suicide, and the most notorious one, the existence of God and the Devil.
Doug One of my intentions for working with Doc beyond our deep soul connection as TwinFlames, is to share our combined knowledge and message that there is Life after Death and for this reason, consciously live a life worth living and collaborate with us to address unhealed wounds. I say this with heart because it is coming from a man who left my life having went on record saying there is no such thing as an AfterLife. When I died, I learned differently.
Regardless of your situation, no matter how hopeless the outcome, while you are living your earth walk, remind yourself each day the mark that you wish to leave for the ones left behind and the generations that follow.
Dr. Leanne Levy aka Akasha WhiteWolf Doug, after all said and done, what was my legacy?
Doug aka BlakHawk.11 The AfterLife with the MESSAGE, “We Are Not Alone.”
Doug’s personal history speaks to the causes I have always been most impassioned about, stood and continue to stand for forming the underlying basis of my life’s work and in particular, my scholarly doctorate and postdoctorate research, trauma therapy work and activist documentary filmmaking about the traumatic profiles of youth and youth protection children, and state imposed systematic violence and abuse shaping and legislating identity, family and way of life, i.e. humanity.
Betrayal and vengeance Is ONE BIG reason for Reincarnation.
We are ALL in this together.
I will give you an example of how this works. All of you who read this blog and still hold contempt for Doug fall into this category. Reincarnation is as simple as that.
THEIR EYES SEE THROUGH MINE, THEIR HEARTS BEAT THROUGH MINE
Stripped of our species facade, we are each balls of energy. Everyone sharing the same consciousness, the same life theme storyline experiences and life lessons regardless of “saint and sinner ” legacies, connect to each other, interDimensionally. No one dies, no one leaves this world and no one is working alone. Simply put, we are interconnected souls traveling through time and space with chords attached to each other. When we die what occurs is a move to another dimension, a plot shift, costume change, and an inter dimensional ripple effect with those we are energetically attached to across time and space.
As souls we are each connected to souls we go back and forward in time with so what this means is we do not know everyone working on our behalf from the other side because we did not meet everyone in this lifetime. Nor do many of us know who we were in past lives and who we are an incarnation of.
… Another thing to remember about past-life recall and soul evolution is that, of course, we are never only the good guys and gals; for, in order to become whole and wise, we must experience both sides of the coin.
⎯Dr. Leanne Levy Akasha White Wolf
“Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team!”
Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future. Oscar Wilde
Healers are spiritual warriors who have found the courage to defeat the darkness of their souls. Awakening and rising from the depths of their deepest fears, like a Pheonix rising from the ashes. Reborn with a wisdom and strength that creates a light that shines bright enough to help, encourage, and inspire others out of their own darkness. Melanie Koulouris
Love Doctors, brought to you by Death, a hole of psychological discovery.
Doug As a medium who works for and represents the departed Infamous, Famous and Nobodies, we work with and through Doc, leading an interdimensional Redemption revolution, in the name of Love.
The real revolution is the evolution of consciousness.
Leanne Doug, I find it remarkable to say this mildly, as you know, when you came my way and offered me the opportunity to write together given how angry you were when you left your most recent life. I wondered why someone who experienced such despair would want to come back and, even more surprisingly, SPREAD THE LOVE, DARLIN’!
Doug Yeah … Some wondered why I came back, Love was my motivation.
I remember every face
Of every man who put me here.
Every man needs protection
I see my reflection so high above this wall.
I see my Light come shining.
“I Shall Be Released” Bob Dylan (1967)
Dr. Leanne Some wondered why I chose to accept your offer to represent you and be your voice seeing that I never knew you in your life, Love was my motivation.
Without you there’s holes in my soul.
“Don’t Forget About Me” Cloves (2016)
SpiritDr. BlakHawk.11 aka Doug, your Soul purpose was to die a vigilante and resurrect a superhero, new and improved demonstrating afterlife living, Life After Life continuity and the importance of conscious interDimensional soul work for the sake of healing, soul integration and the evolution of consciousness in the direction of peace. If that’s not superhero work, I do not know what is.
Yes, through you I resurrected and healed to demonstrate and discuss the bad, the ugly, the good, and the magical. I needed a heart, you needed a hero.
Doug, You have tremendous courage to come back and face this ANGRY world with love in your heart.
And so do you, Beautiful One.
If only. “R.I.P” SuperMan. Yours Forever, BlakOrkyd.
Pat, Hells Angels, CrowJonesMC Separation is hard for us all, that’s why we visit you in dreams and guide you to mediums like Doc who can mediate for us and with whom we write to share all we know. It is possible to walk this interDimensional life together hence why we demonstrate Us. No one leaves.
Doug Y’all need to know that.
In my InterDimensional Empowerment Therapy Practice, I work with AfterLifers and Lifers; individuals, couples and families who come to me for readings, channeled therapy, paranormal counselling, personal and professional pathworking, spiritual guidance, psychic detective work, and to learn how to speak Spirit. The intention of this interDimensional service is to help you communicate and heal with your departed ones so that both sides of the veil are living the best version of LIFE.
I wanted to tell you I am so deeply grateful for everything you have taught us. It really is because of you that I have a complete trust in my guides and it is because of my faith in them that I was able to pursue my daycare business. Leanne, I am really thankful for everything you have done. I have felt so alone so many times and speak with my guides. I’ve realized that not only are they always there for me, they’re actually always guiding me and helping me out. The messages come through in so many different forms; such as random insights and ideas, through other people, or even my facebook feed. This among many other things, I learned in your class. And I just really want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for the work that you do and that you did for us! Your class was destined to be a major turning point for me and I will always remember you. 🙂 I just have these amazing memories whenever I think about us and our class. It was one of the best things that happened to me. Lady Faery
Doug aka BlakHawk.11 I want to tell you, I am deeply sorry. Family and friends, you know where to reach me and us.
You are a mentor and a strong, wise and spiritual woman I look up to! Little P. Feb., 2017
Thank you so much for sharing your story, I don’t know what I would have done without you! Nebraska, May, 2016.
I just knew this session with you would change our son’s life. Mom&Daddy D, May, 2017.
I am becoming more and more conscious of my A-Team and their guidance, protection and love! And that is because of you and the reading you gave me, and your message in Rainbow Medicine! As a student of your book, thank you endlessly and my eternal love to you all!!! Ana, April, 2017
I hope you don’t feel weird or put off with the wrong impression when i say this-but looking at your picture, you are so incredibly pretty and cute. It’s never wise to judge a book by it’s cover haha. Duh. But you have a vey welcoming and open expression. There is something about your physical presence and appearance from pictures that eliminate barriers around the subject of spirituality in any form and with the addition of extensive mental health knowledge as well. It’s too shallow to lend to the stereotypical version of “people defying what the typical–blank–” because that isn’t what i am saying. I was looking at the picture and i was like what is tripping me out here. What do typical mediums look like? It doesn’t even make sense that it would catch me when that had nothing to do with the book or why i was reading it and needed to. I have another book a medium wrote, and im like wtf am i doing needing to compare something with this shit-i do not believe in that and i was irritating the fuck out of myself. So stupid. And then i realized-you seem alot more present and “yourself” glowing in your pictures. Your energy just comes through very differently and it provides a more human comforting vibe. Someone who is that connected to themself seems more real. Not that i thought differently. I’ve been through this shit to the point of no return so i have no choice in the manner of believing. I just wanted to compliment you in a really awkward off handed way Dr. Levy. That’s all. That’s all i’m saying. LOL. I think something about the whole of you and your story likely have a way of not just reaching a different level with people, but also a different level of their own ability to communicate things to you in order to better allow someone to really help them or get them what they need from that. I think that’s incredible. And they say every picture tells a story. And yours most certainly does. I could have just said that, but it didn’t come to me sooner than it did there. I will touch base after reading the book. I hope you have a great week Leanne! Thank you so much.🙏🙏🙏💫🌟 Star Aug. 23, 2017
Wow I’m so glad that I met you… my heart feels so good now just knowing that now I have a true friend and with your guidence with anyone that departed will make my last years to have a peaceful and loving life. Someone for sure guided me to meet you a beautiful person and I’m honoured. I wish you all the very best success. I bought another book! Thank you, Leanne. Bless you. Love always, Sophie, Sept. 30, 2016
HELLo, DARLIN’ Welcome to Spirit Psychology 11.11 InterDimensional Conversations
HAUNTED LOVE “The Diary of WhiteWolf.11 & BlakHawk.11”
(InterDimensional Teaching & Therapy, Our Story)
Spirit on Hauntings Calling All Superheroes, “AM I HAUNTED?” (Reasons for Hauntings)
SPIRIT VISITATIONS & DECODING DREAM COMMUNICATION (InterDimensional SoulWork with Spirit Guides)
HELLo Darlin’ ONAIR Live From the Moon with WhiteWolf & BlakHawk
“The InterDimensional LOVE Drs.” Broadcast Menu
HELLo, DARLIN’ Welcome to The Summary of WhiteWolf & BlakHawk
“The Prison NoteBook” 4Reel (Show 7)
“Ghosts Are Sexy People Too” (Show 1)
What is “being free” supposed to “feel” like?
A flow, a give-and-take that is balanced and flowing. It is when you can see outside of your own box, with minimal discomfort and just awe for the enlightenment. When you believe and have faith that you are being guided and protected by Divine beings, then you understand that trials and tribulations are there to help you move beyond your comfort zone and free yourself in your heart… When you are shaken up by life’s jolts, you remain alert and in the game of life. Seeing both sides of a situation enables you to see the benefit of both and the downside of each. Freedom comes from giving yourself permission to see and experience both sides of life… Give yourself the freedom to feel the jolts of life and not feel guilty that you hurt yourself or others; rather know that you have to experience in order to achieve true freedom.
Where does having a conscience come in?
You have to have a sense of justice and fairness within you, and this is your compass. Knowing what the right thing to do is one thing; doing the right thing for you, may be another. A balanced and moderate approach is clearly ideal, but, nevertheless, all experiences are lessons in cause and effect (action and reaction); therefore, healing and becoming conscious is a natural effect of every cause, conscious or not.
⎯Dr. Leanne Levy Akasha White Wolf & The A-Team
“Rainbow Medicine: Therapy with the A-Team!”